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So here it is, finished!I thought this would came out a little better, but still :/ I can say my scanner sucks and that it is a bit better!
Anyway let me share you with you my story and why this drawing was important for me.
It may contain spoiler, you know what to do.
So, while playing Assassin's Creed 3 I found myself a little in Connor.
I have a similar relationship with my father.
I have never met him. I know who he is and everything but I have never met him.
He left my mother when he knew she was expecting me and he never ever asked anything about me.
I always say that I don't care much about it and a part of me really doesn't care.
But I'm starting to feel that I'm missing something.
I will never know what it's like to have a father that loves you. Even the words father or dad are weird to me.
But, still, I do not hate him. He's still my father, isn't he?
As time passes I know find it really hard to share my feelings, I'm scared that people will leave me again, forget about me.
This is the main reason why I wanted to draw those two. Connor doesn't trust his father, but I think that after all that happened he cannot hate him. He hoped that things could get better. I really hope for them to reunite and the end just broke my heart.
I'm sorry for this long description but since art is self expression I wanted to tell you a bit more about me and this drawing.
I hope you will like it even thought it is not as good as I hoped it would have been.
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to ??? [2012-11-25 13:33:23 +0000 UTC]
Me too! ;_; I just wanted to see them together more!
Thank you very much ^^
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MehranPersia [2012-11-24 20:20:37 +0000 UTC]
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GinevraInLove [2012-11-24 18:19:06 +0000 UTC]
Sei stata piรน che coraggiosa a condividere la tua storia...io la conoscevo giร , mi ricordo ancora quando me ne parlasti. Posso immaginare come tu ti sia sentita a ripercorrere la storia di Connor...
Un abbraccio, tata. Dal profondo del mio cuore. :hugplz:
BTW, passiamo al disegno...che come al solito lascia senza parole. I dettagli negli abiti, le ombre, le sfumature...รจ tutto fantastico. L'unica cosa che non mi piace molto รจ il volto di Haytham ma devo dire che comunque rispecchia molto la versione videoludica, probabilmente sono io a non esserci abituata
Aaaaaah, l'invidia! Eppure boh, mi sento orgogliosa a vedere tanta gente che ti commenta le immagini l'amica che dava volto alle mie fantasie รจ cresciuta e ora รจ una disegnatrice di talento!
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to GinevraInLove [2012-11-25 13:29:54 +0000 UTC]
Grazie infinite tata, per tutto ti abbraccio tanto anche io
sai che sinceramente non convince nemmeno me? L'ho dovuto rifare un sacco di volte e ancora non sono riuscita a inquadrare bene cos'รจ che lo rende strano.. grazie mille per avermelo detto, ora mi concentrerรฒ di piรน su di lui cosรฌ potrรฒ migliorarlo u.u
Aww oddio, grazie non sai quanto le tue parole mi facciano piacere ;w; sono contentissima che pensi questo ;w; sappi che io sono qua che aspetto con ansia di assistere ai tuoi successi
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GinevraInLove In reply to MartinaBelliMB [2012-11-25 15:51:14 +0000 UTC]
Che arriveranno tardi ma arriveranno...davvero.
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to GinevraInLove [2012-11-25 18:48:48 +0000 UTC]
Arriveranno prima di quanto pensi u.u
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JesseDraws [2012-11-18 16:59:48 +0000 UTC]
Wow, that's touchy.
I like your drawings, and the fact that it has such a great meaning for you makes them even more beautiful!
Great Job!
And I hope things will work out between you and your dad if you ever meet him.
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to JesseDraws [2012-11-20 16:20:45 +0000 UTC]
Thank you very much I really appreciate it ^^
Thank you I hope that too
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ArtemisiaSando [2012-11-16 06:52:34 +0000 UTC]
Ah, ma allora sei italiana! E io che continuavo a parlarti in inglese XD comunque ora che รจ finito mi piace ancora di piรน ^-^
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to ArtemisiaSando [2012-11-16 17:46:11 +0000 UTC]
ah, cavoli anche a me capita sempre! ahaha xD
Grazie infinite ^^
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catiebugg8 [2012-11-15 22:23:51 +0000 UTC]
WAH, their facial expressions are perfect. X3 And, that's beautiful, in a way, of that connection you have. It adds even more detail to this drawing. Wonderful work, and I do hope everything goes well with your father, whether you meet him or not. Nice job. ^^
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to catiebugg8 [2012-11-15 22:27:34 +0000 UTC]
Thank you very much, really ^^
I hope that too, thank you again
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queen-of-olympus [2012-11-15 20:45:22 +0000 UTC]
I'm adopted, and I would not trade my adopted family for the world, but I'm curious as to why my parents aren't asking where I am, or if they ever got together (They weren't married and my Father left my Mother) and I wonder if I have siblings or half siblings...
