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DarkAngelWithWings In reply to ??? [2011-06-17 19:41:55 +0000 UTC]

Because I'm already treated like I'm a freak. The last thing i need is people to hear i need pills

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kml91225 In reply to DarkAngelWithWings [2011-06-17 21:40:13 +0000 UTC]

True true. But I'm willing to do whatever works and if maybe pills make me happy for a while till things balance out then so be it. I deserve to be happy!

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DarkAngelWithWings In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-17 22:16:24 +0000 UTC]

Yes You Do!
But things are different between us.
If you ever need someone to talk to I'm here.
And I hope you keep up the no-cutting. People like you are what give me hope that maybe my addiction will end.

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kml91225 In reply to DarkAngelWithWings [2011-06-17 23:35:11 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much I'll be sure to add you to my list of helpers to talk to :] I hope you stop too.

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DarkAngelWithWings In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-17 23:42:32 +0000 UTC]

Ok Good. I'll keep that in mind.

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JessicaBlood In reply to ??? [2011-06-17 00:29:48 +0000 UTC]

So you're seeing a psychologist but not lying to them?

What a waste of money :/

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kml91225 In reply to JessicaBlood [2011-06-17 00:31:07 +0000 UTC]

Yeah sometimes it is a waste but just like real life relationships it takes a little bit to trust someone. I'll get there I'm sure, because I want to be better.

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JessicaBlood In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-17 00:38:56 +0000 UTC]

It shouldn't take much time to trust them considering everything you tell them is kept confidential :/

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kml91225 In reply to JessicaBlood [2011-06-17 00:41:52 +0000 UTC]

But it's a stranger. Do you see one?

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JessicaBlood In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-17 02:29:06 +0000 UTC]

I used to, and a stranger who will not judge you or tell anyone what you tell them.

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kml91225 In reply to JessicaBlood [2011-06-17 21:40:46 +0000 UTC]

This is true, I'll probably give her a few poems to read I think it will help

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crazylacey In reply to ??? [2011-06-17 00:28:55 +0000 UTC]

wow do you lie?How does that help you?

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kml91225 In reply to crazylacey [2011-06-17 00:29:49 +0000 UTC]

They start telling me how great I'm doing and I don't correct them. It doesn't help me at all, that's kind of the point. It's not a good thing at all.

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crazylacey In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-17 00:35:40 +0000 UTC]

oh i see.if it dont help you then why do it?

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kml91225 In reply to crazylacey [2011-06-17 00:42:08 +0000 UTC]

Because I don't trust her yet. I need time.

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crazylacey In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-17 00:42:29 +0000 UTC]

true it does take time to trust people

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kml91225 In reply to crazylacey [2011-06-17 00:46:24 +0000 UTC]

yeah and it's hard to feel like you're being judged

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crazylacey In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-17 00:47:27 +0000 UTC]

yeah i nkow what you mean i feel like my therapist judges me too cause we are all human we all judge

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kml91225 In reply to crazylacey [2011-06-17 00:50:12 +0000 UTC]

Exactly

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crazylacey In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-17 00:51:52 +0000 UTC]

yeah

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