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JamieBow — [Vent] I am not just one, but both

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Published: 2016-09-05 04:56:59 +0000 UTC; Views: 224; Favourites: 7; Downloads: 0
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Description This is just to give you guys an idea of who I truly am. I spend my life believing I know who I am
But here we are

Few know me as my past self, Jazz, many now know me as myself today, Jacob.

But many call me it, them, that person, heshe.
It's terrible.
I get bullied a lot for this... but you know what???
I have brothers and sisters at school who defend me everyday, even the days when I'm not at school..

People don't think I will hear about them calling me names, calling me by my birth name, calling me A DEMON

Listen to me!
Do I SOUND like the kind of person who would be a demon???

I have been told I'm a very supportive, kind, and trustworthy person!
And you wanna know how I got here???? 

I STAYED BY EVERYONE'S SIDE EVEN AFTER THEY HURT ME

Many would call me stupid for this, but you know what?! I see the good in EVERYONE
No matter how long I've known you, I am kind until you BREAK ME

I "hate" only one person in this world... and the only reason is because she almost got me expelled and sent to PRISON almost 6 years ago...


Ugh.. I'm sorry for the rant y'all...

But understand one thing: 
It is HORRIBLE OF YOU AS A PERSON to insult someone because of who they ARE, WERE, or WANT TO BE!!
Support your friends.
Love your family.
Be there for everyone.
Don't over work yourself.

And just remember:

At all times, death is just a thought, not a valid action. 

If life is giving you hell, talk to someone.
Find something to distract you from it.
Draw!
Sing!
Write!

DO NOT HURT YOURSELF OVER IT
I AM SCARRED FROM MY KNEES UP
I AM LIVING PROOF THAT LIFE IS HELL
YOU CAN SURVIVE
TAKE IT FROM ME

A SURVIVOR OF A GAY BASHING "PARTY"

I WILL PROTECT THOSE WHO NEED ME 
AND THOSE WHO MAY NOT WANT MY HELP
I WILL BE HERE 

NOTE ME
COMMENT ON MY PROFILE

FIND ME AT ANY POINT
I WILL TALK WITH YOU IN YOUR TIME OF NEED

JUST DON'T FALL DOWN SO DEEP LIKE I HAVE

STAY STRONG MY SOLDIERS!!!

KEEP YOUR HEAD HELD HIGH!! 

LOVE IS LOVE IS LOVE IS LOVE!!! 


Hope y'all enjoy! -Jacob 
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Comments: 27

SaberStar2 [2016-09-05 11:28:52 +0000 UTC]

So your trans? I don't think I ever that...
That's really cool though, I don't get why people don't like transgender people.
If you ever need to talk, I'm here. I don't know exactly what it's like to go through most of that, but I do know what it's like to lose people and what it's like to be bullied. I really hope that you can get through this because people are horrible and you shouldn't need to deal with their shit(excuse my language QAQ).
You're amazing and kind and I would love to have met you offline.

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JamieBow In reply to SaberStar2 [2016-09-05 16:07:21 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for the kind words, it means so much!
Meeting you offline would be amazing!!

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SaberStar2 In reply to JamieBow [2016-09-05 16:08:55 +0000 UTC]

No worries <3
Although if I remember correctly, we don't live in the same state and it would be quite difficult 👍: 0 ⏩: 1

JamieBow In reply to SaberStar2 [2016-09-05 16:10:40 +0000 UTC]

Meh, I bet if a convention showed up in between us we'd be able to!!

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SaberStar2 In reply to JamieBow [2016-09-05 16:11:20 +0000 UTC]

I don't have enough money to spend on those kinds of things ^^''

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JamieBow In reply to SaberStar2 [2016-09-05 16:17:17 +0000 UTC]

I have to visit Arizona soon for a school thing. I don't remember how far we are, but one day I'm sure we'll meet up!!

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SaberStar2 In reply to JamieBow [2016-09-05 16:18:06 +0000 UTC]

That would be nice ^^

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JamieBow In reply to SaberStar2 [2016-09-05 16:42:13 +0000 UTC]

Yeah

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SaberStar2 In reply to JamieBow [2016-09-05 18:12:31 +0000 UTC]

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JamieBow In reply to SaberStar2 [2016-09-05 18:18:59 +0000 UTC]

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SaberStar2 In reply to JamieBow [2016-09-05 19:29:54 +0000 UTC]

//I have a lime child

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JamieBow In reply to SaberStar2 [2016-09-05 19:34:33 +0000 UTC]

//wat

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SaberStar2 In reply to JamieBow [2016-09-05 21:56:21 +0000 UTC]

//yes
//Jade

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JamieBow In reply to SaberStar2 [2016-09-05 21:58:42 +0000 UTC]

//omg

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SaberStar2 In reply to JamieBow [2016-09-05 22:06:21 +0000 UTC]

//it's mountain dew

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JamieBow In reply to SaberStar2 [2016-09-05 22:07:31 +0000 UTC]

//omg yes

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SaberStar2 In reply to JamieBow [2016-09-05 22:09:41 +0000 UTC]

//let's do it

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JamieBow In reply to SaberStar2 [2016-09-05 22:18:00 +0000 UTC]

//dew what?

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SaberStar2 In reply to JamieBow [2016-09-05 22:21:09 +0000 UTC]

//fusion

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JamieBow In reply to SaberStar2 [2016-09-05 22:23:08 +0000 UTC]

//omg another one
//i have a green jade as well bro

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SaberStar2 In reply to JamieBow [2016-09-05 22:25:12 +0000 UTC]

//let's fuse both owo
//I can do the jade fusion if you want me to

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JamieBow In reply to SaberStar2 [2016-09-05 22:27:31 +0000 UTC]

//i have like 4 fusions i need to finish
//and a ref and i wanna cry

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SaberStar2 In reply to JamieBow [2016-09-05 22:28:31 +0000 UTC]

//a ref for jade?

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JamieBow In reply to SaberStar2 [2016-09-05 22:38:54 +0000 UTC]

//nah
//a ref for a cute pupper human thing

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SaberStar2 In reply to JamieBow [2016-09-05 22:39:37 +0000 UTC]

//oh

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JamieBow In reply to SaberStar2 [2016-09-05 22:53:12 +0000 UTC]

//oui
//right now it's just the body so eehhh

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SaberStar2 In reply to JamieBow [2016-09-05 23:02:26 +0000 UTC]

//ehhh

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