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(This used to have a mature filter on it, but thinking about it, I'm not completely sure it was necessary.  Still, if anyone thinks it needs it, I'll be more than happy to put it back on for you all.)

Wanted to draw some more Undyne (what else is new? ) but wanted to try my hand at something sad/angsty since I don't usually do those kinds of drawings (and I've seen at least one other drawing of Undyne crying at this spot in the junkyard, so I figured that would be good subject matter and location).  I really, really like how this turned out.  It's heartbreaking, but it's a beautiful image.  And I think I'm finally starting to pin down my "look" for drawing Undyne :3

[SPOILER]
And it could be considered canon, given a few of the neutral endings.
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Also, while I don't ship Undyne seriously with anyone, you could call me a masochist for listening to Cascada's version of "What Hurts the Most" while I was working on this O_o Unless you really wanna drown in sad feels, don't listen to that while looking at this O_o

Well, with all that said, for those who decided to look, I hope you like it!

Also on Tumblr for reblogging ; please tag appropriately for the sensitive.  Thank you! :3

Undyne, Undertale (C) Toby Fox.
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Comments: 60

SCUDX89 [2018-04-26 19:04:16 +0000 UTC]

Oh my god! I love your drawing style! Isn't it enough to love Undyne... so you have to put one more on it?! ^^
Also seeing her crying almost breaks my DETERMINATION filled heart...
By the way: A little detail I love too on your style is, you gave Undyne a green (?) iris. It looks SO GOOD on her! :3 <3

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to SCUDX89 [2018-04-27 07:12:42 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! And I realize it looks a little on the green side, but what I did was I took the same color yellow as her sclera and just darkened it, so... it's more like a dark yellow (does look a little confusing though).

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SCUDX89 In reply to ItsumoCelestialSushi [2018-04-28 04:50:11 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome!
I thought something in this direction, because the color looks kinda similar.

Are you still active in the fandom?
I hope it. Because many talented artists in drawing and animating stop doing their wonderful work, because UT isn't so great anymore like before 3 years where it had it's big time. I discovered the game this year and I love it... especially Undyne.

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to SCUDX89 [2018-04-30 05:35:18 +0000 UTC]

I'm... semi-active? We're currently running a musical on YouTube on our channel, Combustible Pasta Studios, but lately I've been trying to put more of my free time into game development as a career. Undyne's still my favorite character, though, so I don't want to ever stop drawing her, even if those drawings are sporadic.

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SCUDX89 In reply to ItsumoCelestialSushi [2018-05-01 00:44:25 +0000 UTC]

Cool! I think I will looking into it later. At my time it's about 02:40 am. So I go to bed. ^^
The thing with the game development is very cool too! Maybe we see Undyne in an alternative Universe with an own adventure from you with your drawings.
I'm glad you are a such big Undyne fan too and don't stop drawing her. In my opinion you really deserve it with your great drawings.
By the way: Do you give lessons jn drawing for bloody beginners? *ask blushing*

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to SCUDX89 [2018-05-06 22:12:42 +0000 UTC]

Unfortunately, I'm really busy, so I'm unable to offer drawing lessons... but YouTube is a great source for learning a lot of things, so that might be a good place to start. Tumblr and DeviantArt might also have tutorials as well.

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SCUDX89 In reply to ItsumoCelestialSushi [2018-05-07 11:33:35 +0000 UTC]

No problem. It was more like a joke question. ^^
Yeah, they are. I already saw some lessons on Youtube. But I think it's not all about lessons to learn drawing. Maybe... 10% learning and 90% just drawing. Learning by drawing sounds good I think, but you have more experience with that. Between us both you are the drawing professional.

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Arkhamanger [2017-09-28 00:17:13 +0000 UTC]

I LEFT THE STOVE ON, OH THE GUILT!

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MidLuuna [2017-01-20 10:52:21 +0000 UTC]

Right in da feels

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to MidLuuna [2017-01-21 07:17:30 +0000 UTC]

Then my work here is complete. *runs off to safety*

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dr-dread1234 [2016-09-23 11:27:01 +0000 UTC]

if u kill mtt, alphys is nowhere to be seen, poor undyne, she never got the chance

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to dr-dread1234 [2016-09-27 15:33:57 +0000 UTC]

Yep, quite the emotional scene...

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dr-dread1234 In reply to ItsumoCelestialSushi [2016-09-28 08:17:01 +0000 UTC]

I think al, committed suicide, u?

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to dr-dread1234 [2016-09-29 07:54:10 +0000 UTC]

It's heavily implied in the game, yeah...

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dr-dread1234 In reply to ItsumoCelestialSushi [2016-09-29 07:55:59 +0000 UTC]

poor undyne, eh?

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emdash29 [2016-08-28 05:34:15 +0000 UTC]

It's so rare that one might ever see Undyne crying... so that makes it even more feelsy.   

