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2016,Kodacolor 400 VR Plus (expired 2006), selfdeveloped and scanned... Ricoh XR 7
Series:
The Sun Is Going Down: Swans In the Moor
The Sun Is Going Down: Half It's Size
The Sun Is Going Down: On A Rainy Day Like This
The Sun Is Going Down: Afterglow
Múm - K Half Noise
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Comments: 35
Nat-ti [2018-01-31 10:50:33 +0000 UTC]
I like what you do with expired kodacolor, always a jump into the past
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Iskaeldt In reply to Nat-ti [2018-01-31 11:14:22 +0000 UTC]
Yeah! It's quite awful to use this cam in combination with the old film to get a very sharp and well toned picture, on the otherhand it's like playing lottery
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irrationalrationale [2016-08-02 02:16:36 +0000 UTC]
It feels like an image from the past. Perhaps we are just part of a past someone else is looking back upon.
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Iskaeldt In reply to irrationalrationale [2016-08-02 02:24:12 +0000 UTC]
That's a nice thought! Probably we're living in a snow globe...
And who really knows what's out there, since there are theories about paralell universes...
So much dubiety, so much possibility.
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irrationalrationale In reply to Iskaeldt [2016-08-02 02:57:36 +0000 UTC]
It could all be so complicated, meaningful.
It could all be pointless nothingness.
I tend toward the latter.
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Cil0nen [2016-07-29 00:06:19 +0000 UTC]
Oh wow! Impressive...
I almost never get envious, but with some film-images i'd just love to have made them and hold them in my hand.
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Iskaeldt In reply to Cil0nen [2016-07-29 11:39:43 +0000 UTC]
Thank you kindly!
I dislike the sharpness here... but yeah, I guess I know the feeling you described.
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SophieDereal [2016-07-28 20:15:20 +0000 UTC]
In this perfect mechanism of Time, the sun will go up again.....
maybe not the world
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Iskaeldt In reply to nilwilnil [2016-07-28 15:52:25 +0000 UTC]
There was nothing... there will be nothing in the inception.
But let's enjoy the risings inbetween.
There was everything... there will be everything in the end.
Again, again, again...
my English is so bad!
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nilwilnil In reply to Iskaeldt [2016-07-29 04:20:19 +0000 UTC]
I understand.
My German is worse.
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Iskaeldt In reply to Saffella [2016-07-28 13:52:51 +0000 UTC]
Yeah... I'm also wondering what happend there.
I'm not sure if it was real or if it's just the film... hahaha. Probably both play a role to create this nice mixture.
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Saffella In reply to Iskaeldt [2016-07-28 17:11:42 +0000 UTC]
Yeah, it is nice ^^
I really like it!
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Iskaeldt In reply to Saffella [2016-07-28 21:04:29 +0000 UTC]
I didn't think your thoughts are so colourful... <3
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Saffella In reply to Iskaeldt [2016-07-29 06:45:50 +0000 UTC]
Och yes, they are!
But it is a bit strange... Because I love cold colors. And cold shades of warm colors. And I feel very comfortable when I spend time in rooms that are painted in such colors. It is the same with clothes I wear. Also when I see a person who is wearing clothes in such colors, I am able to talk more openly with this person.
But...
I am secretly in love with warm colors. It is a strange love. Because I would never wear an orange T-shirt or yellow dress but I love such colors on other people! They look so pretty in warm colors <3
I'm always wearing black, blue, purple or grey (those are my fav colors). But once someone told me that I look good in pink (because I was wearing old pink T-shirt when I was home), and it made me so happy! But I know that I would never go out in such color xD
Woah! This message is so long...
But I am curious what colors are your fav?
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Iskaeldt In reply to Saffella [2016-07-30 01:16:31 +0000 UTC]
Wow... I didn't expect such a beautiful and long explanation!
I haven't made many thoughts like you, but I know people told me (dark) red looks good on me, I should wear some more "friendly" colours to underline my personality... and it makes you more attractive to other people.
