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Published: 2024-01-21 20:49:48 +0000 UTC; Views: 1367; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 0
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When did it end? All the enjoyment?I'm sad again. Don't tell my boyfriend.
It's not what he's made for.
What was I made for?
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I've been having some really strong sexual urges lately and I've been turning to having private chats. But in the end, I don't just want sex. This is what I legitimately want. I want someone to hold me when my mental health kicks in. When I feel like I'm absolutely hopeless and anguished, I want someone to be there by my side and tell me that everything will be okay. I want someone to actually love me, despite all my flaws, and not see my flaws as a bunch of bullshit. Someone who could see me at my absolute worst and still think that I'm beautiful the next day. For better or for worst, in sickness and in health, as long as we both shall live, and long after that.
I had a gigantic depression episode last night that lasted until 4 in the morning. I feel absolutely awful. I drew this during that time. I also made an uncensored version that I'm going to post on my NSFW account. I'll post a link to it here: What I Really Want (NSWF ver) by demonica1369 on DeviantArt
I hope you guys enjoy the picture, and that you know that whatever storm you're going through, that there's going to be a rainbow at the end. You will be okay.