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I know that lots of you out there maybe think of this as a cliche "well,I've seen something similar before.. so this is just a copy".. And so on.
It is not a copy, I never saw this anywhere befor I made it myself.

This picture means a lot to me.
It may seem simple for you, maybe not that good a picture either, but it took me a lot of effort and courage to make it, an to post it here and on my blogg nearly scared the shit out of me. I really cried when I posted it.

I have experianced rape, twice.

The photo is made for a blog entrie about that experiance, and I promise you.. It was veeery hard for me to write.
I cried a lot.
I made myself more vunerable then I have ever been in my entire life.
I felt sick.
I exposed myself, showed the world my shame,
my secret...

I have come a long way.
Maybe I was lucky?
Maybe I am a fighter? I don't know.
But what I do know is that I have taken a really bad experiance and turned it to something positive.
It took me some years of denial, than some years in fear for that person, then came the year I acctually stood up and reported it to the police, of course nothing happend, exept for me beeing treathened by that man....

But I was building my own freedom, day by day.
Free from fear..For him.
Free from the pain and the agony.

Now I help others in situations like this thru a resource center, I work there a couple a day a month.
I can help others because I KNOW how it feels.
And I can help because I am strong, my own feelings and experiance doesn't afect mee... anymore.

Please, be kind. If you don't like this picture, it is totaly ok, of course.
But please keep it to yourself, don't share it with me.

Thank you for all your support, I appriciate it more than you can know.
Thank you

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Description
I know that lots of you out there maybe think of this as a cliche "well,I've seen something similar before.. so this is just a copy".. And so on.
It is not a copy, I never saw this anywhere befor I made it myself.

This picture means a lot to me.
It may seem simple for you, maybe not that good a picture either, but it took me a lot of effort and courage to make it, an to post it here and on my blogg nearly scared the shit out of me. I really cried when I posted it.

I have experianced rape, twice.

The photo is made for a blog entrie about that experiance, and I promise you.. It was veeery hard for me to write.
I cried a lot.
I made myself more vunerable then I have ever been in my entire life.
I felt sick.
I exposed myself, showed the world my shame,
my secret...

I have come a long way.
Maybe I was lucky?
Maybe I am a fighter? I don't know.
But what I do know is that I have taken a really bad experiance and turned it to something positive.
It took me some years of denial, than some years in fear for that person, then came the year I acctually stood up and reported it to the police, of course nothing happend, exept for me beeing treathened by that man....

But I was building my own freedom, day by day.
Free from fear..For him.
Free from the pain and the agony.

Now I help others in situations like this thru a resource center, I work there a couple a day a month.
I can help others because I KNOW how it feels.
And I can help because I am strong, my own feelings and experiance doesn't afect mee... anymore.

Please, be kind. If you don't like this picture, it is totaly ok, of course.
But please keep it to yourself, don't share it with me.

Thank you for all your support, I appriciate it more than you can know.
Thank you

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