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I hate the beating of my heart. When i tried my first suicide, my heart was beating very loud, because of the anti-depressiva (i wanted to kill myself with anti-depressiva-pills) i gulped down that day ... i came into hospital ... it was beating and beating so damn loud, a lot of days after that ... since that time i hate my heart, i hate that damn beating. sometimes when i'm exited, it's beating the same way like then.
when i drew this pic, my heart was beating like that again. i was so damn angry so i decided to let out that hatred. and that's it.
Maybe you all won't like it. but it's telling a whole life story, this pic is about suicide, hatred, and this damn feeling that's called live ...

it's fully drawn in MS Paint. i always prefer simple tools and pixelshading. it took me 4 or 5 hours i think.
By the way, the girl in this pic is showing myself, in a kind of strange way ...

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I hate the beating of my heart. When i tried my first suicide, my heart was beating very loud, because of the anti-depressiva (i wanted to kill myself with anti-depressiva-pills) i gulped down that day ... i came into hospital ... it was beating and beating so damn loud, a lot of days after that ... since that time i hate my heart, i hate that damn beating. sometimes when i'm exited, it's beating the same way like then.
when i drew this pic, my heart was beating like that again. i was so damn angry so i decided to let out that hatred. and that's it.
Maybe you all won't like it. but it's telling a whole life story, this pic is about suicide, hatred, and this damn feeling that's called live ...

it's fully drawn in MS Paint. i always prefer simple tools and pixelshading. it took me 4 or 5 hours i think.
By the way, the girl in this pic is showing myself, in a kind of strange way ...