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Steven death/suicide, just warning you now.
Told in first person P.O.V
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I don't know what came over me when I gave the champion title to Wallace. I said that I needed time for myself, time to go into caves and look for rare stones. But just as I would've expected- I found every stone that I could think of. And there was nothing for me to do, now asides from train my pokemon.

So that's exactly what I did.

I trained them as hard as I could, to the point I knew that they've had enough with it.

Today...today was a rather gloomy day. The sun wasn't out, but that may have been because it was only 5:30 AM. Why am I even still up? Why am I still wide awake? Why were all these questions running through my head? I let out a small groan as I put my hand to my head and closed my eyes. I couldn't doze off, I wasn't tired.

I jumped as I heared something ringing nearby, and I glanced up. Seeing that the phone nearby was ringing, I reached out a hand and picked the device up. Bringing it to my ear and carefully holding it away from my lips, I parted my lips gently before finally speaking up. "...Hello?"

Ugh, my voice...was so-was so raspy.

"Did I wake you up?"

I blinked a few times. "...Father? What do you want?"

"What's with that tone?"

This wasn't good. I bit my bottom lip softly. "Sorry about that. I...I didn't get any sleep." I said.

"Then you should get some sleep, boy." He told me.

Much easier said than done, father. Thanks. "I can't. I'm not tired." I replied.

He seemed to sigh on the other end of the line. "You should've stayed as champion instead of giving that title to Wallace."

I was at a loss of words. My father had lost respect for me ever since I gave up my role, and if it weren't for him looking down on me so much I would've been fine doing what I'm doing right now! Going into caves...looking for stones that I already have, studying, and training. My pokemon were still stronger than Wallace's-! Even if he is the champion! "...I still am the champion." I found myself saying. I don't know what came over me when I hung the phone up on him and stood up.

I walked to a drawer, opening it and digging through everything. And that's when I found it- a gun. I pulled it out and stared at it for a long time, before I found myself smiling. I held the gun close to my chest.

Should I- Should I really do it?

Should I just pull the trigger and have my misery end?

Nobody cares for me anymore. My father lost respect for me. The boy I love- he won't even look at me anymore. He hasn't kept in contact with me in so long. And I don't even think he loves me back like he said he does- he's always with Sapphire. I didn't know what to do anymore. Would anyone even search for me, if I were to never come out again?

I let a sigh escape my lips. My emotions got the better of me.

And hell if I regret this or not, I won't be able to feel it!

I smile to myself, as I place the gun to my head. My finger upon the trigger- I wasn't hesitant to pull my finger down on the trigger. And what seemed to take forever- all I could see was just...sudden black.