I'm not really sure if I'm thinking the same, but it might be true.
I guess I would rather speak to a girl with black or earth-colored clothes than to one with a pink shirt, hahahaha.
Well.. I like almost all colors, but if you speak about clothes... it must be black/white (even if this aren't colors) and grey, grey is really beautiful and timeless to me... beside this I love earth tones like brown, or a nice green touch.
My absolute favourite color is lavender... a bit more dark or discreet, perhaps washed out.
I would also like to wear it sometimes... but find nice clothes (especially for men) with those colours ahaha... and probably most other men would think "such a hippie/ or the ones who aren't really sensitive think just "gaylord", whatever.
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Saffella In reply to Iskaeldt [2016-07-30 09:43:14 +0000 UTC]
I think that not only dark red but also lavender or weathered blue But this is only my intuition :> ...
But friendly colors are also known as happy colors, am I right? So would you feel good in such colors? For me it would be hard to wear such colors...
You have the same as me xD
This is so nice to know a person who selects the person to talk through color of clothes. But it can be misleading sometimes
Black and white are colors! (for me ). Yes! Grey is such beautiful and classy color <3 Just like black. My closet is full of black clothes... xD And sometimes between this black clothes you can find some other colors (I love flower pattern on dresses so I have few <3 ).
Och my! And who knew that I would wrote earlier in this message that you would look good in lavender clothes
My intuition is just perfect
He he. You should not pother what other people think about colors you wear. You like lavender just wear it
Many people always asked me why I am wearing only black or grey... I never answer those stupid questions!
But you would be cute hippie, with your long hair
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Iskaeldt In reply to Saffella [2016-07-31 00:22:27 +0000 UTC]
Hey, perhaps friendly colors have the force to make you a friendly person.
Oh well.. I think it's not just a question how you feel, but probably the colors you wear influence yourself and you feel a bit better.
But yeah, I wouldn't feel very comfortable for the frist hours.
Of course it can be misleading to chose people you like/wanna talk with just by colors.
It's a fashionable life and I think that's sad. But of course I would think a girl in a gucci dress wouldn't like me, cause I'm wearing something boring. hahaha
Aaaaaaa, that's cool, I also like flower patterns. Yesterday I thought of buying a button-down shirt full of flowers. But I'm not sure if it would be a long and blessed relationship between me and those kind of stuff.
And somehow those kind of stuff looks like aloha shirts... there must be a decent one for me. Somewhere.
I'm not sure if you're honest
Of course someone should never think what people might think, you will get strange thoughts and in the end they think something totally different... so it's all equal and just illusion.
Thank you!
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Saffella In reply to Iskaeldt [2016-07-31 14:39:17 +0000 UTC]
I don't believe in such things
But if it works like that I won't wear them. I don't want to be friendly. I don't like people :>
Nah! I like to look classy! Black dresses or simple skirts. I also don't like to show my body to other people like girls do those days. I never had shorts on my butt!
Even when it is hot outside I am wearing dark long dresses, long sleeves, and stockings
So I think that I am not a bit fasionalbe...
Ha ha ha. You know what is important? Not the brand but the STYLE!
How about those:
www.aliexpress.com/item/2015-S…
www.aliexpress.com/item/Plus-S…
Those don't look like aloha shirts for me :>
I am always honest!
Our lives are just illusion...
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Iskaeldt In reply to Saffella [2016-07-31 22:06:05 +0000 UTC]
Who really knows what happens... but I understand your point of view.
This reminds me of my youth. I often wear long and black stuff even when it was about 35°C, of course I weard my boots, too.
But hell yeah, I just try to don't care very much anymore. When I'm at home I'm running around naked, I would never have done this for a few years.
Of course style is more important than brand.
Yeah! It's nearly what I expected... hopefully I'll find something like this with earth colors or a bit more surreal... probably natural.
I just need to search for it, thanks for the inspiration!
I'm not sure But I'd just like to annoy/ jelly you, so... yesss.. you're always honest Madamé! (:
Everything seems to be an illusion.... at least we always interpret more/different than we really receive.