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to queen-of-olympus [2012-11-15 22:13:23 +0000 UTC]
I think I'll never be able to understand what it's like, but I always wonder if I have half siblings or what would have been like if my father stayed..
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queen-of-olympus In reply to MartinaBelliMB [2012-11-15 22:18:22 +0000 UTC]
Yeah I understand.
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Lanzio [2012-11-15 19:38:16 +0000 UTC]
This drawing turns me very sad, but so beautifuly drown
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to Lanzio [2012-11-15 22:13:33 +0000 UTC]
Thank you very much ^^
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xkelbix [2012-11-15 19:34:30 +0000 UTC]
aww so cute! Haytham was a bit softer with his son than other people and you could see that he really cared but he was so strong in his beliefs as was connor. You could tell connor cared too because he wanted them to unite but he had such a grudge against charles lee and haytham worked with him i think thats what ruined it in the end. Shame that, just think how things would have been if they united.
When it comes to the father relationship i cant say i know exactly how you feel but its similar. My dad lives in the same town and speaks to me sometimes but not very often. He has my mobile number but doesnt phone me and i dont phone him because why should i make the effort if he doesnt? when i do see him neither of us know what to say. sometimes when i say something i get the impression he doesnt care but i think its more he doesnt know what to say because he hasnt really been in my life so he doesnt know me. so im in a similar situation.
As for your art i think its amazing. They both look brilliant and the expressions and shading is very well done. Also the hand on connors shoulder is really touching
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to xkelbix [2012-11-15 22:26:17 +0000 UTC]
Yeah, exactly. Connor began to hesitate when they worked together, I really thought things could go well, for once. Ubisoft made it again, unfortunately.
God, I'm sorry.. I don't really know what to say.. even if we're not in the same situation I understand and it sucks I send you a big hug I'm sorry I can't say or do something more..
thank you very much I really appreciate that!
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xkelbix In reply to MartinaBelliMB [2012-11-15 23:07:54 +0000 UTC]
I was really hoping they would continue to work together. I sorta had a feeling Haytham would have to die otherwise the present day wouldnt be so shit, but i was hoping charles would kill him because he became power mad or something, just so haytham could be the good guy lol
no problem and thanks, sometimes it upsets me that my own dad doesnt really speak to me, i mean he doesnt ignore me when i speak to him but he doesnt exactly start a conversation and its really awkward. the thing that annoys me about that is that last year ago my mum had a heart attack and i was terrified but i didnt turn to my dad. thank god my mum is alright but if something was to happen to her my dad would be my only parent and if i couldnt turn to him then thats not a good sign. Sure i have other people in my life to turn to but you need both your parents in your life........ok im going on a bit, sorry bout that.
And no problem and keep up the awesome work, i hope you draw more of Haytham
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to xkelbix [2012-11-16 17:57:44 +0000 UTC]
Oh god, me too!
I knew it something bad was gonna happen but still I kept on hoping on an "happy ending".
You're so right, that could have happened! xD
Oh my god, I'm glad your mom is alright now! No need to be sorry, really, sometimes talking about this things, even with people you don't know can really help. Just know that, whenever you need to talk to someone I'll be here and glad to listen to you, don't mind contact me if you need it!
Anyway, I'd only have my grandma if something would happen to my mom, I always think about that.
I have an aunt but we're so different. I love her and my cousins, of course, but we're too different, and in a way I've always been considered the weird one..
I surely will ^^
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xkelbix In reply to MartinaBelliMB [2012-11-16 18:05:59 +0000 UTC]
It would have been a way better ending.
Thanks, yeah i find it easier speaking to people like this than facing someone i know because its quite awkward and thanks
Yay more Haytham!
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to xkelbix [2012-11-16 18:11:57 +0000 UTC]
Yeah, for sure!
aww I know, it's way harder!
no problem at all ^^
YESS!
