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Published: 2020-03-14 14:17:47 +0000 UTC; Views: 428; Favourites: 22; Downloads: 0
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Description so come dance with me

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kill me

Sorry, last feelings post. Something I neglected to mention in that last post is that I'm being tested for mental disorders and I'm nervous about it. If everything comes back negative, then not only would I be a pathetic jackass that wasted everyone's time, but it'll prove one of my most prominent and vicious thoughts right (and the aftermath won't be fun, I can tell ya that). At the same time, though, actually having something would obviously suck for its own reasons. I'd rather not be doing this at all. Either way, I'm never going to be able to tell my family or friends about this ever.
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Comments: 4

ColossalMaze [2020-03-15 15:23:13 +0000 UTC]

Well, if you think you're a pathetic jackass, you'll still have me around to make sure that you always have some positivity!

A life without a smile is a life that needs to find happiness in different things.

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Cakeferdays [2020-03-14 19:12:43 +0000 UTC]

Hey, even if you test negative for everything, that doesn't make you a "pathetic jackass".
People have really bad days, and that's normal.
You're very brave for even going to be tested just to make sure. I hope you know that.
You did not waste everyone's time. You are taking time for yourself. That's a good thing.
You can do it.

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krypto100 In reply to Cakeferdays [2020-03-15 14:53:59 +0000 UTC]

Well, I guess I can't disagree with you on most of that, but I dunno man, my personal integrity and pride sorta mean a lot to me lol. I really do appreciate all the encouragement, though! I do feel better about going now.

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Cakeferdays In reply to krypto100 [2020-03-15 20:41:17 +0000 UTC]

Of course!
I went myself a couple of years back, and I was too scared to continue, so I stopped. 
After a few years, I went back and got the all-clear! It's really scary at first, but, it really helped me find out why I was the way I am.

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