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MADD-MODD In reply to Dollwoman [2018-09-06 14:15:31 +0000 UTC]

not only did you go through my gallery, but you even went and favorite'd one of my (what I consider) worst deviations AND left a comment...I think I love you 

But in all seriousness thank you, you don't understand how much this actually means to me Whenever an artist I love acknowledges my work I know I shouldn't get too crazy happy, but I just can't help it! I'm gonna have a smile on my face the whole day now

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Dollwoman In reply to MADD-MODD [2018-09-06 14:20:23 +0000 UTC]

Dude this is fucking adorable. XD I think I can relate to you pretty well. Feels like a lot of artists I love barely interact with folk outside of their circles. They seem kind of cold and distant but I understand they’re probably too busy to pay attention to every one of us smaller artists.
But seriously, I love seeing people stuff, gonna give you a watch for more!

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MADD-MODD In reply to Dollwoman [2018-09-06 14:38:41 +0000 UTC]

Well would you look at that you're my 20th watcher! It feels so strange, when I started out I didn't really think much of myself. I was always the one on the sidelines looking in like something out of early Naruto and even then It's still so little in the grand scheme of things, but I can't help get excited over it!

That's another thing, I always felt like bigger artists are like too, but I feel like it's just their schedule, being big time means sacrificing big time so they don't have much time to spend on the small fry, but that's my DA dream I suppose, to be a big fry and make it into these circles I've looked in on all this time, but also give each and every little guy the time of day you know? I want my personality to say All Might/Deku, but my work to say Midnight.

I wanted to give you fair warning though, I am for the most part an NSFW artist, I do post SFW stuff on occasion and most of that old stuff is there because it was made before I made the big decision so if you're uncomfortable with that I won't hold grudge if you unwatch...

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Dollwoman In reply to MADD-MODD [2018-09-06 15:16:54 +0000 UTC]

Same here. I always want to be able to make time for everyone. Long as Im doing something that is entertaining for me and others I am 100 percent satisfied. I dont need to be one of those top dog artists to do this.
Its fine. I am okay with NSFW. Kind of on the edge of attempting it myself mostly for the anatomy practice. Those NSFW artists have the best anatomy drawings I swear.

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MADD-MODD In reply to Dollwoman [2018-09-06 15:35:14 +0000 UTC]

I've always wanted to be a good artist and enjoy what I do, 8 years of wishing and hoping, (you remember? I said I threw away my old stuff cause I wasn't confident enough in it and that wasn't just old OC abominations that was stuff like old sketchbooks and drawings I made in order to start learning and practicing, but always ended up giving up on cause I thought I just didn't have what it took.) and I think now that I've started to get my feet wet I just can't help, but aim for the top, bit of a left over bright eyed-ness, I think one I get out of this art funk I've been having and start seeing the good in my stuff I'll be able to slow down and enjoy the process a bit more you know?

and about anatomy? You're telling me! I gave myself a month to really lock down and get back to basics and that meant learning anatomy and this stuff is crazy! I was learning from this one guy called Mikeymegamega on youtube (who I'm not sure if he has a DA or not) and he knows his stuff inside and out (and I mean that in the most literal sense). I've learned a whole heck of allot, but the application seems to be what's choking me up the most, it just comes with practice I suppose, but my brain being scrambled eggs right now doesn't do me any favors heh... currently trying to take the style of Ken Sugimori and apply anatomy and proportion and sexyness to it, but it might have been a harder undertaking than I thought.

I would have sent all this stuff in notes as that's what I usually do to not clutter up anyone's comment section, but hey this is my deviation on my page buried about as far down as I can get it to go so whatever. and hey, again, thanks for talking with me.

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Dollwoman In reply to MADD-MODD [2018-09-06 18:03:51 +0000 UTC]

Mikeymegamega is amazing. I would love to understand anatomy on that sort of level, inside or out. I feel so limited sometimes. I have the very basics down I think but when I want to draw at some weird dynamic angle I can draw myself into a corner where I cant figure out where to continue. Like Ill have to leave something half finished cause the angle is too complicated for me.

Notes are fine by me if you ever want to talk there. Im at work at the moment so my responses are gonna be brief like this. >< 5 more hours to go.

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