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Published: 2016-02-19 17:10:45 +0000 UTC; Views: 155799; Favourites: 2969; Downloads: 307
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First of all, thank you for support and so many touchign comments. I appreciate that so many of you opened up and shared own stories stimulated by my drawings. After reading some stuff, I felt like it's fair if I also draw a story from a man's perspective so here it is - he confessed to her but she laughed at him.. I would also like to add: Remember, treat others kindly. You may never know how much you mean to them, and that you may have powers to make them lose that spark in their eyes. The way you handle feelings of other people may bring various results. The matter of depression is very difficult. I had to deal with moments in life when I felt I don't want to be alive anymore, and I am sure many of you had those moments too. I wish you to be strong and always choose a correct path - both in the way you treat others, and yourself.And now seriously back to illustrations xD I am a bit behind due to a trip that took me whole day ; A;
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If my eyes could loose color like that when I'm depressed, that would be my eye color all the time.
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Well, the mini eye story is fascinating and full of emotions, but, in the other hand, the message you wrote in the description is quite uncomfortable. So, I have to take a role of devil's advocate in response to it.
Why the girl should be with someone, if she doesn't want to? OK, she shouldn't have laughed at him, but she had he right to reject his confessions. Girls and women are not obliged to take every confessions any male said.
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It's not about taking it or not, it's about how to handle such situations ( not only love related but generally, any type of difficult confessions, for example, not said due to social judgement ) not riddiculing and making fun of other people's emotions or feelings, not making them feel inferior and humiliating them.
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Ok then, thank you then for explaining precisely the message, it's clearer for me now
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This is exactly the reason of Sunako's... current state.
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copics from what i have seen
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The dark hole of having no feeling in your being.
The numbness that takes away who you are and leaves it in the dark.
Make sure to carry an extra lighter and to set yourself aflame.
Never lose your fire.
Stay strong.
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Love hurts.
Love heals.
Love makes you crazy.
Love tears you down.
Love builds you up.
Love makes you cry.
Love makes you smile.
Love rejects.
Love accepts.
Love will break your heart.
Love will make your heart beat fast.
But what if you can balance it all.
Too much right?
Well I suppose love is a crazy feeling.
Sometimes you don't even know what love is.
Sometimes you can't do anything but express your love.
But why does love do this?
No one will ever know.
Because love is not something we can understand thoroughly.
We can show it.
We can say it.
It sucks to be rejected.
But there will always be someone who deeply loves you.
There will be someone maybe you haven't meet who will love you deeply.
So please smile.
And if you need to cry.
Cry.
Because love will always do that.
But we can be strong.
We can move on.
You will find someone better.
YOU ARE WORTH LOVING.
DON'T DOUBT THAT.
Like I said.
Please smile.
And if you want to cry.
Cry.
But.
BE STRONG.
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when you confess your love for someone, and they automatically take it as a joke because you joke about it alot anyway - so you have to regain your jokey-fotting and go along with it. always close to them but never close enough to satisfy that question ringing in your head, what if they took me seriously? would they have said no anyway? would our friendship have ended at that?
...am i better off just a friend?
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True but what if they know your not joking but reject you?
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Had that too. Doesn't quite suck as much (for me anyway) but still hurts like an arrow to the gut.
Y'just have to sit there in awkward silence for a while and try not to cry as the worry that they'll be weirded out by your presence now knowing that you like them that way and gradually distance yourself from them until you're both living seperated lives and you don't even know them anymore despite maybe still pining for them.
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I AGREE IT REALLY DOES SUCK TO HIDE YOUR FEELINGS OR GET REJECTED AND HAVE TO QUESTION IF THAT PERSON HATES YOU OR JUST FEELS UNCOMFORTABLE with your presence (Sorry for the all caps didn't mean to do that just happen while typing and i'm too lazy to retype the whole thing so yeah)
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hahaha XD dangit i know that feeling al lto well omg - like holy fuck caps lock why.
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Lmao I right there with you.I also know that feeling too well. Hahaha at least caps lock know what your feeling
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It's really sad but it's true
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All of these are so freakin deep but so freakin simple
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I've been dealing with depression for 10 years now.... Started when I was seven and now I am seventeen and am still fighting to keep on going.... No matter how hard it is and no matter how badly I want to give up, I have to stay alive and strong for the people who need me most... Like my mom and my boyfriend...... So I just stay determined....
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same i've been depressed for as long as i can remember i've never been diagnosed but i've gone to therapy and consoling. theres many issues but i believe most likely the main cause is my moms abuse i've been trying to get my self to write i letter to court to leave i'm 16 so i hope they will listen... though no one has before.
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I understand. I had it too since about 5... maybe sooner.. I was diagnosed at age 7 when they found out I had PTSD. (I am now 24)
You are cared for even by people you haven't met :3 .
You matter, and you aren't alone even if you feel like you are.. If you keep walking your path you will find more and more people, surely, to stay by you and stand with you.
I can promise you, from where I've been in my own life. It will get better if you want it enough.. You work for it, you fight for it.. But no one else can do it for you or tell you how to get by it; only your own method works. Though hugs are always helpful. Even if it doesn't go away. You learn to cope with it, and at times I appreciate the fact on how tough it makes me (when I'm not in the midst of a mood). While I don't wish depression on anyone, it is a part of this world. So I hope my words help...
I wish you luck and happiness.
