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Published: 2017-06-18 21:39:26 +0000 UTC; Views: 483; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 0
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"Is crying really mean I'm weak...?"-JH08----------------------------------------------------
This is based of something that happened in the past as well as something that happened in a discord group. You see, I got mad at EverythingLiker10 and miraculousopal over something very small which isn't like me. I explained it was the summer heat as it's getting hotter and the fact I can't be myself when I go to Jamaica. The reason is that my Dad and his friends will laugh at me for showing emotion which brings back some old memories from before. You see my brother wouldn't let me speak to my niece and told me to fade away which in turn made me cry. He then said he was going to beat me up for crying and told me one time that I'm too in touch with my feminine side (which isn't a bad thing). But after what I did to Nate and Tilly, I was upset because I never act like this which made me feel bad because it's showing that when I can't express myself, I get mad at the people I care about. So...I can't be myself in front of my Dad's friends because they will mock me for being me...and that hurts...
I'm sorry you had to see that.
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Comments: 23
Xking14 [2017-06-21 01:51:18 +0000 UTC]
No. If you cry, that means your showing emotions. There's nothing wrong with that.
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RasmusH47 [2017-06-19 13:22:19 +0000 UTC]
I would cry very hard if my mom dies. She means alot to me.
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JamaicanHedgie08 In reply to RasmusH47 [2017-06-19 13:40:50 +0000 UTC]
Me too. My mum means a lot to me.
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ParallelHero [2017-06-18 22:04:38 +0000 UTC]
My emotions are somewhat mixed up. I sad one moment, then I'm Annoyed the Next, sometimes mad.
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ParallelHero In reply to JamaicanHedgie08 [2017-06-18 22:12:15 +0000 UTC]
I understand that you are Nervous for the trip. I hope you can take better control of your Emotions, as it could cost you some friends.
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JamaicanHedgie08 In reply to ParallelHero [2017-06-18 22:20:48 +0000 UTC]
I know. I hope I keep them in check.
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Dragonwolf122191 [2017-06-18 21:41:37 +0000 UTC]
No it isn't drop the masculine man child bull crap. it is okay to cry at least you can I can't no matter how hard I fucking try!
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JamaicanHedgie08 In reply to Dragonwolf122191 [2017-06-18 21:44:53 +0000 UTC]
I know it's ok to cry. Just some people...think it's weakness...
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Dragonwolf122191 In reply to JamaicanHedgie08 [2017-06-18 21:47:35 +0000 UTC]
I just... I am tired of hearing people be too proud of themselves to think about the feelings of others...
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JamaicanHedgie08 In reply to Dragonwolf122191 [2017-06-18 21:49:26 +0000 UTC]
Me too. It's annoying.
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Dragonwolf122191 In reply to Light-Blue-Chan [2017-06-18 21:45:33 +0000 UTC]
it's alright... I just it seems the only emotions I feel in real life anymore are anger and neutrality...
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Dragonwolf122191 In reply to Light-Blue-Chan [2017-06-18 21:51:15 +0000 UTC]
sometimes I want to cry so hard yet nothing.
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Light-Blue-Chan In reply to Dragonwolf122191 [2017-06-18 21:53:18 +0000 UTC]
Oh damn, I cried last Friday for missng my,teachers.
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