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I love how just about everytime I draw my girl, she almost always looks so serious while slouching a little bit. I mean, that is how she acts generally, but y'know. Yeah, as she grew up, she pretty much formed this slouchy walk, as well as kinda always looking sad or angry about something everytime she's thinking to herself (I mean she is sometimes obviously), and it made her look rather unapproachable to pretty much any cat except those who knew her when she was little. In warriorhood, she earned a reputation for being hot-headed and angry, which made others outside HeartClan not think very highly of her. She didn't even have the best reputation within her own Clan, the the only reason she stayed for as long as she did was because her grandmother was the leader at the time and didn't have it in her to kick out her son's daughter. Besides that, she truly believed she could be better. While this was frustrating to the majority of the HeartClan, some of them tried to look on the brightside. Because of her behavior, she was rather helpful in battle. Using anger to her advantage if you would (although most of it was towards FlightClan for reasons best explained here: You Killed My Father by Blondepelt48 on DeviantArt ).

Since I already told y'all a lot about her previously, I figured it'd be a good opportunity to share information about her that's either new, or that I don't think I shared on DeviantArt. First though, since I didn't explain it on the reference and I know some people might ask why (those who find out about her through this), her left eye is like that because that's her lazy eye. It's also red because she keeps on rubbing it. It's not completely red like it is here of course, but since drawing a whole bunch of eye veins is a lot of detail, I usually draw her eye like this unless I'm making a detailed image of her.

As for her main story, it's pretty long, so I'll link to a Tumblr post where I explained most of it: Another Perfect Day: the-melancholic-bee-cat: Alright guys you better... (tumblr.com)

New information: The scars on her leg are from a tustle she had with an apprentice from another Clan when she was about. . . I want to say 11 moons old, but I'll figure that out later. And the scars on her left eye came from her mother when she was really little (about two to three moons. In my universe, kits get made apprentices at the age of 3 moons, because by six moons, they're basically the size of a full-grown cat. I just think it'd be a little silly for a bunch of cats about the size of their mother being in the nursery still, yknow?) That being said, she and two of her friends were made apprentices about a moon later, because they all snuck out of camp as kits and accidently lead a dog to the camp.

Mostly unknown information: She considers herself more of a kittypet than a warrior. Not necessarily because of Clan culture, but the way she was treated by Clan cats growing up. Because of Clan culture, she was expected to not be a very good hunter or fighter because of her eye, and got bullied for it. She also knows she would be called selfish if she mentioned she liked the life of a kittypet more than that of a Clan cat's. Why exactly was it selfish to want to live life the way she wanted? Just because something makes you happy doesn't make it inherently selfish to seek it in other words. And if she wasn't called selfish, she was still looked at with disgust in the afterlife for keeping her collar, and it's all so stupid to her.

Speaking of the afterlife, I mentioned in her reference that she resides in multiple afterlives. Basically if a cat does this, this means they will have different outlines depending on their afterlife. If she's in SacredClan, she'll have a light blue one, and if she's in the kittypet afterlife (which is simply called Heaven in my universe), she'll have a yellow one. Since she's no longer a Reflection Forest resident, the only thing that happens when she goes there will be that her aura would become less bright to match the dark environment of that afterlife. I might do some afterlife references for her for that, and of course one for when she was a Reflection Forest resident.

Also one last note I forget to say a lot: You might already know she's pretty vindictive and thought a lot about revenge. This lead to a lot of daydreams about past experiences with cats who bullied her or otherwise wronged her, often imagining scenarios where she gave them what they deserved, at least in her head. Her kits once cowered in the nursery, huddled together as their mother angrily bashed the den walls as a result of picturing herself getting revenge on cats she didn't like.
She also saw her past self as weak due to how little she stood of for herself in her early months of life. She became really defensive because of it, especially after learning fighting moves.

