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||Then, you learned your first lesson. There was no such thing as love. There was such a thing as mutual benefit. And using people. But not love.||

“Sorry.”

“Ah, sorry.”

“Excuse me, sorry.”

You were starting to think that maybe the only word you knew how to say was “sorry.” You didn’t feel like you belonged at Ouran Highschool. Or around people in general. It didn’t help that your family was extremely rich, leading to people wanting to befriend you – for the money and connections, of course. People eventually learned to give you space, but it wasn’t that you wanted space. You just wanted somebody to talk to, somebody who understood how much you hated the world of the rich where everything just had to be prim and proper.

You weren’t always this afraid of the world, not until your mother left your father when the business wasn’t doing so well. Then, you learned your first lesson. There was no such thing as love. There was such a thing as mutual benefit. And using people. But not love.
You accidentally bump into a guy, and you gaze up into his dark eyes.

“…sorry,” you whisper. You see a smile on his face as he strikes up a conversation with you.

“(f/n) (l/n), right?” You nod slowly. “I’m Kyoya, Kyoya Ootori. Would you like to come and check out a club? It’s a ton of fun, I promise.”

You blush at his intense stare, unsure of how to answer, when your cell phone buzzes. It’s a text from your big brother – he needed to use all the limos. All of them. You curtly nod, deciding to kill some time instead of wait idly for your brother.

People only wanted money, something you would never inherit because you were the youngest. Your second lesson: you were not as important as you thought you were. You didn’t do so well in school. You started putting on some weight. Everyone seemed to be getting prettier and more successful, while you were, wasting away in front of your computer screen, reading fanfictions of your favorite anime characters.

The double doors to a room opens, revealing a bunch of attractive guys on the couch, dressed as… your favorite characters from (favorite anime/tv show/whatever can be cosplayed)! You have to suppress a squeal. Calm. Calm. Down. You glare at Kyoya, questions in your eyes, but he doesn’t answer.

“Weeeeelcome to the host club! Are you looking for romance and love? You’re in the right place!” A blonde skips up to you.

“Host… club…?” As it slowly dawns on you what kind of place you have just entered, your cheeks darken. Host club. For women to get doted on. Another place to find fake love. And you turn to the door.

“Now, now, (l/n)-san, let’s not get hasty. These characters are your favorites, aren’t they?” Kyoya slyly drawls.

“T-they’re not,” you stutter.

This denial was a result of lesson three. Different people are not accepted. If you’re different, just shut up and stay out of the way, or else people will target you, push you down.

“Hey, it’s okay!” the blonde exclaims, “It’s just something you like, right?”
You blush as you back up against the door. “I-I’ve got to go…” but Kyoya has a firm grip on your shoulder. Your phone buzzes again. A short next from your brother – ‘Our stepmom left.’ Your shoulders drop as you feel your eyes fill up. You didn’t need another person to use your family. You didn’t want this anymore. You didn’t even like her anyways.
You turn around and burst through the door, sitting against the wall right next to the double doors, unable to run any further. You can’t help but overhear the conversation occurring between someone and Kyoya inside the room.


“So your dad got mad at you for being in the host club again, huh.”

“…”

“Should you even be trying so hard to inherit the company? You’re the youngest child.”

“Which means that I need to work that much harder.”

“But you don’t like it.”

“Of course not.”


The door opens as Kyoya walks out to see a wide-eyed you, (e/c) eyes glimmering.

“Did you hear all of that?” he asks sharply.

You nod slowly as he scowls. “Thank you,” you whisper.

Kyoya turns to you, confused.

“I thought I was the only one who was struggling… to become something… in this world… so… thank you,” you blush, still on the verge of tears. You reach out to Kyoya. He crouches next to you and runs his fingers through your hair. “You’re never alone,” Kyoya mutters, and you lean against his chest. Kyoya – the only person who has seen you in such a state. Kyoya – the only person who really understood what you were going through. Kyoya – the person who turned your life upside down.


This is when you learn you fourth lesson. Maybe you were wrong all these years.
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Comments: 59

skyemillermorning [2016-09-24 22:40:30 +0000 UTC]

I like the 4th lesson

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midnightrose3000 [2016-09-05 23:55:27 +0000 UTC]

I think I imagined them in black butler

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Victoria-Walker925 [2016-09-04 00:34:43 +0000 UTC]

Soooooo...
The twins are Team Rocket
Honey is Pichu
Mori is Onix
Haruhi is Charmander
and
Tamaki is Ash...
YAS *-*

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lumenite88 [2016-07-18 01:51:43 +0000 UTC]

:faints: <--- Yes, I know this is fainting, but I'm actually dying.

