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Published: 2011-06-17 00:28:10 +0000 UTC; Views: 1846; Favourites: 47; Downloads: 5
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Secret 5 (Yes I'm doing them out of order)I lie to my psychologist regularly. They think I'm better.
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I also lie to my psichologist I understand perfectly, even sometimes she makes me feel worse.... (sorry I don't use deviantart so much)
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I also lie to my psichologist I understand perfectly, even sometimes she makes me feel worse.... (sorry I don't use deviantart)
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I think a friend is 10000 times better than a psycologist couse they really dont care much about you and you cant be sincere knowing that.
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Yeah but to burden a friend, I couldn't do it
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haha ya.. I do this all the time... it sucks, huh?
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I can relate to this. I have two psychologists that I see every two weeks and I can't bear to tell them all of my emotional baggage along with my cutting habit. I'm glad to see you overcame it, and I hope to someday too. I'm married and have a child, so I want to get better for them. I put on a brave face (and long sleeves or long gloves) when I see them so they don't send me back to a psychiatric hospital. I've already been twice and neither time helped. I'm never going back.
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i have one and sometimes im not truthful either
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yeah it's really hard to be sometimes
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especially if your embarrassed about something
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We kinda have to. If we didn't we'd be stuck with the wack jobs for forever. They don't help; they think that everything wrong with a teen is sooo superficial when it actually runs bone deep.
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Yeah and even when they try to understand it's not like there is much they can do
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Yurp. They THINK talking and "the latest method" will work, though. That's when it gets REALLY annoying.
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I don't tell mine what the actual problem is. What's the point, they had me labeled as soon as I walked in, and when i try to tell them whats wrong they always make me talk about my parents divorce :/
so screw~ psychologists
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oh shit. Yikes, I don't know what I'd do.
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Probably no one I'm sure everyone bends the truth for them at some point
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We really shouldn't but you know that.
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Yeah, it's kinda hard to tell them EVERYTHING. Even when I was dead set on 'getting better', I still didn't tell the whole truth.
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BUt your better now? Because that's all that matters.
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Yeah. I still have to go every month because it's the only way my psychiatrist will keep prescribing my meds, though.
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Yeah, that's how it works.
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I don't really mind it. And it's good just to see if the meds are working and stuff
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Yeah, some days it's okay some days it's Hell, but y'know what? As long as I keep my meds, I don't really care.
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exactly, if they help then you have to do stuff to keep them
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That's stupid. It's their job to help you. They aren't supposed to be your friend. That's like going to the doctor because you're sick, and telling them you're fine. People let doctors do a whole bunch of tests on them and they don't personally know them or even trust them. You say that you're waiting to trust them but I know it's not true. You'll get caught up in lies, and then be too afraid to tell the truth. All while wasting a shitton of your parents money.
I'm sorry this sounds harsh, I just happen to be a blunt person. I don't mean any harm but you need to start being honest.
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Well, you see this secret was written down, a while before it's posting. I am more honest because that's the only way to get better. I don't think you being that harsh was anywhere near necessary. How I do things is how I do things. I have to trust them because it's my mind and feelings they're figuring out not what normal doctors do when you're physically sick. It's very different. You have a relationship with your psychologist. You have no idea how much I pay mine or if we pay them or anything about who pays for it or if we do how long I went "wasting" their money.
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I like how you assume I don't understand, and assume that someone being harsh obviously means they are just being mean, and couldn't possibly mean that they are concerned =_=
I know how therapy works, and first hand. Yeah, you need to take a few sessions to learn to trust them a little bit and make sure they are right for you. But that doesn't warrant lying. It warrants doing things to built trust. I mean, I'm sure they are used to lying from other patients, but that doesn't mean that they are okay with it. They do have feelings too.
I don't know, but that's not the point. Do you think that just because someone else pays for something that it's okay to waste the money?
Really, I hope you get, or have gotten this sorted out. But your response makes me question if you actually do want help or just want attention. Oh well, It's none of my business I guess, so I don't care. Good luck with whatever you do.
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I don't want attention. I hate attention or people feeling bad for me to be honest. I like knowing I'm not alone and the only reason I post these things is to help me come to terms with them and to maybe help someone else know they aren't alone.
Thank you for your concern
At the point of this secret being written I had, had 3 appointments with mine and wasn't sure I was even keeping her. I did not "lie" I just let her talk and assume I know that it's darn close but I did not lie about my feelings or actions. In fact I corrected her a lot but wasn't 100% willing to tell her everything yet. Since then I have sorted everything out and it's much easier and better now.
Thank you for your concern again. I hope you're better too since you mentioned having to go to therapy.
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I see, well if it helps, I don't feel bad for you, and I'm sure with time you will recover from your problems. Sorry for the assumptions, I know I can be a really abrasive person sometimes. Probably hard to believe but I only act like a jerk when I care xD
3 appointments isn't that bad. The way you written it made it sound like you had been going for a long while, and told them you were okay even when you felt terrible. The way you word it now makes a LOT more sense. And I'm glad you've sorted things out.
I used to be similar, though my depression started when I was 6 and was chronic until about 4 years ago. Things do get better
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Same here.
Its safer if they think im better
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Yeah, in some ways. But in others you're hurting yourself too. Telling the truth will help change how you feel. I might start telling the truth
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I'll tell the truth when someone cares or when I actually trust.
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It may take a long time to trust. I care.
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It's not exactly good :/
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i never said it was..... i just meant that if not for that i would still be in that craphole
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Same here. If I told them the truth, I'm afraid they would put me on the pills
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I'm probably going on them anyway. I'm not scared of that though. Why are you?
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