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ugh I have this weird stomach feeling that I can't get rid ofIts like the feeling you get when after watching a sad movie with a bitter sweet ending
but Im sure its not that
I don't know what's wrong with me and I'm starting to feel depression
I tried watching videos and it didn't help
Nothing really bad happened to me either
just some stupid minor things
adfdasgh i dont know, has any of you experienced this?
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try watching pewdiepie videos :3!
I have had this happen, it just mainly is an anxiety symptom, but since I don't know whats going on in your life I have no idea what may be the cause, if you would like you can note me xD
Cute pic btw<3
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haha I did, includng cute cat videos :'D
but im pretty sure its just lonliness
maybe small anxiety cus of problems with friends
i feel like they dnt really care about me,
and sometimes they tease me in a "playful" way but they never know when they take it too far
and if I tried talkng about that to them, they would probably be like your too sensitive, or im just joking, lighten up
I only have one friend that truley understands me, shes going through almost the same thing as me actually. too bad she lives 1 hour away
but eh. Sorry i hate being all depressed, ill be happy now. C:
thank you <3
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No its ok haha don't force it and bottle your feels, it only makes it worse. You need to try to talk to them, otherwise they will keep doing it anyways. May be hard, but its worth it. If they still don't listen, then leave them. They are no friends of yours if they don't listen. xD
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hmm, true
i guess im just afraid to face them
because our friendship has always been based on me as "the new girl" since I did come last year (pretty recent)
and everyone "hated me"
I confessed to them and all they said was no we didnt hate you
but it was clear they did, they were just pretending to be polite. but then we went on a school trip over night and being the new girl i ruined the hotel room arrangments, cus they had their own group of friends
i knew they hated me because they were upset. at me. you could see it in their eyes
all of my relasionships are fake at my school
sometimes i even have thoughts (if you know what i mean...) like if they would even care
I just want to go in the corner, and stay their forever. I feel like being alone is best but then that lonliness hits me
it sucks, it really does.
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Thats how i feel too, there is this one person though who has truely stuck with me since 5th grade. She is an amazing friend, and treats me like a human. Which is nice, I think you should find someone who truely likes you and doesnt mock you. Even if they say its fake, its rude. Find someone that will invite you to a group at lunch, like someone from your class or something :3
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thanks for the advice C: Its hard for me though cus theres 3 groups in our class
the average ones
the losers/annoying ones
and the pretty girl ones
their all polite though, im just going to wait till next year. hopfully things will get better
and maybe itll be like a restart button. if im lucky
but i have the internet and deviantart friends, so i shouldnt be sad! I should be grateful, and I am <3 X3
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Thats everyone though XD!!
Start with the average people lol, cuz they tend to actually be nice :3
Ah well, either way i hope things turn out better :3
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XDDD true true
but it sucks cus we have a really small class... of like 60 or something
cus our school is a bit weird, cus its like an "all range" type of school and then theres like grade 1-8 then 9-12 in a different school. (usually its kindergarden-6, 7-8, 9-12)
So we have a pretty small class split into 2, so most of the average people are the "friends" and most of the guys are the annoying people and then the others are nice and popular.
but whatever, like i said in my other comment, ill wait until next year to "reset" everything and just appreciate anything else for now.
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I know exactly how you feel right now, I am going through a similar thing.
I have been in a really down mood for a long while even though nothing has actually happened.
I guess my problem is I'm lonely, mum is always out and none of my friends invite me to join
in in what they're doing.
I hope you feel okay soon, usually what I tend to do is watch Glee since it makes me feel good about myself and if that doesn't work I do all of my favourite things like go down to the stables and take a ride on my favourite
horse there or I will drag a friend to the cinema or something just to take my mind off whatever is
going on. If you ever want to talk about anything though I will quite happily listen and help.
I like to help others!
