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Published: 2008-08-25 10:18:05 +0000 UTC; Views: 1806; Favourites: 44; Downloads: 66
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somewhere in my mind...I plead you, serve your dreams and hopes
Give away my everything
And still it's not enough
Is it so bad that I adore you?
How you once in a blue moon
Tell me to drink the poison for you
Even a word from his lips
Would plant the hope in me
Yet I'm still trying to kill it
Never wanting to be hurt again.
Written long time ago, while still having V. in my heart and soul.
So yes... it's like a some kind of memory of him. We rarely talk anymore but I still can't forget how dear he was for me, no matter how much he hurt me.
V.
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*FroweMinahildStock + *BreedStock + *TammySue + ~insectualstock + ~DimagerStock + *emothic-stock + freepixels.com + own
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Comments: 32
emothic-stock [2008-09-08 05:55:40 +0000 UTC]
Beautiful piece, I love the atmosphere and the colours
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baiexa-btrfly [2008-08-31 02:58:03 +0000 UTC]
Wow, this looks cool, great atmosphere! Did you make any changes on her face? I like this piece a lot!
Don't know what it's all about (with this V. guy) but i believe you're right about this: it's no use to save the bad memories. We must learn with those experiences and don't forget this wisdom we get through them, but only get back to the good memories, wich are the ones worth saving. Just keeping our hearts safe not to be hurt anymore (if possible), no need for us to wish bad to anyone.
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Kechake In reply to baiexa-btrfly [2008-08-31 18:04:41 +0000 UTC]
The original: [link]
I was together with V. about 10 months, he forced me to have sex with him before we get "official" and of course I rejected. But on his good days, he was still so pleasant, nice and very, very gentle. You can imagine how awful this love was.
Thank you so much for your kind words. I really appreciate it.
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baiexa-btrfly In reply to Kechake [2010-01-04 17:37:12 +0000 UTC]
It's hard to believe the things some people can do to get under a girl's skirts. I'm sorry to know, hope you'll get over it soon. You're really strong to have resisted when you were not ready yet, it proves you have personality, don't let anyone make you feel bad about it. It's good that you got to know who he really was before your relationship got deeper. It's weird that you mentioned he and your current bf are friends! Does he know what V. did? Be careful!
Well, it's been quite some time, anyway...
Best of luck to you dear! I wish you happiness and God bless your new year!
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Scorp55 [2008-08-27 06:10:00 +0000 UTC]
OI WATERMARK, Miks sa enam enda tavalist signatuuri ei kasuta?
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Kechake In reply to Scorp55 [2008-08-27 08:36:43 +0000 UTC]
Hannes seletas, et sellega oli mingi see teema, et kui ma seda signa päriselus täselt järele teha ei suuda, siis ma ei saa nagu tõestada, et see töö minu oma on.
Või midagi.
Ega suurel pildil mingit watermarki küll peal ei ole.
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Scorp55 In reply to Kechake [2008-08-27 16:35:02 +0000 UTC]
Minu pildi peal on täselt samasugune signatuur! Kasutad seda tõestusena. Ning kammoon, ükski inimene ei suuda enda signatuuri iga kord identselt jäljendada, see on puht füüsiliselt võimatu.
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Kechake In reply to Scorp55 [2008-08-27 16:40:40 +0000 UTC]
Vahet pole sellest. XD
Minu meelest näeb watermark professionaalsem ka välja.
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SomnolentImages [2008-08-25 22:22:52 +0000 UTC]
This is really amazing ! She fits so perfectly in that scene
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nozomi-san [2008-08-25 20:19:30 +0000 UTC]
This has to be one of my favourites of yours :>
Amazing dress and cool hat
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Kechake In reply to nozomi-san [2008-08-25 20:31:20 +0000 UTC]
Really? Thanks a lot Yes, I like her dress, too
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MADmoiselleMeliStock [2008-08-25 16:04:51 +0000 UTC]
oh hun, this is an absolutly amazing image! I absolutly love the colourcombinaion
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Kechake In reply to MADmoiselleMeliStock [2008-08-25 19:57:45 +0000 UTC]
I'm very glad you like it
By the way, could you help out a person with a contest if you have time? *RavenAndTheSparrow is hosting an avatar contest, bird themed, it can be anything. It only has two submissions and the prizes are like, awesome.
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MADmoiselleMeliStock In reply to Kechake [2008-08-26 21:04:35 +0000 UTC]
what does that mean? sorry my english is so bad,...
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Kechake In reply to MADmoiselleMeliStock [2008-08-27 19:17:09 +0000 UTC]
My boyfriend translated to German:
Könntest du ein Person für ein Wettbewerb hilfen, wenn du Zeit hast? *RavenAndTheSparrow veranstaltet ein Avatarwettbeverb, mit dem Motto Vogeln, das kann alles sein. Es hat nur zwei Submissionen und die Siegespreise sind fantastisch.
Well, if you could help, it would be nice. :] Since your manips are good. But I'm not forcing or something.
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MADmoiselleMeliStock In reply to Kechake [2008-08-29 21:03:01 +0000 UTC]
you mean i should enter the contest?
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Kechake In reply to MADmoiselleMeliStock [2008-08-31 17:25:57 +0000 UTC]
Maybe. If you have time of course.
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NarsisBlack [2008-08-25 14:01:14 +0000 UTC]
beautiful piece! however i guess the memory behind it is quite sad.
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Kechake In reply to NarsisBlack [2008-08-25 20:20:36 +0000 UTC]
It is... He kinda tore my heart apart many, many times and changed me too much. I still don't know how to love properly.
And what's the ironic part in here - he and my current boyfriend get along really, really, really well. XD
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Kechake In reply to octobre-rouge [2008-08-25 20:30:40 +0000 UTC]
I'm still learning about using gradients and stuff, but thanks a lot, I'm really glad you like it
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