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nekogirl2004 [2016-04-06 08:10:17 +0000 UTC]

So they're cosplaying as Hetalia characters? OMG Tamaki cosplaying as France, the twins cosplaying like the Italian twins, Haruhi as Japan, Mori as Sweden, Honey as Sealand, and just *dies*

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AnimeGeekKatie In reply to nekogirl2004 [2016-06-15 18:09:53 +0000 UTC]

THATS THE SAME PEOPLE I THOUGHT OF.

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sangstertommeh In reply to nekogirl2004 [2016-05-21 15:55:32 +0000 UTC]

YES

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Misty32181 In reply to nekogirl2004 [2016-05-10 02:35:30 +0000 UTC]

OMFG I WAS THINKING THE SAME THING!

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nekogirl2004 In reply to Misty32181 [2016-05-11 01:43:14 +0000 UTC]

XD

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Narutoismyson In reply to nekogirl2004 [2016-05-08 06:49:43 +0000 UTC]

Just beautiful

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nekogirl2004 In reply to Narutoismyson [2016-05-11 01:44:29 +0000 UTC]

Thanks XD

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Narutoismyson In reply to nekogirl2004 [2016-05-08 06:49:18 +0000 UTC]

Just Beautiful

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art3mis254 In reply to nekogirl2004 [2016-05-01 16:44:21 +0000 UTC]

OH MY GOD
YOU ARE OFFICIALLY THE BEST

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nekogirl2004 In reply to art3mis254 [2016-05-01 19:09:21 +0000 UTC]

XD Takk~ (Means Thank you in any of the Nordics languages) :3

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art3mis254 In reply to nekogirl2004 [2016-05-01 21:59:52 +0000 UTC]

XD but wat about USA-chan tho?

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nekogirl2004 In reply to art3mis254 [2016-05-04 02:36:17 +0000 UTC]

Hmm.... I don't know. Who do you think?

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art3mis254 In reply to nekogirl2004 [2016-05-04 17:37:58 +0000 UTC]

Chibi America because USA!

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nekogirl2004 In reply to art3mis254 [2016-05-05 02:56:48 +0000 UTC]

XD Okay :3

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Ayamesu [2016-03-04 13:43:21 +0000 UTC]

"People only wanted money, something you would never inherit because you were the youngest. Your second lesson: you were not as important as you thought you were. You didn’t do so well in school. You started putting on some weight. Everyone seemed to be getting prettier and more successful, while you were, wasting away in front of your computer screen, reading fanfictions of your favorite anime characters."

THAT'S LITERALLY ALL TRUE
SO NOW I'M REALLY SURPRISED

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Narutoismyson In reply to Ayamesu [2016-05-08 06:59:50 +0000 UTC]

IKR

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AnimeAddictedFangirl [2015-06-19 18:43:39 +0000 UTC]

ERMERGERD! Mori was Sweden, Honey was Finland, Tamaki was France, The Twins were Romano and Italy, Haruhi was Japan, and Kyoya was Austria!! Yay!! X3

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AnimeGeekKatie In reply to AnimeAddictedFangirl [2016-06-15 18:10:56 +0000 UTC]

EVERYONE IS THINKING THE EXACT SAME THING OML

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AnimeAddictedFangirl In reply to AnimeGeekKatie [2016-06-20 01:37:04 +0000 UTC]

XD

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Fanficrazy In reply to AnimeAddictedFangirl [2015-08-09 15:12:59 +0000 UTC]

This is probably the most beautiful comment I've seen yet.

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AnimeAddictedFangirl In reply to Fanficrazy [2015-08-09 20:40:12 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! Thank you! -bows-

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AnimeAddictedFangirl In reply to Fanficrazy [2015-08-09 20:39:31 +0000 UTC]

XD XD -bows- Thabk you, Thank you.

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AuraLady [2015-03-06 15:37:02 +0000 UTC]

Gives a person something to think about...

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xXxPrincessBubblyxXx [2015-01-11 08:45:32 +0000 UTC]

First readerfic I ever read and I liked it *^*

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AnimeGeekKatie In reply to xXxPrincessBubblyxXx [2015-01-24 01:41:07 +0000 UTC]

THIS WAS YOUR FIRST FANFIC? Oh myyyyyyy dear lordie! YOU MIGHT WANNA GET A PILLOW, A HEATING PAD AND TISSUES. BE PREPARED TO: Hurt in your sides when the kissing scene or confessing scenes happen. Scream in your pillow when... -cough- things..-blush-, AND Be prepared to cry when HE dies. also be prepared to stare blanky at your screen when in some stries HE kills you. Yeah. That happens.

