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jadeoracle — Drowning in the Darkness
Published: 2006-07-09 22:29:17 +0000 UTC; Views: 58; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 3
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Description The sadness has set in,
And there is no one here to stop it.
The sadness has set in,
And I am downing within it.

No one will come out of the darkness
To remind me I am loved,
Because there is no one in the darkness,
It’s just me. All alone.

I don’t want to just sit here in the darkness.
I don’t want to be alone.
But there is only myself here,
And that I have known for so very long.

I wrap my arms around myself,
So tense, and with a sigh,
I wish that for all these years I’ve been alone,
I hadn’t forced myself not to cry.

It would be easier for that lonely release,
To weep, to feel sorrow,
To feel anything but being alone.
I rock myself and urge myself to cry
But it’s hard when you killed that part of yourself
So long ago, and watched it die.

I don’t want to be strong anymore,
I don’t want to always be on guard.
I wanted someone to
Dispel the darkness and the sadness,
And replace it with something
I cannot comprehend.

I wanted to know love
And not be told how it should feel.
But instead the sadness and darkness
Is pulling me under quicker than it was before.
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Comments: 2

MovE1 [2006-07-11 16:24:04 +0000 UTC]

it's very nice and emo, sad poem but very strong . it's always a torture to the mind to feel lonely

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jadeoracle In reply to MovE1 [2006-08-12 02:31:50 +0000 UTC]

Very true.

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