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Kestrill β€” Can't keep going

Published: 2010-05-05 13:07:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 6994; Favourites: 179; Downloads: 142
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real life vent..
Don't ask what's wrong. I most likely won't tell you. If i get too many stupid and unneccesary comments i'll disable the comments..
Also did a speedpaint of this. Will add the link later.
It's to the song 'Sell your soul' by Hollywood undead
lyrics:



I'm holding on so tightly now, my inside screams so loud
They can watchin , watchin me drown , how did it come to this


How did it come to this , how did I know it was you
it was a bad dream, asphyxiated watch me bleed
the life support was cut , the knot was too tight,
they push and pull but they know they'll never win

CHORUS:


throw it all away throw it all away
I keep on screaming but there's really nothing left to say
So get away, just get away
I keep on fighting but I can't keep going on like this



I can't keep going, can't keep going on like this,
they make me sick, and I get so sick of it,
cuz they wont let me, they wont let me breath,
why can't they let me be,
J Dog: why can't they let me be, why don't I know what I am,
I force this hate into my heart cuz its my only friend,
my lips are sewn shut, I watch my self bleed,
they push and pull and its killing me within





I can't keep going, can't keep going on this way [ 2x]


My heart beat stumbles and my back bone crumbles
I feel is it real as the lynch mob doubles
they want blood and they'll kill for it,
drain me and they'll kneel for it burn me at the stake
met the devil made the deal for it,
guiteens dreams ya they're guiteen gleems,
the blood of they're enemies watchin while they sense me,
sentancing decease sentance decease and watch them bask in the glory of their holy disease
[Chorus]

I keep on running,
I keep on running,
but I can't keep going on this way
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Comments: 54

BagelLord802 [2014-07-03 14:36:18 +0000 UTC]

Did she die?

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GroovieDalton [2014-03-28 21:56:20 +0000 UTC]

The speedpaint is awesome! What paint you used?

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AmoebaBro [2013-07-20 18:39:16 +0000 UTC]

I saw the speedpaint and I LOVED IT!!!!! Your pictures are always so epic and amazing. <33

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xxIlovelugiaxx [2012-04-02 09:09:34 +0000 UTC]

Thats amazing i watched the speedpaint you are really talented and i hope whatevers wrong gets better soon for you ^ ^

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Tanglestar1 [2011-11-27 14:35:12 +0000 UTC]

ive seen the vid and it was awesome!!!!!!!

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Bramblestar14 [2011-06-28 17:48:19 +0000 UTC]

for some rreson this picture really makes me all emotionall i mean chrisie's gone though allot u know its all kinda sad

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PrinceAndor [2011-05-07 19:31:38 +0000 UTC]

This is epic! Best photo I've seen ever!

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POPPU-Frostiechan [2011-03-17 10:59:01 +0000 UTC]

this pic always inspires me to draw my characters bleeding to death O__o

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Fellmoon [2011-03-13 17:17:15 +0000 UTC]

You get annoyed with people asking you what is wrong Chrissie, but don't you understand that people have grown to love your art. You have fans, so when this fans see you us your skills to create art that seems to show that something maybe wrong they will ask.
You have so much skill, I'm glad I found you. It is rare for me to find an artist that puts so much emotion into her art... art that seems to always mean something. Never let go of your passion for art.

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ShadeAkamarie [2011-02-26 00:51:38 +0000 UTC]

i saw this on youtube nd i was like O_O!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats awsome!!!!!! now i wanna draw ._."""""

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MapleMapache [2011-02-24 02:19:01 +0000 UTC]

I drew a picture like this at school today... i was in a bad mood as well. but the picture is diffrant, Alex (my fursonna) is bound down by chains and the things surrounding her are her inner emotions

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yellowfang21 [2011-01-16 02:47:48 +0000 UTC]

Awww whatever it is I hope you feel better.

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Whispering-forests [2010-12-30 19:57:01 +0000 UTC]

Truely outstanding!!!!!!!!!!!! This is fabulous, the speed paint, the song, the pic, everything about it!!!!!!!!!!! I really like the creaturs in the back.

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PokemonLover13 [2010-12-04 13:26:13 +0000 UTC]

But i Hope U Feel Better Soon...

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PokemonLover13 [2010-12-04 13:23:56 +0000 UTC]

Awsome

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marshmallowwolfang [2010-11-23 00:42:47 +0000 UTC]

I found your you tube vidio for this.I tried if out. You are amazing I really look up to ya!

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teamrebleowner1099 [2010-09-25 00:42:05 +0000 UTC]

i copied your speed paint

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fluffycrystal99 [2010-08-28 13:27:08 +0000 UTC]

WOW! greate job as always!
Amber : same thing happened to me sorta, if my love was there he would help me .......

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Shinzel [2010-07-01 02:21:26 +0000 UTC]

Wah, I love that song (:
And watching the speedpaint was awesome, I think I learned one or two more interesting things (: Amazing drawing x3

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MinaCarolina [2010-06-19 17:34:18 +0000 UTC]

Chrissie, would you mind if I called you the MS PAINT GOD?! That shading is incredible.

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Hopeheart-DA-KAT [2010-05-15 15:21:38 +0000 UTC]

This is a nice, yet sad picture :3

And you used a song by Hollywood Undead, which makes it epic.

But don't feel bad Chrissie D:

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tijger4ever [2010-05-11 12:23:40 +0000 UTC]

what is that on the mouth but cool! you are so pro in paint!