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to emdash29 [2016-08-28 14:10:45 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, this is pretty much "at the breaking point"

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darkwolfyaoigirl [2016-08-16 15:57:04 +0000 UTC]

Wat? What did she see?

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to darkwolfyaoigirl [2016-08-16 15:59:56 +0000 UTC]

It's more like what she didn't see. She couldn't find Alphys anywhere.

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coldphoenix1 [2016-07-30 18:25:48 +0000 UTC]

Awwwww It's a beautiful drawing, but I feel so sorry for Undyne! *cries*
May I ask, what tools/program did you use for this?

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to coldphoenix1 [2016-07-30 19:20:20 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!  Yeah, this wasn't an easy picture to draw... ;-;

I use a Wacom tablet (primarily a Graphire 4, which is like several years old now O_o) and Photoshop Elements 10.  Most of my work nowadays is entirely digital and done with these (I'll also occasionally use a Wacom Intuos Small if I'm on my laptop, but it's still Photoshop Elements either way... for not being the full Photoshop program, there's still a lot you can do with it :3).

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coldphoenix1 In reply to ItsumoCelestialSushi [2016-07-30 19:35:02 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! I keep looking for different programs, I use paint shop pro 8 right now for my shading but I'm not very good at it so I want to find something that's maybe easy to use...

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to coldphoenix1 [2016-08-01 16:27:47 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome!  I hope you find what you're looking for :3

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coldphoenix1 In reply to ItsumoCelestialSushi [2016-08-01 19:27:22 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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x-PiTaHaYa-x [2016-03-05 18:27:55 +0000 UTC]

i LOVE this! it looks like a screenshot from a movie!

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to x-PiTaHaYa-x [2016-03-05 19:38:37 +0000 UTC]

Ooooh, thank you! X3

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x-PiTaHaYa-x In reply to ItsumoCelestialSushi [2016-03-05 21:29:57 +0000 UTC]

you're very welcome!

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ZeTrollgun [2016-03-04 20:07:51 +0000 UTC]

* (When Undyne finally realized Anime isn't real)

* (Kicks down door) NGAAAHHHH!!! FRISK!!!!

* ...

* YOU LIED!!! ANIME ISN'T REAL!!!!!!!!

* It is.

* It can be found deep within your heart.

* (Grabs Frisk by their neck, then dunks them through a table) I'M NOT GOING TO LISTEN TO YOUR LIES ANYMORE!!!

.......... ........ ........

* (Toriel throws Undyne through a wall.)

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to ZeTrollgun [2016-03-04 20:28:30 +0000 UTC]

PFFFFFT

(Thank goodness I told Undyne the truth and spared her the later heartbreak! ._. Wouldn't wanna be Frisk in this situation.)

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ZeTrollgun In reply to ItsumoCelestialSushi [2016-03-04 21:02:02 +0000 UTC]

Just make sure not to lie to Undyne again okay?

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to ZeTrollgun [2016-03-04 22:44:32 +0000 UTC]

Again?  I told her anime wasn't real the first time it came up o_o

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ZeTrollgun In reply to ItsumoCelestialSushi [2016-03-04 22:47:49 +0000 UTC]

It's just to make sure that you or Frisk doesn't get dunked through tables.

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DarkSnarkArtie89 [2016-03-04 05:20:35 +0000 UTC]

This isn't how I want to see Undyne... WHY DO YOU DO THIS TO ME?



But context aside, I'm going to say what the other guy said and say that this does have that sort of look like it came out of an older animated film... Probably has more to do with composition and whatever grain there is on the picture to give it that look.

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to DarkSnarkArtie89 [2016-03-04 06:25:36 +0000 UTC]

._. Eeep... *hides behind art board* Rest assured I will be working on a happy piece after this one... Undyne will be smiling! *DETERMINATION increases*

But thank you! Wait, grain? *looks* Ahhh with the background... yeah, I was using a soft fuzzy brush for that, so that must've given it a grainy look.  Cool!  Thanks!

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DarkSnarkArtie89 In reply to ItsumoCelestialSushi [2016-03-04 06:33:46 +0000 UTC]

Alright...

So I see... that would explain the look. And it's not a problem. Always to try to help out or get explanations, some how.