KIN:
Mother: Ragepelt
Father: Snowleopard
Sisters: Shadespring and Wishring

Former Mate: Kindheart
Sons: Feralheart and Wolfspots
Daughter: Tansyheart

Description
I love how just about everytime I draw my girl, she almost always looks so serious while slouching a little bit. I mean, that is how she acts generally, but y'know. Yeah, as she grew up, she pretty much formed this slouchy walk, as well as kinda always looking sad or angry about something everytime she's thinking to herself (I mean she is sometimes obviously), and it made her look rather unapproachable to pretty much any cat except those who knew her when she was little. In warriorhood, she earned a reputation for being hot-headed and angry, which made others outside HeartClan not think very highly of her. She didn't even have the best reputation within her own Clan, the the only reason she stayed for as long as she did was because her grandmother was the leader at the time and didn't have it in her to kick out her son's daughter. Besides that, she truly believed she could be better. While this was frustrating to the majority of the HeartClan, some of them tried to look on the brightside. Because of her behavior, she was rather helpful in battle. Using anger to her advantage if you would (although most of it was towards FlightClan for reasons best explained here: You Killed My Father by Blondepelt48 on DeviantArt ).

Since I already told y'all a lot about her previously, I figured it'd be a good opportunity to share information about her that's either new, or that I don't think I shared on DeviantArt. First though, since I didn't explain it on the reference and I know some people might ask why (those who find out about her through this), her left eye is like that because that's her lazy eye. It's also red because she keeps on rubbing it. It's not completely red like it is here of course, but since drawing a whole bunch of eye veins is a lot of detail, I usually draw her eye like this unless I'm making a detailed image of her.

As for her main story, it's pretty long, so I'll link to a Tumblr post where I explained most of it: Another Perfect Day: the-melancholic-bee-cat: Alright guys you better... (tumblr.com)

New information: The scars on her leg are from a tustle she had with an apprentice from another Clan when she was about. . . I want to say 11 moons old, but I'll figure that out later. And the scars on her left eye came from her mother when she was really little (about two to three moons. In my universe, kits get made apprentices at the age of 3 moons, because by six moons, they're basically the size of a full-grown cat. I just think it'd be a little silly for a bunch of cats about the size of their mother being in the nursery still, yknow?) That being said, she and two of her friends were made apprentices about a moon later, because they all snuck out of camp as kits and accidently lead a dog to the camp.

Mostly unknown information: She considers herself more of a kittypet than a warrior. Not necessarily because of Clan culture, but the way she was treated by Clan cats growing up. Because of Clan culture, she was expected to not be a very good hunter or fighter because of her eye, and got bullied for it. She also knows she would be called selfish if she mentioned she liked the life of a kittypet more than that of a Clan cat's. Why exactly was it selfish to want to live life the way she wanted? Just because something makes you happy doesn't make it inherently selfish to seek it in other words. And if she wasn't called selfish, she was still looked at with disgust in the afterlife for keeping her collar, and it's all so stupid to her.

Speaking of the afterlife, I mentioned in her reference that she resides in multiple afterlives. Basically if a cat does this, this means they will have different outlines depending on their afterlife. If she's in SacredClan, she'll have a light blue one, and if she's in the kittypet afterlife (which is simply called Heaven in my universe), she'll have a yellow one. Since she's no longer a Reflection Forest resident, the only thing that happens when she goes there will be that her aura would become less bright to match the dark environment of that afterlife. I might do some afterlife references for her for that, and of course one for when she was a Reflection Forest resident.

Also one last note I forget to say a lot: You might already know she's pretty vindictive and thought a lot about revenge. This lead to a lot of daydreams about past experiences with cats who bullied her or otherwise wronged her, often imagining scenarios where she gave them what they deserved, at least in her head. Her kits once cowered in the nursery, huddled together as their mother angrily bashed the den walls as a result of picturing herself getting revenge on cats she didn't like.
She also saw her past self as weak due to how little she stood of for herself in her early months of life. She became really defensive because of it, especially after learning fighting moves.

KIN:
Mother: Ragepelt
Father: Snowleopard
Sisters: Shadespring and Wishring

Former Mate: Kindheart
Sons: Feralheart and Wolfspots
Daughter: Tansyheart