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xXxPrincessBubblyxXx In reply to AnimeGeekKatie [2015-01-24 02:24:19 +0000 UTC]

Actually... no

Before deviantart, I've been spending a lot of time in fanfiction.net. It's the first "READERfic" I've read because I don't really read those sutffs. But ordinary fanfics, yes, I do read them. Sorry if I sound kinda rude

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AnimeGeekKatie In reply to xXxPrincessBubblyxXx [2015-01-24 03:54:49 +0000 UTC]

OHHHHH.I see :3 And you weren't rude at all my dear ^.^

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xXxPrincessBubblyxXx In reply to AnimeGeekKatie [2015-01-24 04:13:35 +0000 UTC]

Nah~ haha
Oh, and WELCOME TO DA! (It says on your profile that you're a deviant for only two weeks )

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AnimeGeekKatie In reply to xXxPrincessBubblyxXx [2015-01-24 04:50:34 +0000 UTC]

LOL Actually Ive been with devian art since it started, but I maybe -cough- lost like...Oh I dunno, I stopped counting at 34.

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xXxPrincessBubblyxXx In reply to AnimeGeekKatie [2015-01-24 06:29:35 +0000 UTC]

Lol haha~
When did DA start anyway haha
I can't help but think that you're old now xD

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AnimeGeekKatie In reply to xXxPrincessBubblyxXx [2015-01-24 18:23:36 +0000 UTC]

Oh no I'm not xD I'm only 14 XDXDXDXDXDXXDXDXXDXDXD. It started back in 2006, I was little at the time, but I just went on it for the art, Then as I got older I liked anime, and realized they had fanfics on here xD

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xXxPrincessBubblyxXx In reply to AnimeGeekKatie [2015-02-02 12:00:37 +0000 UTC]

Lemme send you a note

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AnimeGeekKatie In reply to xXxPrincessBubblyxXx [2015-02-02 13:39:09 +0000 UTC]

Okie :3

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xXxPrincessBubblyxXx In reply to AnimeGeekKatie [2015-01-25 02:09:06 +0000 UTC]

Dang, gurl~ (I'm just assuming that you're a girl xD)
So you like started at age... 6 years old? Haha, wow xD
You're ultimate! I also started going to the internet at that age too, but not that much haha. Just going through sites here and there.

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AnimeGeekKatie In reply to xXxPrincessBubblyxXx [2015-01-25 04:02:01 +0000 UTC]

LOL XD I learned how to use a a computer at 4 so yeah xD (And yes Last time I checked, I am 100% girl.)

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xXxPrincessBubblyxXx In reply to AnimeGeekKatie [2015-01-25 04:13:35 +0000 UTC]

Wow, so pro~ You must be so techy then

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AnimeGeekKatie In reply to xXxPrincessBubblyxXx [2015-01-25 04:37:31 +0000 UTC]

XD Yes I am, all my classmates go: KATIE~ MY COMPUTERS N- Me: Bring it over here. XD Thats basically my life.

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xXxPrincessBubblyxXx In reply to AnimeGeekKatie [2015-01-25 04:52:46 +0000 UTC]

Haha xD I wish I know somebody like you irl~ (Not that my coumputers broken or anything *cough**cough?*)
Does it sometimes annoy you haha

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AnimeGeekKatie In reply to xXxPrincessBubblyxXx [2015-01-25 07:25:27 +0000 UTC]

Eh, sometimes, if it's ike really stupid, like this one guy was like: MY COMPUTER SCREEN WENT BLACK HELP! I pressed the "on" button and the computer...turned on and I was like 7-7 really?

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xXxPrincessBubblyxXx In reply to AnimeGeekKatie [2015-01-25 10:21:35 +0000 UTC]

haha, it's hard to believe that that actually happened xD

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AnimeGeekKatie In reply to xXxPrincessBubblyxXx [2015-01-25 20:49:34 +0000 UTC]

OH It happened xD I was just like: I AM SURROUNDED BY    If you catch my drift xD

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xXxPrincessBubblyxXx In reply to AnimeGeekKatie [2015-01-27 14:33:34 +0000 UTC]

haha xD I understand what you mean~

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AnimeGeekKatie In reply to xXxPrincessBubblyxXx [2015-01-28 23:52:11 +0000 UTC]

XDXDXDXD My entire class is idiotic, which is odd since I go to a private school.

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xXxPrincessBubblyxXx In reply to AnimeGeekKatie [2015-01-30 08:05:54 +0000 UTC]

Haha xD
I'm starting to think that every private school is like that :3
I go to one and it's also like that here~
Wish it was as lively as OHSHC though xD

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AnimeGeekKatie In reply to xXxPrincessBubblyxXx [2015-01-31 20:56:31 +0000 UTC]

XD Yeah my private school is like Native American only, and you have to be smart, and its REALLY BIG. The first day I got stuck in the elevator and panicked. XD MY SCHOOL ISNT OHSHC BUT ITS PRETTY FRIGGIN CLOSE.

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xXxPrincessBubblyxXx In reply to AnimeGeekKatie [2015-02-01 13:39:11 +0000 UTC]

My school is also like that! (Not american though)
My plan:
Step 1. Stay in one place to avoid getting lost.
Step 2. Fail tremendously xD

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