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AzusaHayashi [2012-11-15 18:17:02 +0000 UTC]
I'm touched by this detail.........I'm sure they love each other,but either of them knows how to show the true feelings in their hearts............
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to AzusaHayashi [2012-11-15 18:26:51 +0000 UTC]
It is really hard to show your feelings when you have been betrayed by someone who's really important to you..
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AzusaHayashi In reply to MartinaBelliMB [2012-11-15 19:19:15 +0000 UTC]
Connor never knows about how to treat haytham like a father ,all he knows is that he's an enemy........and he must kill him.........but when the same thing happens on to haytham,that means the tragedy is their only destiny..........they can't turn back any more.............
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to AzusaHayashi [2012-11-15 22:06:41 +0000 UTC]
This really saddens me..
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AzusaHayashi In reply to MartinaBelliMB [2012-11-16 14:02:28 +0000 UTC]
so do I...............
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Thorn-Publications [2012-11-15 17:48:14 +0000 UTC]
Oh my gosh! I love this! I love the detail in the faces! I could tell when these two met up that there is a part in Connor that he seems to wish for a relationship with his father as well as Haytham desires with his son. It's sad they are torn apart because they need to kill each other. So I"m very glad that you have presented those subtle wantings. But I have to say, if the family had survived, their reunions would be chaotic.
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to Thorn-Publications [2012-11-15 17:51:26 +0000 UTC]
Thank you very much! ^^
I agree with you, like I said before I really hoped for them to reunite, It was so sad the ending!
and yes, it would definitely be chaotic! ahaha ^^
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Thorn-Publications In reply to MartinaBelliMB [2012-11-15 17:54:14 +0000 UTC]
That's when the world of Fanfictions lets you fiddle with stuff...if there is a way to create an alternate ending. But yes, I would love to be around their family for Christmas.
Again, wonderful job!
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to Thorn-Publications [2012-11-15 17:59:08 +0000 UTC]
oh yes!!
You're giving me so many ideas for drawings you can't even imagine! ^^
thank you again, really! ^^
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Thorn-Publications In reply to MartinaBelliMB [2012-11-15 18:02:02 +0000 UTC]
And your giving me ideas for Fanfictions!! LOL....'cause my drawings make babies cry.
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to Thorn-Publications [2012-11-15 18:16:19 +0000 UTC]
aww c'mon don't say that!!
Anyway, I'm curious to read your fanfictions now!! ^^
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Thorn-Publications In reply to MartinaBelliMB [2012-11-15 18:18:11 +0000 UTC]
I have only one of Connor going. There's just one chapter since I posted it a few days ago but the second is in the making. It's called Never Let Go.
No...seriously... LOL I'm surprised I can color in the lines!
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to Thorn-Publications [2012-11-15 18:28:36 +0000 UTC]
Awesome I will read it as soon as possible!! ^^
ahaha well, keep practicing you will only improve!
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Thorn-Publications In reply to MartinaBelliMB [2012-11-15 18:50:32 +0000 UTC]
I keep thinking I"ll do Connor as an addition to my "Boys in Briefs"...but I'm afraid if I mess him up I'll be put to torch and pitch forks from fangirls! But thank you for your encouragement!
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to Thorn-Publications [2012-11-15 22:04:51 +0000 UTC]
ahahah well that could be a risk!
no need to thank me ^^
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Raithetiger [2012-11-15 17:46:11 +0000 UTC]
I wish that happened in the game. I just can't get enough of these twos!!
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to Raithetiger [2012-11-15 17:48:15 +0000 UTC]
me too! Gosh I really hoped for them to reunite! It broke my heart!
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UndeadMusic-Lord [2012-11-15 16:28:10 +0000 UTC]
This artwork picture me and my father bond
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to UndeadMusic-Lord [2012-11-15 17:30:19 +0000 UTC]
oww.. really?
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UndeadMusic-Lord In reply to MartinaBelliMB [2012-11-15 20:00:43 +0000 UTC]
Yeah really
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MartinaBelliMB In reply to UndeadMusic-Lord [2012-11-15 22:05:59 +0000 UTC]
I'm sorry to hear that
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UndeadMusic-Lord In reply to MartinaBelliMB [2012-11-15 22:33:58 +0000 UTC]
It's okay it just okay with my father and me
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