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Published: 2006-11-01 07:06:48 +0000 UTC; Views: 113; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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"you don't know this, but i think you're beautiful"i like to share stories behind my art.
i don't know if you guys like reading them.
but if you do...
i'll concider telling this one.
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edit:
that didn't take long...
well...
i've known this girl (the one in the photo) for a long time...
she goes to my church.
She is one of my best friends.
I really like her.
but she doesn't know. (my deviantart is a semi-secret one)
I wish that i could tell her but i don't want our relationship to change.
We have so much fun together and I share some of my dreams with her.
she likes them.
She thinks i'm hilarious and we play pretend a lot.
we like to pretend we are gangsta rappers.
Everytime we have fun together i feel so blessed to have such a wonderful relationship.
after a few weeks past...
i begin to forget what it was like.
I don't see or talk to her too often because i'm trying to pretend that i don't like her.
when i do see her, we usually always have fun and i begin to remember how beautiful she is.
everytime we dance like no one else is watching...
everytime we pretend like we live in our own world...
everytime she laughs at something i said...
everytime she needs me to be her friend...
everytime she looks straight into my eyes.... even if just for a second...
she makes me feel special...
that she would do these things with me makes me feel like we share something know one else has.
...
but something tells me that she is troubled.
her lack of seriousness with me and her look of contemplation away from me
causes me to believe there are many other things on her mind.
I wish that i could help her.
I know that being with me probably comforts her but
i wish that she could tell me what's wrong.
I want her to know how much i value her but if i ever told her...
our friendship would vanish because it's not the right time...
i am not ready
she is not ready
"you don't know this, but i think you're beautiful"
I hope that she can hear me thinking this in my head everytime i see her,
because i don't know if she'll every beable to hear me say it.
I hope that she knows how much i care about her even though i can't tell her right now.
"you don't know this, but i think you're so beautiful"
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Some concrete things about this photo:
She didn't know i was taking this picture,
She was looking off in to the distance and not really paying attention. (one of her contemplating moments)
I took this precisely because i wanted more pictures of her. ;D
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I DO NOT WANT HER TO KNOW ABOUT THIS AT ALL!!!!!
THIS IS A SECRET BETWEEN YOU... ME... AND THE WORLD WIDE WEB....
i will take the story down in a few days if it gets too big.
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Comments: 16
LOL I get that same expression when I space out. My friends would be like "Are you okay? What's wrong?" And I'd be like "What? HI!!" And they'd be like "Eh? You looked like you were just about to cry!!" But...that's just mah face. =_=' So she might be thinking about you. 8)
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What a lovely picture. It's made even more beautiful by your words. How sweet. She's blessed to have a friend like you.
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i miss ya
hahahaha
you're probably the only one on devart who knows her
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That's definitely like me and my bf before we got together. Though I could never avoid him, he undeniable gave me this feeling of self-worth and love. I was afraid of having to lose the relationship, too, if we ever became "lovers". Things will change if you do go into that kind of relationship, but there's also so much more that you'll wish you had felt before. I'd say, whenever you're ready...tell her. Just bring her to the side and tell her that you have feelings for her. I know it's harder said than done, but it's now or never.
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it's actually harder for me not to tell her than to tell her.
it's just the way i've been.
i don't think we would get along as a couple.
i'm too immature right now.
I don't really feel it's now or never.
I believe if it's meant to be it will happen in the future.
I think that my relationship with her is good the way it is.
i wouldn't change anything about it.
sometimes i don't know what the difference is between an extremely good friend and a girl friend.
one is more physical, more emotional, and has more pressures
iono.
if i ever told her that i liked her...
i wouldn't want to have a bf gf relationship
you know?
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aw. that was beautiful. i really like reading your thoughts, just keep writing 
anyhow.what i was trying to say is that you will know when the time is right, don't worry.
but if you really are worried about her, maybe you could make sure she knows that you are there if she needs to talk. i think she would really appreciate it.
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thank you
for your compliment.
it's a very nice compliment
hahahah
and thank you for your comment.
i agree with everything you said.
I'm just trying to take it much more slower than last time.
I am just focussing on being a good friend.
it's really not a huge problem,
because I know that being in a relationship would be a huge problem right now
but i like to think and ponder sometimes. ;D
I'm thankful for what God has given me.
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haha you're welcome 
and great attitude. i'm kind of having the same in my life at the moment,
'cos why worry so much, when everything that is ment to happen WILL happen?
let's just wait and see what God has planned for us, shall we.
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Ohhh boy great...
where did you guys find me...
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here you go
read it while it's hoT!
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Aw, reminds me of what my bf tells me ;_; Do tell!
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here you go
read it while it's hoT!
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