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er yeah that may be my case too
I hate lonliness, its such an empty feeling :/
Like the more i think of it, the more i feel like I want someone
yeah that sounds kinda weird
but it sucks cus the only friend who actually understands me lives 1 hour away
my other friends, i feel like they dont care about me
just... ohmygod i hate it so much
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It is! It's horrible!
Yeah I know how you feel
I have been feeling super lonely recently since school has broken up and
my best friend lives around the corner and she keeps saying
she's gonna come over but she never turns up so
I am feeling really lonely xDD
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mmhmm...
it sucks, honestly
but im glad i have deviatart friends,
they really do understand better than my real life friends...
if only we could all see eachother in real life -_-
I want to create a kickstarter or whatever and earn enough money to send as many people as possible to one location, like a deviantart convention and we could all meet up, talk to eachother, and just hug one another. that would be really awesome.. i always wanted to meet some of my closest dA friends.
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I guess it is because we are all going through the same thing
and like deviantArt is a place where we can talk to people
and make friends and like escape our real world and talk
to people that know exactly how we feel since our real friends
don't know what it feels like.
Like tumblr, it's a place where people can go and fangirl over
their favourite things and instead of having people calling you
a freak or whatever people just like you join in and fangirl
with you and like it's nice that you can be yourself somewhere
with people who are just like you and never be judged, if
only real life could be as accepting.
I really want to go to a dA meetup thingy xD most of them are
abroad though and I can't afford to go anywhere and then none of
my dA friends who are in Enlgand hold one :c
but I would love to attend one one day and just meet all my friends
and just sit there and be with people equal to me. It'd be nice
as well if we all sat down and all did a massive collab art piece!
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mmhmm
yeah tumblr is cool, its just i dont use it much and meh, its sorta hard to find people to fangirl with me,
probably because im so inactive XD
but i might just start. do you maybe have any tips of finding people? XD
true true, myparents would never let me go though, with a bunch of strangers and leaving me alone would be a big nono for her.
she would only let me go if i had a friend, and im like the only one that uses deviantart in the group of people i know, so eh
Aah if only was older, and wow a huge collab witall our characters/fursonas, wow that would be awesome. I could imagine :"D
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What I do is just search my fandoms as in like I'll search "Sherlock" or whatever and follow blogs that have blogged Sherlock stuff etc... xD
Idk, I'd get some links to some blogs if my internet stopped playing up :'3
I guess we could set up a parents corner xD
they can sit and observe xD
xD
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hehe ill give it a go XD whats your tumblr? Ill follow you C:
lol yes, and they can socialize too xD
the only problem is getting there -_-
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[link] x33
I finally managed to get on tumblr so here's some good blogs that I follow if you're interested in any of the stuff they blog xD :
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xDD
Yeah xD
And I know :c
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followed! ^^
Also followed all the others, they look super interesitng
OFF TO HUNT THE FANGIRL BASE
xD
XC
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I've been there. When it happens, just vent it out with drawing writing and really loud music
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yeah
tried
that feeling wont go away
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hm... in that case eat Ramen and curl up in bed. Sometimes just embrace it until it's sick of you
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always a good solution.
Ill try keeping positive
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i know, and I can always count on you for that... <3
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aaah the most I had it was 2 months
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yeah it sucks ;n;
it's mostly from stress,depression,love or other stuff in those sections
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mmhm
i think i have anxiety and the situation in school isnt helping that
but idk i try mybest not to show it online
but today i feel like im thinking about it more than used to.
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yeah mines mostly stress about one of my friends at school :T
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mmhmm...
i just wish school never existed
or fake friends at least
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Whenever I'm sad like this, I draw, or I listen to some songs. "The Call" By Regina Spektor, "Jump Rope" by Blue October (Jump Rope is a really happy song and cheers me up), ect.
And I feel better after taking a long walk, too. Taking a long shower can also help.
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yeah... I usually do that too
I just guh
really hate this feeling, usually it would go away when i watch kitty/puppy videos but its not going away -_-
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