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annietheleafeon33 [2010-05-10 18:06:24 +0000 UTC]

OMG. I saw the Speedpaint. At first I didn't know it was Paint then after watching the vid, I was like "Holy shit. Wow.".

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thepie36 [2010-05-08 19:49:59 +0000 UTC]

I understand your pain...but if I'm not giving up yet, you can't either! Stay strong Chrissie, and you'll find away out of it!

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ShadowtheApom [2010-05-07 01:32:21 +0000 UTC]

DAYUM you are awesome on a computer!!

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PokemonWarriors78 [2010-05-06 20:27:31 +0000 UTC]

aww Chrissie D: if you ever wanna talk, i'm here. awesome picture btw. i love your art :3

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Ace-Eevee-Kat [2010-05-06 12:55:48 +0000 UTC]

Wow, I can really see the emotion in this. I'm so sorry you feel the way you do right now, but this picture is amazing <3 One of the best from MS Paint =3

But again, I hope you soon feel better..
Wonderful piece~

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CamariWolf [2010-05-06 11:58:41 +0000 UTC]

Nice MSaintness.
I could NEVER do anything like that on MS....

*is a big fan of Chrissie*

<3 ur art and vids!

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elizabysmal [2010-05-06 01:31:01 +0000 UTC]

Dude. I know I haven't been able to comment on your stuff lately, but I still have the right to worry about you.
If you would like to talk about it, my notes are always open.
I don't want you to feel like you didn't have a person to pour your guts out to if you need to. I'm here for you, Chrissie.

And even though it might be a vent, this picture is incredible.

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Anocra [2010-05-06 00:27:14 +0000 UTC]

Dude, the detail you put into this is amazing and not just because it's was done on MS paint. Great job as always. C:

But sorry you feel the way you do. :C
Hugs.

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Kestrill In reply to Anocra [2010-05-06 13:42:25 +0000 UTC]

where's detail? D8 *can't see details* XD'

anyway thanks XD

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Anocra In reply to Kestrill [2010-05-06 19:51:05 +0000 UTC]

Oops, I guess I meant the shading. XD

No problem. :3

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tokyashu [2010-05-06 00:27:11 +0000 UTC]

:C Oh Chrissie, I hope you can feel better soon. I honestly think it's the best to vent your emotions through something you can enjoy, like art.

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Ambunny [2010-05-05 23:15:06 +0000 UTC]

I totally understand right now. It seems as if life is getting harder for a lot of us at the same time :c

Stay strong!

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Kestrill In reply to Ambunny [2010-05-06 13:41:37 +0000 UTC]

daw yeah it is D:
I will! YOu too! X3

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shadow-chameleon [2010-05-05 22:11:41 +0000 UTC]

didnt really read the music lyrics(not a good reader) but in the pic it seems like those are Chrissie's emotions wondering around her, am I right? and its a very good job, and hope you feel better

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nelliexo96 [2010-05-05 21:21:11 +0000 UTC]

O wow, I really like this, especially the shading
I hope you feel okay

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iluvmyleobaby [2010-05-05 21:01:43 +0000 UTC]

This is such an amazing piece! Especially for being done with paint ;-;


I hope you feel better soon Chrissie!

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IrishAledora [2010-05-05 20:54:20 +0000 UTC]

I hope you feel much better soon at the light that casts the shadow will shine!

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BladeDA [2010-05-05 17:48:02 +0000 UTC]

Captain Strawberry can't save the day... This drawing is too epic for him.

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diablgro [2010-05-05 15:05:00 +0000 UTC]

i must say that the shading looks gorgeous.
but that wound looks painfull. nice work >.<

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LatiTheWolf [2010-05-05 14:45:55 +0000 UTC]

Oww...Ich hoffe bei dir wirds bald besser Dx
Tolles Bild Die grΓΌnen schleimigen heiligenscheine sind geil 8D
Das Shading bei chrissie ...*-*

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AuraGombe [2010-05-05 14:01:55 +0000 UTC]

geniales Bild...*-*
ich hoffe es geht bald besser...mir gehts momentan auch nichso toll, daher versteh ichs das es doof is wenn alle nachfragen.
Das Lied kannt ich vorher schon xD Aber ich kΓΆnnt das immer wieder hΓΆrn...'D (auch weils ne Bedeutung fΓΌr mich hat^^)
naja...mal wieder nen fav (:

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Joe-89 [2010-05-05 13:37:42 +0000 UTC]

Great choice of colours. I like the coloured contrast at the faces of the people around the character. The blood and the shading/colouring looks very nice.

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Twilightwolf4 [2010-05-05 13:34:45 +0000 UTC]

What's with you and morbid, bloody things?

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Lamorak92 [2010-05-05 13:25:10 +0000 UTC]

I think...

...no. Nothing. But come on, raised and continues to move forward, forget the rest.

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Hybrid-Mars [2010-05-05 13:13:39 +0000 UTC]

Very Epical Piece, is Chrissie's mouth sown together?

Hope it's not a seriously bad vent

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BakaMichi [2010-05-05 13:13:30 +0000 UTC]

Aww Chrissie >':

This looks great, I can really see the anger, and sadness in this picture~

the shading is fantastic too btw xD <3



I hope things look up for you soon darlin <:]

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Kestrill In reply to BakaMichi [2010-05-05 13:25:47 +0000 UTC]

daw thanks <3 yeah i hope so too .w.

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TheRossoFuoco In reply to Kestrill [2010-05-05 16:24:31 +0000 UTC]

WOW

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