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Saffella In reply to Iskaeldt [2016-08-01 08:14:05 +0000 UTC]
Naked? You are running around naked at home?
SERIOUSLY. THIS MADE MY DAY! More please!
You are most welcome!
When you find something let me know, I would like to see it :3
Ha ha.
So you like to tease with me...
You are one sly fox, Sir
And yes, that was a compliment!
But what about the illusion we create in our minds?
My mind can create a situation... And after a few days this situation is happening to me! How does this work?!
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Iskaeldt In reply to Saffella [2016-08-02 00:08:18 +0000 UTC]
I bet you are never naked, even under shower you wear a bikini!
What the heck, when you're alone, and it's warm like fuck I like to be naked.
And when I have a girlfriend in the four walls she needs to be naked too, otherwise she will be banned to the garden.
It's not a fetish or something like that, it's freedom and power of mind!
(ahahaha, sounds pretty much like FKK people or naturism... to be honest I'm not that radical).
Okay, I try to let you know! Though I'm not sure if I'll really find something beautiful... and when I find something, I'll surely use it for another selfportrait somewhen. xD
I know, I know... I'm friendly... but I'm also foxy xD
Oh, are you sure? I mean... are you honest? (again this dump question.../ predication)
I'm sure you can imagine we met, and when you will take the train we'll met in a few days!
Joke apart.... I guess the past/ present/ future is well connected. I don't really believe in destiny but in relation.
The past can be your tomorrow... you have constant influence in your surroundings. Through it's everchanging, until there's the "moment".
I believe thoughts/ behaviour/ concstellations can have an influence, even it's probably just a small amount and not really measurably.
Sometimes I think there's a kind of invisible net surrounding humans, objects and animals. There's only reaction or static.
Like 0 and 1 in the technics...
Sometimes I have dreams (and you can often "translate" these symbols) and often it happens to me or I can see relations.
It can also be just a imagination/ fantasy; cause you want to believe.
I also trust my own feelings (when I feel uncomfortable and I don't trust it something bad will happen to me... I lose my wallet when I'm going out or whatever;;;; sometimes something bad just happen to people I like and I will hear about this one or two day later. When I feel good it will be a beautiful day/ evening with awesome conversations/ luck/ whatever).
But who really knows what's illusion of the ego/ psyche...
I must sound like a total freak, esoteric and insane person, hahahahah.
It's hard to explain what I mean with those silly examples.
Probably I should write "if you see theres a half empty glass it's half empty. If you see a half full glass it's half full.
If you know how to fill it, or how it will be filled without putting water in it it by yourself it will be filled.
If you just do nothing it will evaporate."
Have a nice week!
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Saffella In reply to Iskaeldt [2016-08-02 07:56:16 +0000 UTC]
Ha ha ha ha ha!
I like that... Really!
And you cook, do laundry, and nap naked?
If I ran around the house naked, I would stop every time in front of each mirror in the house and admire myself... I don't even want to know how much time I would lose doing it every day! So it is better that I am dressed
Also, your girlfriend must be such a happy person to be naked with you :3
And no. I don't wear a bikini under shower! I wear cat women costume
Och, so anyway I will see it Good to know!
But I have a question... How do you feel when you taking selfportraits? Do you like it? Or you do it because you are bored?
You know that fox is a fusion of a cat and a dog?
Foxes are friendly, when you have food for them!
Yes I am honest.
But you have to be careful, because I can be sharp in my honesty.
Ha ha. Why would I imagine this? And this would be so strange and scary x'D I told you that meeting new people is scary for me!
Woah! You are explaining this to me so well! You should be a teacher or lecturer!
But you know what? If you want something really hard it does not happen. When I think, for example about ice creams, later someone just takes me for the ice creams. But when I really want to go to Iceland... I never get to go T_T Can someone take me to Iceland, please...
Och my. I should have been more serious... Sorry!
I have the same!!
