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I knew from the moment I laid eyes on you,
That you were the one.
The only person who could fill the empty cavern inside me.
This wasn’t just some fantasy or purely lust,
This feeling was like no other,
Like a strong force between us that pulls us together,
All I wanted to do was be close to you,
I didn’t care what it took to do it,
I didn’t care if I got hurt,
I didn’t care how long it took,
I would wait an eternity,
As long as I could be with you,
I knew that despite what you told me,
Despite what they told me,
I was in LOVE.

But you having someone changed everything,
I worked as hard as I could,
To find a chance,
A remote chance,
That I could see you,
Touch your hands,
Feel your breath against my face,
Feel your warmth in my arms,
Feel your lips upon mine.
You were the only reason I was still living,
Without you there is no me.
So now you have someone,
There is no reason for me to live.

Don’t worry,
I’m not mad at you,
I could never be mad at you,
But I can’t keep my promise.
I’m just sorry that I couldn’t be the person you wanted me to be,
I’m sorry that I couldn’t be there for you when you needed me most,
I’m sorry that I made you cry,
But most of all,
I’m sorry that you couldn’t love me.
I’m sorry …… for everything.

Just know this,
I Love You,
Forever and always,
And I hope that you find happiness,
Wherever you go and whatever you do,
But now I must say goodbye.