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lackofevolution — My Anger, My Method
Published: 2010-10-12 00:12:19 +0000 UTC; Views: 2551; Favourites: 22; Downloads: 3
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Description I have hidden thoughts, however not the willingness to portray,
The laughing tear, a half truth to convey,
You judge me for a word I can't use,
I stare at my destination, a frozen muse,
You judge me for an action you can't see,
You notice one label and ignore the rest of me,
I search for a similarity, this I must find,
I am unique however not one of a kind,
My parents accepted, I, They hold,
Mainly for them, I never told,
Friends never looked at me to fight,
For my truth we avoided, a human right,
Stereotypes evolve then change back,
A reflection sees me, I see something that I lack,
I fail to approach a stranger with trust,
I am naive, my motivation is lust,
To hold a body with each eye open,
To have total trust with each word spoken,
To view a man and to hold my heart,
Not afraid enough to not start,
A sweating body holding me,
Eyes open, dreams colliding with reality,
I have hidden thoughts, however not the willingness to portray,
I pretend to be angry when you asked if I was gay.
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Comments: 3

LokiRunner [2010-10-18 01:52:20 +0000 UTC]

This is really cool and well written!! didn't realize it was about homosexuality until the very end. i thought it was just a series of connected thoughts that would anger a person!!

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lackofevolution In reply to LokiRunner [2010-10-18 05:28:32 +0000 UTC]

thats awesome, i didnt want the reader tounderstand the whole pic, ie-gay aspect, until the very end

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LokiRunner In reply to lackofevolution [2010-10-18 21:35:20 +0000 UTC]

well it was hadr for me to tell. only in the last line did it dawn on me that it was such. you write really well

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