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Published: 2016-10-31 15:21:51 +0000 UTC; Views: 3815; Favourites: 226; Downloads: 91
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Software used: Apophysis If you did not see my last week's upload and my latest journal post, please do catch up on these if you want to know what's going on with me these days. The artwork theme is a mirror of my life right now, there's so much stuff happening that I almost can't keep up. I just stumble on and on in a haze, or in a queer state of detachment, thinking "this is somebody else's life I'm forced to witness". Things are falling apart and are being reconstructed again. Please. Do not read this as a depressive post. Think of me as being in the middle of a jump over an abyss. Of course I'm all scared and dramatic about it but it will pass. I just have to move on, take time to readjust my lifestyle. Deconstruct and reconstruct my mindset and habits, that's all.
On the very literal topic of construction, I'm also in the process of moving into a brand new (and totally ours, if you overlook the minor issue of mortgage) apartment with my brand new hubs. It will take about a month to actually move in because kitchen is just being constructed, plus we have to assemble all the ikea stuff like bed and tables. So there's a lot to be done yet, lots of "real world" stuff to worry about. Which is kinda good thing, keeps me occupied. One worry pretty much erases the other worry, I guess.
Thank you for all favourites, comments, critiques and devwatches! 
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Comments: 34
You're fractals are very soothing to look at, I love them!
Keep up the good work!
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Thank you for your support
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Yeah I totally enjoyed really looking closely at a lot of your artworks would love to be friends with someone amazing like you too bad you're so popular 
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Popular? Hardly 
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Responded in a note, so I don't clutter your comments 
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Very simple but elegant. Do your best to keep things simple as you go forward. Taking it one day at a time makes things much more manageable, rather than looking at the coming future as one giant unmanageable crisis. You got this. Keep up the good work!
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Thank you for your support! I'm trying. It's hard these days because the bad stuff tends to come all at once, like all is okay one day and the next several things at once go to crap
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When you create the deviation just right, the deviation goes into the "Just Plain Awesome" category.
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Thank you, you're too kind!
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This is very interesting a looks mysterious~
Nice color it has.
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Thank you
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This is so very beautiful, I love the colors! Great job! Thanks for submitting to the group, much appreciated.
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"To create.
To recreate.
To create.
To recreate.
Have I become a God?
I have been called much worse.
Secretly that title makes me feel comfortable."
Between the Buried and Me - Augment of Rebirth (from Parallax I: Hypersleep Dialogues)
Felt that was fitting.
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Interesting, not that I think of myself as God but indeed I think that each person has power to create and recreate their life, to continually make their own fate.
Judging by the lyrics, that could possibly be my kind of band, I'll try and listen to that song
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Awesome! The Parallax saga as a whole I find a masterpiece of lyricism.
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Dost se mi líbí jak si použila ty pixely jako efekt.
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Dík
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Dalo se čekat. Ale znovu přeci jen to nejjednodušší vykouzlí to nejhezčí..
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