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marilynsalterego — wrong.. even on the outside...
Published: 2004-07-02 02:23:57 +0000 UTC; Views: 206; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 28
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although the smile crosses my lips forcefully - drowning the pain and hiding the anger - life around me flashes quickly by..... i'm a temporary passenger in a messed up place. why don't i feel like i fit in.....Related content
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of course I do! you can borrow that one! only on one condition though. You have to let me share it with ya! I get one cup, you get the other! we'll work as two and.... well, you get the picture. ~wiggles my eyebrows atcha~
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i love cups and i love sharing too. ~winks at'er~
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~eyes him suspiciously~ whats wrong with yer eye bub?? got sumthin' in it?
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~peels her tongue off it and then takes it out to prove that it is nothing more than a jaw-breaker candy~
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~wipes the sweat from her brow~ shew! thank God!! thought it was something perverted!! ~laughing hysterically~
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~nothing perverted here...puts away the perverted version of the jaw breaker candy~
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~eyes him suspiciously~
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~eyes her suspiciously as she eyes him~ yea.....what?
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yeah... yourself.. thats what.... ~laughs~
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~laughs~ yea...myself! would you like to come by my place sometime? ~pointing down the street~ i got the best spot just under that bridge.
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~shakes her head no smugly~ oh no no no! i never go to that side of town... its to seeeeedy for me. and i'm innocent! innocent, i tell ya!!
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i love cups and i love sharing too. ~winks at'er~
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love... there's a concept worth laughing at. ~falls outta m'chair and hits m'head~
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i meant olive cups...how does that sound. ~falls down on the floor next to her like a cornball~
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remembering the mantra in ma head, " There is no I in TEAM."
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:smile: I thought so.... You are good together
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:smile: you're welcome
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wait a minute... you two who??
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knowing the confusion in her head is slowly seeping out
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You and "seednumb" when you write to each other on the comments part of this pic....
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~laughing~ ahh I see. actually we have never met. so no! to answer your question we aren't a team and if I'm not mistaken we live on seperate coasts.
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I was just curious...... I loved your back and forth converstaions....... was interesting
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I said no to drugs. but they wouldn't listen.
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You know what you are... you are a beautiful person who has unfairly had to deal with all the crap the world has thrown at you. There is nothing wrong with you but there is something wrong with society for making a wonderful person such as yourself feel down... shame on society. You have a very nice and warm smile even though it's hiding all the pain you feel.
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~blushing excessively....~ well do YOU know what YOU are?? You are even more beautiful than I could even pretend to be!! There has always been something wrong with our society... ~sighs~ unfortunately some of us thrive in it and some of us just try to make it through the rest of the day.....
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well....most of us arnt driving down the street in the back of a car, resting our arm on a dead body like an arm rest. you have nice teeth ~attempting to make her feel better but not even coming close~ your hair is shorter, is this an older picture or is that the length of your hair? it seemed longer in the other pictures even though you had it up.
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its true.... this picture was a few years ago... before the stench started getting to me... 
thank you... )for the teeth compliment, they're not really mine though...(
I just pulled this picture out of hiding..... I was hesitant about posting it before - I felt like it might reveal to much about me... but in the end I decided... what the hell...
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the walls of the asylum bleed as she tears at the door to relieve the suffering
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why would it reveal to much about you....so you kill people as a side job...thats ok. ~trying to smile at the thought of finding out hes been typing a real murderer~ no, really, why would it? if you dont mind me asking. and is the stench of someone who is living around you, at least that is what i gather or have gathered over time?
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he touches his hand to the wall of his prison and it is cold, slick with tissues and blood of the ones who came to be here before him, that suffocated alone and mad, now he awaits this inevitability.
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I don't know exactly... I just feel like this sort of picture gives to much away... maybe its the fact that you can see more than just bits and pieces of me at a time..... I can't explain it to you really.... I just feel like the parts of me individually are more valuable than the sum of my parts.... ya know whut I mean? ~loooking at you all hopefully and stuff~
the stench comes from a combination of both.... the festering pit of my own selfishness and indiscretions and those of the people closest to me..... constantly I fight the battle within and constantly I lose the fight.... but fall into sleeplessness at night knowing the battle was a good one....
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her hand aches as she traces the chalkie outline where a doorway once stood... the orbs of yesterlights souls swim freely around her head.... the floor hits her hard on the way down...
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ahh indescretions, they are difficult to hold or take control of but impossible to do through someone else.
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and if we held the ability to do them through others... they wouldn't be quite as much fun.... ~swoons~ I do so love the things I do secretly.... when not much else is watching....
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i hear that. ~smiling a bit more than he should be, maybe~
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~smiling back... thinking about it all inside her head...~
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he sits also and thinks about it some more, almost dreaming entirely of it for some time, then swerves back onto the road.
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~seeing the elk stop dead in her tracks watching in horror as the lights come right at her.. .but finally turn away..~
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~a dung beetle flies behind the elk~ i love nights like this.
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~swoons and takes another hit~ yeah. me too....
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eeewwwwww. ok...i will give it a try.
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~grinning cause I finally brought you over... over to the dark side...~
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i think i like this dark side thing.
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~wringing my hands.... and grinning wide~
ahh yes baby.... ahh yes.. the dark side wants you!!
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i know what you mean. i was hesitant to put up certain pictures but i did. there were some i thought about puting up but decided not to, they are to revealing, lol.the whole is always far more valuable than the parts, what the hell am i supposed to do with an arm!
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yeah, I have some that I just flat out refuse to put up... maybe someday I'll change my mind and slap them up there.... but probably not.... I want to be seen as I truly am.... and I think that some pictures may cloud that for the people who don't pretend to know me.... 
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~holds his arm out, eager to see what she has in store for it
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looking at her with his eyes wide open, thinking: i love this arm thing.
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~looking at him, looking at her... thinking... man! what a pervert... I like him...~
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looking at her look at him while he looks at her and thinking~ this is exciting, more, more?
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