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I was inspired by Clear Bandit’s song “Tears” in making this piece. This is me ripping off a medallion that signified my status of being an active member in someone’s community. I refuse to be a part of a community plagued with arrogance, deception, and hypocrisy. I choose to burn away the last piece that associated me with it. I stand alone in pain, spite, and resentment, run out of forgiveness, but free and able to seek out answers and ways to bring revenge and vindication for what he did to me and my friends.

The one time I forgive and give someone a second chance, I realized too late how much of a massive mistake I made. I forgave the wrong person. It turned out that the person I let back in my life turned out to be the kind of person I worried about. He became the person I tried to warn him that he’s close to becoming, but denied and twisted my words. He displayed the first piece of his true nature not even a month after the fallout. I had to do research on my own to find out that what people were saying about him were true.
After the second fallout, I spoke up about what he did, only to find out what he did after the fight. He showed his true colors by harassing me through multiple accounts, guilting and blaming me for my own nausea at work (gaslighting?), bullying a child in Discord, demanded apologies and respect in some ego trip, kicked people out of his server over stupid reasons, lied about me and my friends, shifted blame as he always did. And recently kicked someone out for not supporting him enough. He then proceeded to delete channels and accuse me of sexualizing his entire server. He guilt me with “I was being so good to you” but that doesn’t mean shit if you treat my friends like shit. He harassed someone for being a “Faceless YouTuber” even though the Dream situation and the Corpse Husband situation show clearly why people would rather not put themselves in danger by showing their faces. He proceeded to delete streams and discussions in his server that could incriminate him. He claimed “no one stood up for him,” even though I wanted evidence for the claims when people spoke up. Something felt off about the ordeal that day, and I realized that I should have believed those people. I also spoke with people who were in the discord longer than me only to realize this guy did more than I thought he did and the claims were true.
He automatically assumed the person who popped up on his stream with “plomp” was me, even though it was obvious that it was someone else by the lack of the upper case “P,” the gear, and tentacle hairstyle, skin color, weapon choices, and the fact that I wasn’t even playing my Switch that day. It made me realize that anyone with “Plomp” in the name is enough to set him off, showing how ignorant he is. Calls himself forgiving but lied about us to make us bad guys and accused me of self-promoting. Tries to take credit that he didn’t deserve, iirc. My YouTube didn’t grow because of him. It was my involvement in the Sky fandom that did it. He called me “manic” for this, which is pretty much calling me “crazy” or “insane,” which is something one shouldn’t say about someone with mental health issues which my presence in the internet already made clear for years through various social media. His jealousy and arrogance consumed him. He blamed me for causing all the drama when he destroyed his own community. He continues to feign a persona in the spotlight of his channel and manipulate his supporters while demonizing his “haters” and invalidating and minimizing the situation. He made a self-indulgent (“I am a winner” and encouraging on reaching a certain sub count) apology post, which he deleted hardly a day later. He calls people “weirdos” when never questioning his own actions that involved emotional abuse, attempts of isolation, harassment though multiple accounts, lies and manipulation, demand of respect, and projection.

There is so much more I could say about what he did but this is already a lot here.

Thankfully, I had friends in the people that had also been screwed over by him and collected a gallery of evidence against him via screenshots. This time, I’m not alone to burn away by my own flames of hatred. I’ve learned to harness it and using it to rise up to become a better person. Being a witch really does have its benefits in dark times like these.

Description
I was inspired by Clear Bandit’s song “Tears” in making this piece. This is me ripping off a medallion that signified my status of being an active member in someone’s community. I refuse to be a part of a community plagued with arrogance, deception, and hypocrisy. I choose to burn away the last piece that associated me with it. I stand alone in pain, spite, and resentment, run out of forgiveness, but free and able to seek out answers and ways to bring revenge and vindication for what he did to me and my friends.

The one time I forgive and give someone a second chance, I realized too late how much of a massive mistake I made. I forgave the wrong person. It turned out that the person I let back in my life turned out to be the kind of person I worried about. He became the person I tried to warn him that he’s close to becoming, but denied and twisted my words. He displayed the first piece of his true nature not even a month after the fallout. I had to do research on my own to find out that what people were saying about him were true.
After the second fallout, I spoke up about what he did, only to find out what he did after the fight. He showed his true colors by harassing me through multiple accounts, guilting and blaming me for my own nausea at work (gaslighting?), bullying a child in Discord, demanded apologies and respect in some ego trip, kicked people out of his server over stupid reasons, lied about me and my friends, shifted blame as he always did. And recently kicked someone out for not supporting him enough. He then proceeded to delete channels and accuse me of sexualizing his entire server. He guilt me with “I was being so good to you” but that doesn’t mean shit if you treat my friends like shit. He harassed someone for being a “Faceless YouTuber” even though the Dream situation and the Corpse Husband situation show clearly why people would rather not put themselves in danger by showing their faces. He proceeded to delete streams and discussions in his server that could incriminate him. He claimed “no one stood up for him,” even though I wanted evidence for the claims when people spoke up. Something felt off about the ordeal that day, and I realized that I should have believed those people. I also spoke with people who were in the discord longer than me only to realize this guy did more than I thought he did and the claims were true.
He automatically assumed the person who popped up on his stream with “plomp” was me, even though it was obvious that it was someone else by the lack of the upper case “P,” the gear, and tentacle hairstyle, skin color, weapon choices, and the fact that I wasn’t even playing my Switch that day. It made me realize that anyone with “Plomp” in the name is enough to set him off, showing how ignorant he is. Calls himself forgiving but lied about us to make us bad guys and accused me of self-promoting. Tries to take credit that he didn’t deserve, iirc. My YouTube didn’t grow because of him. It was my involvement in the Sky fandom that did it. He called me “manic” for this, which is pretty much calling me “crazy” or “insane,” which is something one shouldn’t say about someone with mental health issues which my presence in the internet already made clear for years through various social media. His jealousy and arrogance consumed him. He blamed me for causing all the drama when he destroyed his own community. He continues to feign a persona in the spotlight of his channel and manipulate his supporters while demonizing his “haters” and invalidating and minimizing the situation. He made a self-indulgent (“I am a winner” and encouraging on reaching a certain sub count) apology post, which he deleted hardly a day later. He calls people “weirdos” when never questioning his own actions that involved emotional abuse, attempts of isolation, harassment though multiple accounts, lies and manipulation, demand of respect, and projection.

There is so much more I could say about what he did but this is already a lot here.

Thankfully, I had friends in the people that had also been screwed over by him and collected a gallery of evidence against him via screenshots. This time, I’m not alone to burn away by my own flames of hatred. I’ve learned to harness it and using it to rise up to become a better person. Being a witch really does have its benefits in dark times like these.