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loreleft27 In reply to SrTw [2015-01-26 20:32:22 +0000 UTC]

thank you Dave thank you so very very much... its been a few years i reckon one of these days centurylink will catch up with this century hahahahhaa and give me more upload speed

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SrTw In reply to loreleft27 [2015-02-13 16:33:00 +0000 UTC]

Hope they do, and quickly! 
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loreleft27 In reply to Kimi-Parks [2015-01-06 21:08:45 +0000 UTC]

well a plus or minus a few years ....well i tell ya i wish i could get faster internet though right now the fastest speed in my home area is 1.5 mbps (centurylink) with a speed test showing .45 its so slow i have to find other thngs to mess with while things upload its enough to make you cry..that and i finally decided that gimp is not going to cooperate with me so i deleted it and switched back to 2.6 ...the 2.8 version will shut itself down whenever it feels like it so ive been feeling really crappy computer wise here in the last few months not capable of getting anything done..

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Kimi-Parks In reply to loreleft27 [2015-01-07 02:38:32 +0000 UTC]

Awww I have been trying so hard to finish up all my little projects that the important ones aren't getting done as fast as I'd like them to. I can't seem to change that behavior though so hopefully I can finish those soon and then have nothing but time for the big stuff.

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loreleft27 In reply to Kimi-Parks [2015-01-09 18:38:08 +0000 UTC]

tell you the truth kimi  i havent been myself..its not just internet problems..ive got a major problem here. my home life has got a fork in it...i either take the road that will lead to complete freedom just by myself but with all the bills and hassles of people that have no where to go or even a car ...or i can take the other road which will allow me to stay at home and take all kinds of crap but no bills other than what im paying now the easy road is the most abusive but least expensive and not entirely hassle free but the other road is well got 3-4 extra jobs to pay for things that im gonna be needing and total utter freedom...but both roads suck...bigtime

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Kimi-Parks In reply to loreleft27 [2015-01-10 03:16:25 +0000 UTC]

I haven't gotten to that point yet but I probably will by this time next year: deciding whether I want to "settle down" because it's the safe and familiar thing to do or have to try to fight for independence all over again. I have no idea.... I hope that relative you told me my character Ephram reminds you of doesn't have anything to do with this. He sounds like a real loser.

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loreleft27 In reply to Kimi-Parks [2015-01-26 16:47:22 +0000 UTC]

ooh  no even though the relative is the loser..if i had any words to say at all to kids these days it would be to stay the H*** away from relationships i dont know if there is something in the water or what making men stupid.......my situation has cleared now i had to pass through a fork in the road and well i took the darn easy way out...which means i can stay here at home for a while...all i can say is that was unnecessary and very painful but it would have been painful going down either road too..

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Kimi-Parks In reply to loreleft27 [2015-01-27 02:25:26 +0000 UTC]

hahahaha Well at least you aren't complaining that relationships are just now getting to be bad like a lot of people my age are. I get annoyed when people my age and younger are like "I wish dating could go back to the way it was in the 50's" and other time periods they didn't live in. Sometimes if I get annoyed enough I'll comment on it and be like "So you're saying you want to go back to a time when date rape was acceptable and even encouraged?" I have at least listened to enough old people's stories to know the past was not as romanticized as popular movies make it seem.

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loreleft27 In reply to Kimi-Parks [2015-12-14 05:14:43 +0000 UTC]

well nobody seems to understand that people do change and its not always for the better..sometimes you can stay with someone long enough that you wouldnt even know or realize if the other person was manipulative or abusive...i am slowly waking up...and there may be an ending point dont want it too but sometimes whoever is in charge upstairs removes people from your lives simply because they are toxic...how long it must have taken me to realize this

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Kimi-Parks In reply to loreleft27 [2015-12-16 04:03:58 +0000 UTC]

YES. That is basically what happened to me when I was with that guy I almost married. Everyone saw what he was turning into, but I just couldn't. I thought he was the same person he always was and he would just get over it and change back. But no. That's not how it goes. It actually took another guy to convince me to end the relationship. That one didn't work out either because he cared more about himself than anyone else, but at least I realized there was a problem and finally got out of it before it got worse.

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loreleft27 In reply to Kimi-Parks [2016-02-06 08:17:39 +0000 UTC]

we keep hope alive till its too late...sigh...i unfortunately still have hope

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Kimi-Parks In reply to loreleft27 [2016-02-12 04:41:41 +0000 UTC]

It's a good and bad thing. Usually bad for me though.

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