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               i wish my hands
               could be sledgehammers
               into my ribs, that my
               lungs would cut off, that
               my blood wouldn't flow
               anywhere but out.

                   this is my nemesis, he
                   lives inside and i'd like
              to get him out.  kill him
              from the inside, twist
              his arms 'round his back
                and make him understand.

                                 i am not
                       strong enough to
                              fight him.  i am
                                     not strong enough
                             even to tell him
                                      "no."