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I'm 18 and have multiple problems.... just recently diagnosed with ODD..... I've had 6 therapist and now moving on to my 7th therapist, I refuse medication cause it has only made me worse, the only medicine I take is anti-anxiety meds and birth control. But I'm getting by with help from family, my boyfriend, and the one friend I have.
I'm living on and finally started to see a future for myself and my boyfriend, I'm still a self-harmer but I can't help liking the pain and the scars. My mom and boyfriend understand and won't stop me, they'll just support me and have helped me lessen the cutting and hitting. But I am happy to be alive right now, it seems I have gained a friend back who I watched grow up and we call ourselves sisters.
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That's wonderful to hear... I understand about the self harm. I quit for about 2 years now.. I didn't do it cuz of the pain tho.. I did it cuz of the blood felt like the pain came out with it.. and the scars. My battle scars now.
Is your birth control hormonal? You might need to find one that isn't.. It will help a bit as hormones is closely linked to the depression and can make it worse. (I got a copper IUD just because of that).
I just got off my meds and have been doing better as Ive learned to cope with it better. I'm very happy to hear you have a wonderful support system.
I honestly lost count of how many doctors, therapist, psychologists, psychiatrists, and meds I've taken.. too many haha. soon I will be taking a special therapy for my most recent diagnostic (oh boy!) Borderline Personality disorder.. which I believe they diagnosed me wrong as my original diagnoses were genetic and this one isn't.. tho therapy isn't bad either way.
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My birth control is to help prevent pregnancy (obviously) and to help balance me out since I have bipolar disorder as well, I've recently developed a twitch that mainly jolts my head to the left but sometimes makes my entire body twitch. I plan to figure out why it happens. My boyfriend is helping me a lot as of late and I plan to do something to bring bullying and depression into light and what it has to do in the world. The generations coming in joke about depression, like some kids in my class joke about being depressed and wanting to die for something they see on their facebook, instagram or snapchat. So i plan to bring those into light a bit and educate some people on it to hopefully make some kind of inpact, no matter how small.
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Yes I understand. I couldn't take most birth controls because they would shoot hormones to prevent the pregnancy but it would make me extremely depressed because of the chemical imbalance became more unbalanced. I'm glad yours works... I got off my meds but my hands still shake from taking meds for so long (since I was 7, and I just recently got off them). From what ive researched it will at least be there for another 2 years.
Yes, My brother has this horrible habit of saying things as a response to me or my sister getting upset, "Why you gonna cut yourself?" it's not funny and extremely hurtful, especially since my sister and I had a difficult time to quit and as you know it's an addiction, very easy to get back into.
You maybe should write a book. I'm planning to write one to help inform, help others in similar situations even if its only so they know they aren't alone. At the moment I've only written a lot of poems (which are on here). And I started a semi-fantasy (more of a similar situation, not the exact same of my life) story, called "Create" which is on here about a girl dealing with depression. I... went through a period of time and got demotivated and haven't finished it. Though I plan to restart on it again soon.
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I am happy for you
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You had depression when you were 7?
That's rough, for such a young child. I'm so sorry. Hang in there
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If you look at it backwards, it's a story of how someone depressed found a friend who was there to listen when they needed it.
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The final depressed eye hit home. I understand how depression feels like. Still trying to get out of it. Kind of at a loss of words here. This is truly amazing.
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I like this, it's nice,
but,
I've gotta say that this goes the other way too.
Uh, what I mean is, that the one being confessed to can become the utter wreckage at that point when someone confesses to them,
it can be, exactly as bad as a rejection.
.... I'm not sure if that makes any sense to anyone but me, but... yeah.
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Sure it does 
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Yeah, thanks.
It's just that people don't often realize that it can go that way too, so I just had to say it.
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It's an interesting point of view and thank you for sharing with us
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Uh, what type of confession is this? Sorry if I sound rude, but I don't really understand.
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My interpretation is this...
First one (Pink eye ): Confesses "I like you" or maybe "I love you"... (Blue eye): The person just stares blankly, like "Hmm..."
Second one (Pink eye): Humiliated "She/He laughed..." is what they must be thinking, feelings and hopes shattered. (Blue eye): Well... they had to simply burst out laughing, because perhaps they looked pathetic. (not necessarily, but I am going for something simple)
Third one (Pink eye): What is he to do now? He had mustered the courage and bravery to at last shout their emotions, let them be known but now... ( Blue eye): Did he really think that would work ? How stupid, how naive. Hmph. -Perhaps they just turn around and walk away-
Fourth one: The realization really hits home, feelings overwhelm the guy and then nothing. Maybe it wasn't just a crush, and it was doomed to be fleeting but even so, his feelings were hurt, turned down and stomped on when the person laughed at his confession.
Maybe, it is that type of confession? The one were you just feel like a total disaster, or like you just sunk into the sea after trying so hard, just for nothing. Hahah, hope this wasn't too poetical.
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Heh! It was just fine, I totally agree.
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Um, i hope what I'm saying is right, but it's either a bullying type of thing, or a gay/bisexual girl asking out a straight girl, but gets rejected and or humiliated-
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"he confessed to her but she laughed at him.." It was a male confessing his love to a girl, but she laughed at him and rejected him.
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Yeah, you can tell that one of the eyes is male because if they were both female, both of them should have girl like eyelashes. But that's not the case, only one of the eyes has girly eyelashes.
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I was thinking it was one of those things, or something like blackmail.
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