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ANDROMEDA

i'll see
whatever doesn't make me stronger kills me
but it's gonna to be a long year
till the hospital can find hope in me
(tell me i survive)

-- [ notes .] --

DO NOT REDISTRIBUTE, CLAIM AS YOUR OWN, OR TAKE IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM. THANK YOU FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING.

hey so i actually made this in response to a really nightmarish situation i was in during august 2015.
it was a really hard time for me, and it's actually still continuing to affect me to this day...i have a lot of mental
health issues and this really, really exacerbated them LOL. going to japan for a semester
didn't help, either. i never posted this piece (even though it was in my drafts for like 5 months) because looking at it
made me feel super sick, like it was just a big fat sloppy reminder of how bad i felt, and how crumbly and fragile i was.
i used it a couple times in a table on EM but that made me feel icky too... like this personal thing was just another quirky
pic of ann being angry.

i didn't really talk to anyone online about it at the time it was happening, and it was months before i finally opened up
to someone about it. it definitely seemed (to me) like a huge excuse so i could just...idk weasel out of being active online (a lot
of people were very unhappy with my inactivity prior and some people flat out wanted to keep me from joining rp things because they felt
i wouldn't post fast enough...whoops! my bad. that makes sense though bc i'm a GARBAGE CAN)

anyway i've been so sick for months that i haven't had the energy for artwork, so u guys might as well have this. it's slightly touched up
& i put on my updated watermark. it was Very Much a vent art piece so it needed a lil polishing anyway. i'm in a better
place right now, and i have some lovely support groups both online and irl, so i'll keep hanging in there! and hopefully someday
my art and writing will come back to me. in the meantime, you'll see me around here and there :')

thanks for reading this long-ass whiny thing LOL...it feels good to put it somewhere.

(ps if you were following my tumblr through my most recent waves of Bad Times i am SO sorry)

-- [ credits .] --

wolf stock by dawnthieves - i lost the link gfdi here is my own upload if u Gotta Have It Now

sky stock by sambees

foreground water by ArwenArts

waterfall background by chasmdeep (who sadly deactivated!?!? i loved their stock :'/)

ram horns by Avahlon-Stock

the rest was painted by ya girl lexx on a wacom tablet probably it was so long ago i forgot. maybe it was my turcom. nothing is real anyway

Description
ANDROMEDA

i'll see
whatever doesn't make me stronger kills me
but it's gonna to be a long year
till the hospital can find hope in me
(tell me i survive)

-- [ notes .] --

DO NOT REDISTRIBUTE, CLAIM AS YOUR OWN, OR TAKE IN ANY WAY, SHAPE, OR FORM. THANK YOU FOR YOUR UNDERSTANDING.

hey so i actually made this in response to a really nightmarish situation i was in during august 2015.
it was a really hard time for me, and it's actually still continuing to affect me to this day...i have a lot of mental
health issues and this really, really exacerbated them LOL. going to japan for a semester
didn't help, either. i never posted this piece (even though it was in my drafts for like 5 months) because looking at it
made me feel super sick, like it was just a big fat sloppy reminder of how bad i felt, and how crumbly and fragile i was.
i used it a couple times in a table on EM but that made me feel icky too... like this personal thing was just another quirky
pic of ann being angry.

i didn't really talk to anyone online about it at the time it was happening, and it was months before i finally opened up
to someone about it. it definitely seemed (to me) like a huge excuse so i could just...idk weasel out of being active online (a lot
of people were very unhappy with my inactivity prior and some people flat out wanted to keep me from joining rp things because they felt
i wouldn't post fast enough...whoops! my bad. that makes sense though bc i'm a GARBAGE CAN)

anyway i've been so sick for months that i haven't had the energy for artwork, so u guys might as well have this. it's slightly touched up
& i put on my updated watermark. it was Very Much a vent art piece so it needed a lil polishing anyway. i'm in a better
place right now, and i have some lovely support groups both online and irl, so i'll keep hanging in there! and hopefully someday
my art and writing will come back to me. in the meantime, you'll see me around here and there :')

thanks for reading this long-ass whiny thing LOL...it feels good to put it somewhere.

(ps if you were following my tumblr through my most recent waves of Bad Times i am SO sorry)

-- [ credits .] --

wolf stock by dawnthieves - i lost the link gfdi here is my own upload if u Gotta Have It Now

sky stock by sambees

foreground water by ArwenArts

waterfall background by chasmdeep (who sadly deactivated!?!? i loved their stock :'/)

ram horns by Avahlon-Stock

the rest was painted by ya girl lexx on a wacom tablet probably it was so long ago i forgot. maybe it was my turcom. nothing is real anyway