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to where tree branch arms mean nothing and
my shoulderblades have never been cut by ice
skating ghosts and i know how to read maps
and the sea is where i go to swim not sleep and

to where if that bird lands before i count to three
i will find my true love today and i say things like
"you don't die for love" and blue dresses and
caramel poodle puppies and i have never hurt

to where i believed in the world and i loved my
parents and i played and played and played til
my fingers bled and i am going back tonight and
you will never bring me back again.

i wish.

i wish i could go there again. it is not mine anymore
though. and you are not mine and they are not mine
because i can never be that person again. because
these days i fill my empties with smoke and i burn

my insides on purpose because these days that is
the only way i can stop thinking enough to think.

because she is she and he is he and they are they

and i? well we'll just have to see.

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i'm actually in a rather good mood, don't let all that fool you.

Description
to where tree branch arms mean nothing and
my shoulderblades have never been cut by ice
skating ghosts and i know how to read maps
and the sea is where i go to swim not sleep and

to where if that bird lands before i count to three
i will find my true love today and i say things like
"you don't die for love" and blue dresses and
caramel poodle puppies and i have never hurt

to where i believed in the world and i loved my
parents and i played and played and played til
my fingers bled and i am going back tonight and
you will never bring me back again.

i wish.

i wish i could go there again. it is not mine anymore
though. and you are not mine and they are not mine
because i can never be that person again. because
these days i fill my empties with smoke and i burn

my insides on purpose because these days that is
the only way i can stop thinking enough to think.

because she is she and he is he and they are they

and i? well we'll just have to see.

---

i'm actually in a rather good mood, don't let all that fool you.