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Description "What you
don't know is that although
my eyes appear to stare blankly
forward, words boil in my head.

What you don't know
are the things I leave unsaid."
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Comments: 46

007Balel [2011-07-01 16:23:34 +0000 UTC]

Very beautifully said.
There is more to what meets the eye

I have a quote in mind that I really like and your poem reminded me of it..
"The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone."

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kml91225 In reply to 007Balel [2011-07-01 21:58:26 +0000 UTC]

I like that it's beautiful.

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007Balel In reply to kml91225 [2011-07-02 09:56:54 +0000 UTC]

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alittlebitoffaith [2011-06-29 05:41:08 +0000 UTC]

Stephanie Hemphill? Wow my cusins are hemphills wht r more of there names?

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kml91225 In reply to alittlebitoffaith [2011-06-29 16:03:25 +0000 UTC]

It's just her, she's an author.

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DarkCloudAssasin [2011-06-28 22:27:05 +0000 UTC]

it's all good until you become a ticking time bomb... then that's when things just fall apart. It reminds me ov how my ex is. He keeps everything to himself instead ov letting people in... If I knew what wat going on I could kept him from screwing up my heart...

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kml91225 In reply to DarkCloudAssasin [2011-06-28 23:02:25 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I understand that but sometimes it's good to hold your tongue too. And then there are times you wish you'd speak up but the words just won't come.

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DarkCloudAssasin In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-29 04:36:51 +0000 UTC]

all the time it's like that for me, all the time... that's when carrying around a metal bat sumtimes comes in handy X)

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kml91225 In reply to DarkCloudAssasin [2011-06-29 04:50:00 +0000 UTC]

oh dear

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DarkCloudAssasin In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-29 22:24:55 +0000 UTC]

lol, it's how I speak among the crowd, with VIOLENCE X) well not all the time but just at those points where you're all like idgaf n u just burst

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kml91225 In reply to DarkCloudAssasin [2011-06-30 03:34:54 +0000 UTC]

haha yeah I totally get that. My silly boyfriends all protective and is telling me he won't let me in the pits, he won't even go in himself to keep me out. he doesn't want me hurt...well I'm going in them he can't stop me muhahahah

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DarkCloudAssasin In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-30 03:41:22 +0000 UTC]

lol, that's cute, he just worries about you (: I did the same thing with my ex gf, she ended up punching me in the gut n then she ran into a pit. Haha, memories ^^

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kml91225 In reply to DarkCloudAssasin [2011-06-30 03:49:35 +0000 UTC]

Yeah he does :] I'll probably do something like that to him if he doesn't let me ^^

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DarkCloudAssasin In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-30 03:51:44 +0000 UTC]

lol just make sure he's gonna be forgiving in the end haha

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kml91225 In reply to DarkCloudAssasin [2011-06-30 04:05:55 +0000 UTC]

were you?

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DarkCloudAssasin In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-30 04:13:52 +0000 UTC]

yeah, but that's just me. She didn't get serverely hurt, she apologized n we were okay. Then 3 months later we split =/

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kml91225 In reply to DarkCloudAssasin [2011-06-30 04:17:11 +0000 UTC]

I'm sure he'd forgive me, he loves me too much :] I could get really hurt but hey i dont really care. I might already have permanent nerve damage in my right arm why not just live normally with it
I'm sorry you split, seemed like you made a nice couple. But you'll find someone better.

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DarkCloudAssasin In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-30 04:33:47 +0000 UTC]

aww that's so nice <3

Yeah, when you're in that adrenaline mode ur just like "FUCK IT!" & the pain comes later. But I'd recommend you watch wat you do with that arm, it can be worse if you damage it even more.

I have a soft spot for girls lol. I tend to fall for girls easier than anything else in the world. But yeah I just had a tough break up with my bf, still hurts even tho he's been gone for almost 2 months. Here he is --> [link] &

It's more to our break up that hurts me, he's not okay atm, I can feel it & he refuses to talk to any1 about it...

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kml91225 In reply to DarkCloudAssasin [2011-06-30 04:52:31 +0000 UTC]

Yeah he's sweet. We're good together I guess.
Yeah I'll watch it I really don't want to get worse. I'll probably be surrounded by the guys I'm going with in the pits anyway so I think I'll be good.

I just got really confused and had to reread our conversation but them I got it. You're bisexual. right? Because that be awkward if I'm messing up.
My sister's bi and I find it funny when we people watch and she says hey she's cute or pretty and I'm like I don't see it. I think it's because I'm not attracted to girls, but we still laugh about it and her around the guys is so cute because they can talk about the same things and I'm like yeah....that guys hot and they all give me a look.
He's cute :] I'm sorry your still hurting but it will get better I promise
It sucks that he won't talk to you but maybe it's better that he finds someone to trust and open up to.