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Anonymous7263 [2016-03-04 03:55:55 +0000 UTC]

(You're walking through the waterfall when you see Undyne crying.) Oh no.... (You run to Undyne and comfort her.) What happened, are you ok, did someone hurt you!?! (Undyne hugs you, crying.) “Alphys *crying* she *crying* I couldn’t do anything.” (You look down into the abyss.) No, this is not how she ends! “What?” If I’m not back in an hour, I’m sorry. “What are you going to do?” Take care of yourself Undyne. “Don’t go!” (You give her a kiss and jump down below.) Alphys, where are you!?! (You start searching for her.) No, no, no, no, this is not how she dies, this is not how it ends. (You see a piece of white cloth under some trash.) No, please no! (You frantically remove large chunks of trash, and uncover....) NOOOOOOOOOOO! (You fall on your knees and hold Alphys’s lifeless body.) Alphys, why? No! (You punch to the ground, filled with rage.) No! She doesn’t die here, not like this! (You open your soul canister and use a soul to give Alphys, another chance.) Come on Alphys, wake up. *cough* “What, how did you.” (You hug Alphys, with tears in your eyes.) It worked, you’re alive! “How is this possible.” That’s, not important, what is, is that people still, still care about you. Please, never do this again. “Ok, I won’t. But who cares about me?” Everyone, especially Undyne. “She does?” Time for you to find out. (You pick up Alphys and walk to Undyne.) “No, why’d he jump, he couldn’t have survived the fall.” (Undyne looks in the distance and see you holding Alphys.) “Oh my god.” (Undyne runs at you with tears in her eye.) “oh my god, you’re alive.”  (You hand Undyne Alphys.) “I’m so sorry Undyne.” “It doesn’t matter, you're alive, and that all I want.” I’ll, leave you 2 to have some alone time. (You start to walk away.) “Wait!” What? (You turn around and Undyne hugs you, almost knocking you over.) “Thank you, thank you so much.” (You hug Undyne and wipe the tears out of her eye.) I couldn’t let you suffer like this, you’ve suffered enough. “Thank you.” (You walk away and jump down, and sit under the waterfall.) *sigh* No one deserves to die. (You rest your hand on your hands.)

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to Anonymous7263 [2016-03-04 06:27:41 +0000 UTC]

Cool, a fanfic comment!

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Anonymous7263 In reply to ItsumoCelestialSushi [2016-03-05 01:55:14 +0000 UTC]

I've been doing this for a lot of art.

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LukeTheDeadpoolFan [2016-03-03 19:45:41 +0000 UTC]

I have no idea what is going on in this picture!

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to LukeTheDeadpoolFan [2016-03-03 20:18:28 +0000 UTC]

Okay :3 But thanks for commenting!

(If you want to know what's going on and don't mind Undertale spoilers, I told DarkFishking about it in a comment below)

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LukeTheDeadpoolFan In reply to ItsumoCelestialSushi [2016-03-03 21:05:54 +0000 UTC]

Alrighty.

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YunaSakura [2016-03-03 19:03:50 +0000 UTC]

Why must you play with my feels like this, Itso   

Love everything about it. The mood, her expression, it wrecks my soul...

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to YunaSakura [2016-03-03 19:19:39 +0000 UTC]

*hugs* Sorry about your feels, but this is a journey I needed to embark on... *hair blows in the wind while looking off into the sunset*

But thank you very much!

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YunaSakura In reply to ItsumoCelestialSushi [2016-03-04 00:43:47 +0000 UTC]

 
What kind of journey is that? Ahhhhhh!


Hahah, you're welcome~

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to YunaSakura [2016-03-04 03:29:59 +0000 UTC]

The journey... of an artist... *remembers that the first rule of astronomy is to not look directly at the sun* *burns eyes* Ow...

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YunaSakura In reply to ItsumoCelestialSushi [2016-03-04 05:27:12 +0000 UTC]

I hear your eyeballs sizzling... XD
*gives you a hug*
*sobs*

Let's both go off into the sunset.

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to YunaSakura [2016-03-04 06:33:21 +0000 UTC]

There better be sunglasses on the other side of that sunset o.o Or eyepatches... I might need two O_o

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YunaSakura In reply to ItsumoCelestialSushi [2016-03-04 19:06:35 +0000 UTC]

You'd only see half the sunset if you wore one.. none if two xD
So, shades it is.

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DarkFishking [2016-03-03 16:48:59 +0000 UTC]

It looks like a frame of a animated movie! (It means it looks good.)

But i still do not get the context.

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ItsumoCelestialSushi In reply to DarkFishking [2016-03-03 18:44:43 +0000 UTC]

Oooh, thank you very much! That's high praise, indeed! X3

If you don't mind spoilers for the game...

When Undyne first met Alphys, the scientist was looking very "contemplative" as Undyne put it (she was staring out into this dark abyss over the edge of a waterfall, contemplating suicide; Undyne very likely saved Alphys' life that day by striking up a conversation).  Since then, she's still been suicidal, and Undyne has been watching out for her.  In some of the neutral endings, however, Alphys goes missing, and Undyne, fearing/knowing the worst, loses all her energy, often muttering to herself "I couldn't save her."  (Here, Undyne has just run/swam around the underground, looking for Alphys just about everywhere, when she thinks of the one place she hasn't {and can't} look for her: the bottom of the waterfall in the garbage dump.)

Yeah, Undertale can get really dark ._.

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