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Made with charcoal and pain.Recently I tried to work hard on animations. When I`m working I feel good. But now as normal organism I ran out of power... When I`m not working I feel useless. My brain began these shitty process again. Process that prevents to live
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Cookie-Chocoladka [2019-06-28 18:27:15 +0000 UTC]
То состояние возвращается..? Это жалко... Но, я могу понять чувство бесполезности, честно говоря. Меня расстраивает моя не-продуктивность, а работать я могу только с искусством, в смысле, ничего другого толком не умею. А с рисованием проблемы.
... Но ты действительно очень стараешься над анимациями, это видно. Да и над работами, ты всегда проделываешь хорошую работу, но как ты сказал, организм может уставать. Это нечего... Иногда отдыхать. Сложно конечно поверить, мне очень жаль что ты часто чувствуешь негативно... Надеюсь вскоре у тебя вернутся силы, и ты сможешь наслаждаться процессом и прогрессом..!
Этот рисунок здесь... Очень красивый, кстати. Невероятные тени, бленд, объемность! А факт что это тради арт завораживает и вдохновляет. :'3
... И... Я желаю чтобы у тебя было всё нормально.!
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Jam-Graphics In reply to Cookie-Chocoladka [2019-06-29 12:21:07 +0000 UTC]
Его не всегда возможно контролировать, а если я переберу с таблетками, так стану овощем)
Хм... также) Всегда ловлю себя на мысли, что уже пора б поисками работы заняться (даже несмотря на хардовый универ), а не сидеть в ожидании комишеннов, на которые всем пофиг)
Большое спасибо) Надеюсь к тебе также вернуться силы и вдохновение~
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Cookie-Chocoladka In reply to Jam-Graphics [2019-06-29 20:40:29 +0000 UTC]
Так сложно с этими мыслями и чувствами, которые не контролируются... :<
.. Никто не комисит? Ясно... Я может бы попросила что нибудь, будь бы деньги, хаха. Искать работу тоже сложно, как думаю, тем более с универом... Надо хорошо подумать, чтобы не мучить слишком себя.
Спасибо большое за пожелания и тебе. <3 Держись там, пожалуйста..!
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Mizuki-T-A [2019-06-28 16:45:14 +0000 UTC]
I totally can understand your feeling which you told in description.
I wish to work on my art as much as I can, because I believe that it's the only thing I can do well. I feel happy, excited, when I doing it.
But I'm often lack of ideas or motivations. I feel useless, wasting time, even depressed in such situation.
Those are like Bipolar Disorder but in artistic way.
Our brains are really troublesome things which annoy us by these nonsense thoughts. I hope you don't be overwhelmed by them so much. :c You're priceless not only in artistic way, but in your personal way too.
Hope you feel better and enjoy something you like in good way!
(And despite how painfully this picture was drawn, it looks pretty good and I like it. x3)
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Jam-Graphics In reply to Mizuki-T-A [2019-06-29 12:16:28 +0000 UTC]
If we just could control our minds with any kinds of devices or smth like that. It`d be much easier.
I don`t care about if something can hurt me in real life, but my own mind is the best enemy. It makes me think about things I don`t wanna do. So we`re all are addicted to chemical processes or just the behavour of our neural connections. Eh...
Lack of ideas, or motivation is painful yeah... these states practically depend not only on us, but also on impact from others, which is very regrettable.
Even tho, I see your ideas are creative and the fact they made in traditional can make anyone speechless. Your art helps you and many others to improve. And it`s good way to struggle own internal demons :3
Heh, if I could struggle it I`d be truly happy and could live normally. Also when I feel good - I always try to make happy other ppl, but all I can for now stay away, as not to hurt anyone.
I`m grateful you shared your thoughts and gave me support. I cannot describe how much it means. As now I am a complete vegetable x3
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Lemurka3789 [2019-06-28 15:16:54 +0000 UTC]
Poor you ;-;
You did really good job as always
I think coal is very hard to use
I love this fur texture and how you drew eyes, really amazing art!!!
Its sad to see you in pain... I hope you will feel better soon
And you are not useless, I'm sure you do a lot of needed things
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Jam-Graphics In reply to Lemurka3789 [2019-06-28 15:30:19 +0000 UTC]
Coal is now part of me, I used to him. Even tho I finished last piece of him and need to buy more... ehhhh
I have only dark ideas now x3
Thanks you very much >w<
Your support always mean a lot
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Lemurka3789 In reply to Jam-Graphics [2019-06-28 16:49:52 +0000 UTC]
Okay you motivate me I try to use coal again
Thank you for inspiration^^
If coal is part of you, it means you are art!
You're welcome friend^^
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MegiW [2019-06-28 15:13:04 +0000 UTC]
Gggooosshhh this is so fakin wonderful
This well executed contrast makes thi look almost 3d
Details are just yummyyy
Rip sweet plush gurl
Brilliant job aaaa
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Jam-Graphics In reply to MegiW [2019-06-28 15:27:53 +0000 UTC]
3d pain! new format of drawing XD
Oh nu that`s Tim XD He is boi XDDD
Thanks you so much ^v^
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MegiW In reply to Jam-Graphics [2019-06-28 15:31:17 +0000 UTC]
Oh boi pain XD
Ah shit my bad XD i got confused probably cuz this is black-white art xD
You are welcome x)
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