Some dreams I have just foretell the future. Last time I dreamed about teeth - my teeth fell out. And my mother said that it fortell a serious illness, and two weeks later I had really big problems with health! :/
I have so many other examples! But there are so many, and I don't want to be boring...
Also when I have a bad feeling that someting is going to happen it always does happen. My friends laugh that I am a modern witch or something like that...
And now you know that I am as much crazy as you probably are
And you too!
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Iskaeldt In reply to Saffella [2016-08-09 08:04:46 +0000 UTC]
Hahahha, I would try to avoid not looking into the mirror. :3
But it's cool you have a cat women costume, hahaha.
Why did this question came to your mind?
It's hard to explain how I feel when I take selfportraits. But boredom sounds hard, hahaha.
I'm feeling always different, but deeply myself.
Though I don't really like to present me, looking like a poser, or whatever people might think. But it's equal anyway.
I also try to avoid my face, because I don't like it.
I just like to present a concept or emotions, and I'm happy when (emphatic) people can refeel them while looking at it.
So I wanna express my feelings, because they stress me. And I hope to figure out why it stress me... and how I can translate a feeling into an image... and I hope to feel better after it.
But I'm seldom satisfied with my work... I see many failures and thinks that are not efficient.
Beside this I like portraits, or human expressions caught in a picture. But I have no one who would liked being photographed by me.
And of course I know myself the best... and when I have an idea in my mind I wouldn't like to use a model and explain what I feel over and over again.
I'm not a director... and when I would take a photo of someone he/she should have an idea, tell it and I say "yay!; or no! or what do you think of "this" idea?"
Hahahhaha, it sounds nice a fox is a fusion of cat and dog. I never thought about foxes this way.. but it could be true.
Interesting, I haven't imagine you think like a "modern witch", hahaha.
But it's hard to interpretate dreams; I guess it's just a bit like horoscopes... you will always see what you want.
Though I like to believe. (: At least sometimes... (:
And perhaps there's more than we know!
Of course you didn't bore me with your example or writing.
Yay, looks like we both are a bunch of crazy individuals! Crazy is better than being not crazy, right?
(:
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Saffella In reply to Iskaeldt [2016-08-09 09:12:30 +0000 UTC]
Those messages are getting longer and longer...
Ha ha. I don't have a cat woman costume, but... I would love to have one in the future! <3
I need it so... I can hunt for men in the night xD
Och, I have no idea. I have so much things on my mind all the time... It just appeared, and I thought that I will ask you that.
Hmmm... Why you don't like your face? I am asking because I am curious, and I really don't understand why some people think that they are ugly, or just don't like their face/body. This is so strange... So by this question I want to understand
Also the reasons you take selfportraits are really beautiful.
Some of them are also the reasons why I do take selfportraits. But I have other reasons as well.
So you are not happy with some of your selfportraits... And those stressful feelings, do those feelings suffocate you? Do you feel that you are hopeless in understending them? Because I feel like that when I take some pictures of myself... Especially when I am feeling really bad. The need to look at myself is so strong then. I am often looking in the mirror or taking pictures to see what is wrong with me. But well... It never helps. I am only getting more miserable :') But at te same time I am in love with myself even more. Nah. This is to complicated for me!
Getting back to you (I often talk too much about myself... I do not consider it to be a flaw, but I know that people do not really like it).
And did you try to ask people if they want to be your model? I am so shy, but sometimes I ask people to pose for me, and they accept. Of course not all of them, but it is important to try. When person is easygoing and loud it is possible that he/she will agree to pose for you
I would pose for you, but only because, later, I would stare at those photos admiring myself xD ...
I don't know if this is true, but just look at their eyes! Foxes eyes are like cat's eyes. I'm talking about the cornea. It narrows when it is bright, and expands when it is dark - a cat trait. And the construction of mouth is dog-like.
I'm not a biologist but I see it like that
Be careful because I can turn you into a fox-frog creature!
Believing in things is nice. Not all the things but in some of them... Yeah. I like to believe too.
Mr Iskra... Crazy is better than being BORING :]
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