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DarkCloudAssasin In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-30 05:17:24 +0000 UTC]

I really do hope so. I dnt care if it's not me that he's opening up with, I just want him to find relief in someone... I just felt like I failed in helping him because I'm one ov those people that just have a thing for helping & healing others. It makes me feel like I'm becoming a better person & not being able to help him was the worst for me. Because I love him to bits even if he likes someone else, & I just want him to let go ov what has been causing him to be this way. I see him every once in a while, & I never see him smile anymore. Not the way he did in the pic & it just breaks my heart.

Yes I am bisexual lol... I have been for two... or three years lol somwhere around there. I think I'd prefer a girl if I get into another relationship

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kml91225 In reply to DarkCloudAssasin [2011-06-30 05:51:10 +0000 UTC]

Why don't you tell him all this and maybe you can help him.

I feel like girls would be harder to date we're all kind of bitchy

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DarkCloudAssasin In reply to kml91225 [2011-07-01 04:55:20 +0000 UTC]

at first it is hard because you're in that stage where you're just confused on whether you want to be with a girl or not. So 2 newbies together really is a bitch problem. But if you get with a girl that has been dating other girls for a while they understand why you're so on & off with the relationship. It was like that for me, but I got through that stage

I'm tired ov wasting my breath when he doesn't pay attention. He KNOWS I'm 110% right when it comes to his problem, he just doesn't have the will himself to change it all. I told him "considering you don't want me around anymore, I can't be kicking you in the ass to make you change. Unless you want history to repeat itself, you have to change. Otherwise you'll keep on losing the ones you care about & you'll be alone in the end" He just won't come to reason with me =/ & he knows how much I care for him, aww hell he better know. I jumped into a fight he was about to get into with my ex's best friend. I didn't want him to get in trouble cuz it was at his work & they could've both got arrested. So I took a blow to the face for him, that's something no one has done for him...

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TazzybizzyNya [2011-06-28 18:08:28 +0000 UTC]

Yep,I can totally relate to it. Maybe one day I'll let the words out, but just not today.

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kml91225 In reply to TazzybizzyNya [2011-06-28 21:05:29 +0000 UTC]

Yeah sometimes it's good to bottle it up.

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bloodsucker16 [2011-06-28 17:02:26 +0000 UTC]

yes. i can relate.

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TrapsFTW [2011-06-28 07:14:28 +0000 UTC]

I feel the same way. I can really relate to this quote as you said in you desc.

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kml91225 In reply to TrapsFTW [2011-06-28 21:05:53 +0000 UTC]

Sadly yeah, it's hard to not say anything when it kills you

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TrapsFTW In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-29 01:41:18 +0000 UTC]

I hate it..

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kml91225 In reply to TrapsFTW [2011-06-29 01:53:59 +0000 UTC]

same

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TrapsFTW In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-29 02:27:41 +0000 UTC]

But I know I just can't trust them..

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kml91225 In reply to TrapsFTW [2011-06-29 02:33:32 +0000 UTC]

But you have to learn to trust.

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TrapsFTW In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-29 02:46:08 +0000 UTC]

Not them, I tried.

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kml91225 In reply to TrapsFTW [2011-06-29 03:07:01 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry to hear that

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TrapsFTW In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-29 04:24:48 +0000 UTC]

They always blow off my secrets and tell everyone.

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kml91225 In reply to TrapsFTW [2011-06-29 04:29:07 +0000 UTC]

wow, stop trusting them then that's the right thing.

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TrapsFTW In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-29 04:50:25 +0000 UTC]

Yea, but it kills me to know that they want to know...

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kml91225 In reply to TrapsFTW [2011-06-29 04:52:14 +0000 UTC]

tell them how you feel

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TrapsFTW In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-29 04:54:48 +0000 UTC]

But when I try... they fight with me, and then they won't like me anymore...

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kml91225 In reply to TrapsFTW [2011-06-29 05:00:10 +0000 UTC]

then find new people

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TrapsFTW In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-29 05:25:48 +0000 UTC]

I know everyone in the school, the preps the Jocks the nerds. One time I was sad because I got in trouble for doing something that a friend did with her and I was sad. and broke down and the people I saw when I looked up were my friends Joseph, Chance [BF], David and Rylee. All boys none of the Girls were there

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kml91225 In reply to TrapsFTW [2011-06-29 16:08:09 +0000 UTC]

Well at least the guys were there. I find it easier to be friends with guys anyway. For you it seems as if the girls aren't worth the time. Or maybe there was a good reason they weren't there.

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TrapsFTW In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-29 18:26:14 +0000 UTC]

Nope, I don't think they are

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Raven-BlackThorne [2011-06-28 06:11:31 +0000 UTC]

Yeah.....ahaha......

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kml91225 In reply to Raven-BlackThorne [2011-06-28 06:14:31 +0000 UTC]

huh?

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Raven-BlackThorne In reply to kml91225 [2011-06-28 06:18:09 +0000 UTC]

oh, just agreeing that many people can relate

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