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I apologize to you all if my posts are very scattered lately and upcoming. I’m going to try to be in the real world a bit more than I have been lately, but I’ll be back! <3

You don’t have to like this drawing. You can love this drawing. It can be… whatever you want it to be. But although super quick to make and extremely messy, this drawing is a lot to me. And I’m about to hide a lot in the description of some meaningless drawing.
This is a girl. She’s stuck inside on a rainy day. She looks… nothing like me, but this is somewhat of how I’ve felt lately. And I wanted to express it a little bit in a drawing, just to get it off of my chest. Maybe if you read my most recent poem, you picked up on it a little. Maybe not. I don’t really mind either way.
Let me explain a few things here. You can go, if you would like, or simply choose to enjoy the drawing without the backstory. Whatever floats your boats <3
- To start, the girl is in pink. The tops I sleep in are mostly pink. And based on the title, you might guess what I’m about to say next. They’ve been basically all I have been wearing for the past… year and a half. I didn’t go out much at all, so I didn’t really bother changing much. Or, when I did, to clean my clothes or shower, I would simply put on another pink t-shirt.

- Secondly, her hair is a mash of colors. This is for a couple of reasons. Firstly, you, here online, don’t know what I look like. I could be a mash in your heads, for all I know. And I enjoy that. It’s fun, in a way. But secondly, it’s because I’ve been feeling a lot of impulses lately, such as the sudden urge to dye my hair. I realized it’s because I’m dying for a change.

- It’s raining. She’s tense. She’s staring into the rain, feeling tense. I, personally, adore the rain. But recently, my head’s been very, say, foggy, and I’ve been really stuck inside of it. I don’t know what, exactly, is causing it. Life is very good. I’ve just been… stuck in there, I suppose.
- She has dark circles. This probably won’t come as a shocker to most of you, but for as little as I tend to share about myself online, those of you that have been around for a while will know that sleep and I are not the best of friends. And while I improved it a lot from what it once was, this year was not the best for my companionship with Mr. Sleep. And lately, I’ve been doing some things that aren’t the best of help to that.
- Her nose is bleeding. This… is actually extremely relevant. Over the past two days, my building, unnecessary stress has been affecting me physically. I got sick (nothing serious), and while I’m recovering now, I’ve gotten horrible nosebleeds. This used to happen to me a lot in the past. On the days where I could have been doing better. I don’t know why it’s all happening again, out of seemingly nowhere.

This really is such a simple drawing. I barely even put any thought into it until I looked it over again once it was done and realized I was reflecting. There’s no need to worry, though. I’ll be alright, as I always am. As the title implies… I just need to go outside <: )
Thank you all for sticking around with me. Especially lately, it means a lot. You all are great, and you’re one of the many things that make me happy <3

I’m not quite sure what’s driving me to write all of this right now. Maybe the knowledge that not many people will actually end up reading it… XD
As I said, I’m alright. Thank you if you did read. You’re one of the good ones, and why I even bother with this website sometimes haha.

Oh, and since I found out 22igelfuso apparently reads my descriptions sometimes (totally not nerve wrecking at all), if you’re reading this… hi. You’re, like… the best. And I honestly love you a ton, even if the words themselves don’t seem to mean much. You’re one of the only driving forces that gets me out of bed in the morning, and I really don’t care who knows it, ‘cuz you’re just that good. I can’t wait to see where the future brings you someday. And if I get to come along for that ride… well, that’d be pretty cool
P.S, the songs you showed me slap. I’m listening to some of them now.

I apologize to you all if my posts are very scattered lately and upcoming. I’m going to try to be in the real world a bit more than I have been lately, but I’ll be back! <3

See you all in the future, LS12 out <3

4 July 2021

Description

I apologize to you all if my posts are very scattered lately and upcoming. I’m going to try to be in the real world a bit more than I have been lately, but I’ll be back! <3

You don’t have to like this drawing. You can love this drawing. It can be… whatever you want it to be. But although super quick to make and extremely messy, this drawing is a lot to me. And I’m about to hide a lot in the description of some meaningless drawing.
This is a girl. She’s stuck inside on a rainy day. She looks… nothing like me, but this is somewhat of how I’ve felt lately. And I wanted to express it a little bit in a drawing, just to get it off of my chest. Maybe if you read my most recent poem, you picked up on it a little. Maybe not. I don’t really mind either way.
Let me explain a few things here. You can go, if you would like, or simply choose to enjoy the drawing without the backstory. Whatever floats your boats <3
- To start, the girl is in pink. The tops I sleep in are mostly pink. And based on the title, you might guess what I’m about to say next. They’ve been basically all I have been wearing for the past… year and a half. I didn’t go out much at all, so I didn’t really bother changing much. Or, when I did, to clean my clothes or shower, I would simply put on another pink t-shirt.

- Secondly, her hair is a mash of colors. This is for a couple of reasons. Firstly, you, here online, don’t know what I look like. I could be a mash in your heads, for all I know. And I enjoy that. It’s fun, in a way. But secondly, it’s because I’ve been feeling a lot of impulses lately, such as the sudden urge to dye my hair. I realized it’s because I’m dying for a change.

- It’s raining. She’s tense. She’s staring into the rain, feeling tense. I, personally, adore the rain. But recently, my head’s been very, say, foggy, and I’ve been really stuck inside of it. I don’t know what, exactly, is causing it. Life is very good. I’ve just been… stuck in there, I suppose.
- She has dark circles. This probably won’t come as a shocker to most of you, but for as little as I tend to share about myself online, those of you that have been around for a while will know that sleep and I are not the best of friends. And while I improved it a lot from what it once was, this year was not the best for my companionship with Mr. Sleep. And lately, I’ve been doing some things that aren’t the best of help to that.
- Her nose is bleeding. This… is actually extremely relevant. Over the past two days, my building, unnecessary stress has been affecting me physically. I got sick (nothing serious), and while I’m recovering now, I’ve gotten horrible nosebleeds. This used to happen to me a lot in the past. On the days where I could have been doing better. I don’t know why it’s all happening again, out of seemingly nowhere.

This really is such a simple drawing. I barely even put any thought into it until I looked it over again once it was done and realized I was reflecting. There’s no need to worry, though. I’ll be alright, as I always am. As the title implies… I just need to go outside <: )
Thank you all for sticking around with me. Especially lately, it means a lot. You all are great, and you’re one of the many things that make me happy <3

I’m not quite sure what’s driving me to write all of this right now. Maybe the knowledge that not many people will actually end up reading it… XD
As I said, I’m alright. Thank you if you did read. You’re one of the good ones, and why I even bother with this website sometimes haha.

Oh, and since I found out 22igelfuso apparently reads my descriptions sometimes (totally not nerve wrecking at all), if you’re reading this… hi. You’re, like… the best. And I honestly love you a ton, even if the words themselves don’t seem to mean much. You’re one of the only driving forces that gets me out of bed in the morning, and I really don’t care who knows it, ‘cuz you’re just that good. I can’t wait to see where the future brings you someday. And if I get to come along for that ride… well, that’d be pretty cool
P.S, the songs you showed me slap. I’m listening to some of them now.

I apologize to you all if my posts are very scattered lately and upcoming. I’m going to try to be in the real world a bit more than I have been lately, but I’ll be back! <3

See you all in the future, LS12 out <3

4 July 2021