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kiukkukissa — Zero Existence

Published: 2011-07-09 08:34:21 +0000 UTC; Views: 424; Favourites: 20; Downloads: 0
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Description Acrylics and mediums on acrylic paper, 9"x12"

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I've been suffering from a bad art block for the past weeks. Then, a little over a week ago, I went out to see a couple of bands and found surprising inspiration. One of the bands was my husband's band, Slutna, the other one was called Thy Agony, and they played melodic metal. I'd never heard them play before, but found their music pretty good and all of a sudden I got a mental image of this painting. I scribbled down some notes in my notebook, and made a quick sketch for later. I think the song they were playing at the moment had something to do with wanting to die, and that's what struck me. I know it's a dark theme but sometimes we need to walk down these dark paths, as well. The process of painting this was very therapeutic for me.
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merpagigglesnort [2011-07-18 20:41:22 +0000 UTC]

i'm really glad your block is lifting! you know i understand all that you're talking about and although it's a dark theme, something about the painting looks hopeful or at least vital and alive. not to mention that it is beautiful! i know i owe you mail! i've only just started being productive again. we're still screwing around with my meds but my mood is improving and i don't spend every moment of the day in bed, (just most of them, lol!). i'm so sorry to hear that you're having a tough time, but this makes me think you're doing ok, on some level. the tendrils look almost phosphorescent. did you use metallic paint or an opalescent medium? it's an awesome effect!

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kiukkukissa In reply to merpagigglesnort [2011-07-19 19:38:19 +0000 UTC]

Thanks. I feel so relieved to be able to paint again, and I'm proud of myself for having been able to create something even during a dark phase. I painted yesterday, and today, and for the first time in about a month or more, I actually really enjoyed it! But it's good to know that I can paint and create quality art even when I'm not feeling inspired.

I created the tendrils with clear tar gel mixed with paint, and later when the painting was dry, I applied a very thin layer of soft gloss gel over the whole painting. I guess that creates the effect. Hmm, maybe I should get some opalescent medium, or paint, that could really come in handy in the sort of stuff I'm planning to do in the near future. I really love the colours in this painting, and I like your interpretation of it - that there's something alive in there, some hope. I think it means I'm surviving, getting by, slowly, yeah, but it's happening. Step by step.

I'm so glad to hear you're feeling better. Take good care of yourself!

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amytolbert [2011-07-14 06:22:27 +0000 UTC]

wow, this really is amazing in full view. intense and thought-provoking work!

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kiukkukissa In reply to amytolbert [2011-07-19 16:23:36 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much.

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bhikku77 [2011-07-11 19:14:53 +0000 UTC]

Wonderful, another colour out of space.

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kiukkukissa In reply to bhikku77 [2011-07-12 20:04:33 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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AlixMaria [2011-07-11 18:23:15 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful !!!

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kiukkukissa In reply to AlixMaria [2011-07-11 18:55:34 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!

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offermoord [2011-07-10 23:14:04 +0000 UTC]

thiis is great! must've blown your art block to pieces completely!

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kiukkukissa In reply to offermoord [2011-07-11 18:07:47 +0000 UTC]

Thanks! It sure did. Now I'm planning a bigger painting with a similar style/technique and colours.

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Arokei [2011-07-09 15:05:54 +0000 UTC]

Jäin tuijottamaan tätä varmaan viideksi minuutiksi ku näin tän mun watchissa, se on tosi hypnoottinen. Tykkään jostain syystä erityisen paljon siitä miten tää on aseteltu, ja lienee sanomattakin selvä että rakastan noita värejä. Mulle tulee tästä mieleen joku Azatothin tapanen kaoottinen avaruusmassa, tai ehkä joku galaksin tai mustan aukon tapanen juttu.

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kiukkukissa In reply to Arokei [2011-07-10 19:49:50 +0000 UTC]

Kiitos. Azatoth on aina kiva mielleyhtymä. Mun työnimi tälle oli "Stars Die", ja ajattelin kyllä jotain avaruusjuttuja, kun maalasin tätä. Asettelu on osittain sattuman tulosta. Käytin tässä sellaista venyvää geeliä (clear tar gel), jota sekoitin maaliin niin, että siitä tuli siirappimaista, ja laitoin sitä noroina märän maalin päälle.

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PassionIsLife [2011-07-09 09:46:15 +0000 UTC]

I love this!!

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kiukkukissa In reply to PassionIsLife [2011-07-10 19:46:44 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!

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