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Cytolysis-Pathological breakdown of cells by the destruction of their outer membrane
When you don't want to feel the pain and deceit you self destruct, self combust. Eliminate any discomfort. Kill your disease.
It was a thing of the past, this faulty heart of mine. I trusted in those who had not earned it. I believed in those who told me lies. I fell for misgivings and every time I came up short. They took all I had to offer and left me with the bitter after taste of blood.
I never really finished this drawing, well at least I never thought it to be done. And probably will never finish it. It's hard to pick up on something afer its been sitting around for months and you still dont know what to do with it, basically I'm bored of it too. So I went a little crazy with downloading brushes today and tried out a few. It's been some time since I've used brushes. I'm happy to have cable internet too, it downloads so much quicker muhahahhahaha.
So anyways...
Done in watercolor pencils, watercolors, colored pencils, ballpoint pen and some brushes.
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Comments: 34
maisha92 [2008-12-09 19:49:55 +0000 UTC]
omg, i love this! one of the best drawings i've ever seen
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longlivethisnerd In reply to maisha92 [2008-12-18 02:12:49 +0000 UTC]
for real?! thank you so much!!
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glittersniffer [2008-06-10 10:44:43 +0000 UTC]
the heart and the blood is my fav part!
done so so well!
i think if she had an open mouth expression or maybe her eyes closed it would have given more impact to the thing ripping out of her chest
but this is lovely
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longlivethisnerd In reply to glittersniffer [2008-06-10 20:34:24 +0000 UTC]
ahh so true, maybe someday it will be revisited
thanks hun
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obliviousxparanoia [2008-03-06 02:08:28 +0000 UTC]
this is fantasmic.
youre like..
wow talented.
i want your skill
*steals* .. *thinks better of it*
you'll do better with it than i will.
great work!
*grudgingly passes back skills*
i've said before..
amazing.
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longlivethisnerd In reply to obliviousxparanoia [2008-03-06 04:33:24 +0000 UTC]
I'm so talents as some of my favorite artists on here like glittersniffer and daddiesgurl but I try my best. I really wanted to do more with this piece but people like it non the less which is I guess the main objective well at to be at least some what satisfied with it myself lol
thank you for letting me keep my skill yo! I've worked 5 years for it
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obliviousxparanoia In reply to longlivethisnerd [2008-03-06 22:22:24 +0000 UTC]
that 5 years work shows!
gosh..
i now have a large desire to draw you.
i generally use a photo reference.
anything in particular you would like?
i'll definitely try and get a good scan and send to you. !
and daddiesgurl i havent heard of
but yes, glittersniffer has the most amazing artwork.
her shirts are awesome! im saving up for one.
hehe.
so yes.
youre beautiful.
i want to draw or paint you.
i dont care which at this moment in time.
youre also extremely extremely
incredibly talented.
and im like woah.
though ive said it before.
..its okay.
i'll get over this.
your stuff just amazes me. x x
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longlivethisnerd In reply to obliviousxparanoia [2008-03-06 23:15:15 +0000 UTC]
man you must be excited! That's a good thing! Well i don't really care what ya draw or paint. If you want to do it anytime soon like in the next week you'll have to use the images off of here. Going home tonight and I won't have internet until I come back to my boyfriends which'll be in a week. So if you do want a different picture to off of then just let me know and I'll see what I can come up with otay?
Ya glittersniffers art is pretty amazing. The prices for the shirts are a little crazy though. She must really want to make some moeny off of them. Ya check out daddiesgurl! She's just as fantastic I think [link]
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obliviousxparanoia In reply to longlivethisnerd [2008-03-06 23:31:11 +0000 UTC]
teehee
i am alittle excited.
hmm
can you get me a picture sometime?
doesnt matter when.
i'll practice with a few from here.
ooh!
and youre right about daddiesgurl's stuff.
its great too!
xo.
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longlivethisnerd In reply to obliviousxparanoia [2008-03-21 20:24:32 +0000 UTC]
So got any idea on what kind of picure you'd want?
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obliviousxparanoia In reply to longlivethisnerd [2008-03-24 09:15:27 +0000 UTC]
hmm..
an intresting one..
a closeupish..
with hands and face maybe.
and an interesting expression?
???
could you do that?
^_^ huggee smiles.
xo
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longlivethisnerd In reply to obliviousxparanoia [2008-03-26 19:36:11 +0000 UTC]
I'll see what I can do for ya! though its a bit hard getting both hands in the picture when I'm tring to hold the damn camera lol, but I will do my bests
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obliviousxparanoia In reply to longlivethisnerd [2008-03-27 06:11:41 +0000 UTC]
Yayy! Thankyou very much!
And sorry about that,
I suppose two hands may be hard..
Try? xo.
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longlivethisnerd In reply to obliviousxparanoia [2008-03-27 15:19:16 +0000 UTC]
I will try hun, just for you
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obliviousxparanoia In reply to longlivethisnerd [2008-03-28 00:34:38 +0000 UTC]
haha thankyouu ~lovve~ xo
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longlivethisnerd In reply to zero-scarecrow13 [2007-11-10 18:00:24 +0000 UTC]
what does this one say lol
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zero-scarecrow13 In reply to longlivethisnerd [2007-11-11 00:11:29 +0000 UTC]
It's nice and very expressive
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longlivethisnerd In reply to zero-scarecrow13 [2007-11-11 05:16:36 +0000 UTC]
aww well thank you
difficult times does well for art
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BeautifulMasochism [2007-10-30 07:27:14 +0000 UTC]
Your drawing skills have become even better than before so quickly.
<3
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longlivethisnerd In reply to BeautifulMasochism [2007-10-31 04:38:33 +0000 UTC]
This one is about 6months old I'd say, I did skip quiet a few other drawings I've done beofre this one.
I havent drawn in a while though and i feel rotten, I cant manage to finish a thing, let alone an outline. hopefully when winter comes around something will pop out
thank you for the favorite on it though I think the brushes used really added something to this because i had no solide background and it felt dead to me
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D-cay [2007-10-13 08:05:11 +0000 UTC]
that thing coming out like the Alien, whatever it is, is fuckin lovely.
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longlivethisnerd In reply to D-cay [2007-10-13 14:52:10 +0000 UTC]
haha well im glad you think so
its actaully some character or some that the used had designed and put in there cd book, but i fell in love with the fucking thing and have used it for a few things yaaaa
but i call it inspiration heh
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longlivethisnerd In reply to artsaves1228 [2007-10-13 01:53:11 +0000 UTC]
hehe creepy is what i like to do
thank you lovely
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MissNecrotica [2007-10-12 21:58:07 +0000 UTC]
OMG from now on that's the most favorite by me!!
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longlivethisnerd In reply to MissNecrotica [2007-10-13 01:55:09 +0000 UTC]
OH YA!!! fricken dang, thank you so much hun
what would i do without your support hehe
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