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After Russia attacked you again, Ludwig decided to train you more so you could protect yourself more when he can't be around. He taught you something new every single day. You were scared so of course you wanted to learn everything. You weren't very strong so he rather trained you to be fast but your trainings still got harder. You always were really tired for the end of the day but he always rewarded you at night.
You fought and fought him but he never let you win. He told you he won't do that because you have to work for the victory. You never expected to beat him anyway but you always did your best against him. But one day it came to your mind that if Russia attacks you again (which you hoped would never happen again) you won't have a big chance to defeat him because you can't win against Luwdig either. And that made you sad and more scared. He can't be always there with you to protect you and you have to be able to save yourself.
You clenched your fist and promised yourself that you won't be a weakling anymore, you will be stronger. You were so deep in thoughts you only woke up from your daydreaming when you saw Ludwig attacking you. You got so scared and your promise gave you such power, you didn't hesitate to do the same and in the next second he was on the ground and you looked down at him. It surprised him a lot too, he didn't move just blinked.
"Nice job, _________." He said and got up. "How did you do this?"
"Eh... I have no idea. It was all so sudden and I... I don't even know." You looked away and you were secretly proud of yourself. But you knew it was not enough, you had to learn how to do that more often.
You trained so much, after a while you were an opponent strong enough for Ludwig. He didn't have to hold himself back anymore when you fought, he wasn't scared you might get hurt.
One evening you two were sitting in the bathtub, relaxing after another tiring day. You were on his lap and you leaned against his chest. The water was warm and nice and you stretched happily. He lazily slid his hand onto your stomach then poked it gently. You twitched a bit and watched his hand.
"Yes Ludwig?" You asked smiling.
"We train so much but it still seems like you rather gained some fat here." He chuckled.
You pouted and covered your stomach.
"It's not my fault, I don't even eat much!"
"Are you sure about that?"
"Yes, I am!" You laughed.
He didn't tease you with it longer. You didn't really care about your gained weight until now and that you felt weird in the morning was something you ignored too. You thought it was just a stressful phase you were going through and you will get fine very soon. You kept these things hidden from Ludwig, you didn't want him to worry about you. But you only felt worse each day and you didn't know what to do, you were really desparate when you threw up too. You hoped it was not what you thought it was but you decided to test it.
Positive. You were pregnant. It wasn't very good. How could that happen and how will you tell him?! Oh well. You had to tell him when you had the chance, you couldn't keep it a secret forever. You tried to find a good moment when he was calm and in good mood but you could never find one. He was always so stressed, annoyed and sometimes you were even scared to talk to him. You just tried to cheer him up, you were afraid to tell him yet.
Soon another world meeting was coming and Ludwig left you alone at home. He didn't want another incident with Russia, so staying at home seemed the safest. You let him go with a long, passionate kiss that morning. You couldn't wait until the end of the day, you finally wanted to tell him, no matter what. You got pretty bored in the afternoon so you went outside to the garden to water the flowers.
"I knew I will find you here.' Said someone behind you suddenly and you dropped the watering can.
What the hell was he doing here? In your house! And why again?! You turned around to face your long feared person/country, Russia. You growled and stepped back. You hated his surprises.
"What are you... doing here?" You asked and you shivered, which wasn't good at all. He shouldn't see you scared.
"I only came to take back what's mine."
"I don't belong to you anymore. I belong to Germany. And aren't you supposed to be at the world meeting?"
"How cute. It's too boring, I can skip it once. Did Germany go?"
You stepped back again and glared at him.
"Go away."
"Not without you." He replied quickly and jumped to you and held your wrists.
You struggled with all your power, stepped on his foot, kicked him but that you he was holding your wrists and you trained less lately because of your baby didn't help you. He stepped closer and you didn't have enough room to attack either. You stepped back and tried to pull your hands out of his grip and tried to get away from him. In the next moment he pushed you to the ground and before you could get up he crouched next to you and held you down and did something to make you faint... You didn't remember how it happened.

Later you woke up in a bed. You looked around and saw that you are in a very simple room, it was just alright. You suddenly remembered everything, you jumped out of the bed and ran to the window.
"Where am I?!" You shouted to yourself.
There was nothing but snow outside. It was something you saw a lot of times before...
"DAMNIT!" You screamed and punched the wall before you fell on your knees.
Was all this time of stuggling and trying to get free for nothing?! You bursted out crying and hugged yourself. You couldn't believe it. How could this happen again? And why to you?
You didn't even move, the anger and fear was stronger than you. Soon you heard the door open and Ivan entered the room.
"I see you woke up. How are you?"
"You bastard..."
"What did you just say?"
"LET ME OUT OF HERE YOU BASTARD!"
You got up and ran towards him and you were about punching him in the stomach but he grabbed your arm, turned you around and pressed your arm against your back, making you groan though you tried to stay quiet and hide your pain.
"That's not very nice of you to say." He whispered into your ear. "You should be happy I gave you a room this time."
You opened your eyes and looked around again. He was right. You didn't have a bed here before.
"Why did you... take me here?" You growled.
"Because you are stronger than I thought. I thought you are already dead for a long while. And then I met you at the world meeting, what a pleasant surprise. I could use you for so many things when the time comes. But for now, if you behave, you can be my maid. If your behavior is inappriote, I'll make you my little slave again and I don't think you want that. What do you choose?" He leaned a bit closer.
You shivered in his arms and your tears fell on the ground.
"So?"
You had no choice. You could save your life and maybe avoid tortures if you agree with becoming his maid. And you didn't want to save only yours but your child's life too. Who knows what he might do to you. But if you're that important to him, maybe he won't hurt you too much.
You took a deep breath.
"A-alright..."
"Good." He dropped you on the ground. "Tell me when you're ready for starting your work here." He said as he walked out of the room.
You were still sitting on the ground, crying. Your only hope was that Ludwig would come and save you... again.