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I'm Tired of looking in the mirror, seeing nothing
Lost, swimming throguh life, like a young duckling
Tired of being dead, killed by the answer
Living in regret, with doubts, like an exotic danser

Being controlled, never followed, by fate
And merly awaiting the day, my death date
But forever till my task complette, must i wait
Never getting the catch, not even with the bait

Tired, of looking in the mirror, seeing emptyness
Looking, and seeing my whole life, as a mess
Tired of seeing the blackness of my mind
Waiting for the time, for when the world is kind

Watching, and waiting, for you, among the stars
Never being with you, no matter what, dispite our scars
My heart, feeling black and cold, is lost, and hard
But still i wait, for it is i, who holds the final card

Tired of the blackness, reflected in my life
Bored of living on, dispite all my past strife
The answers still evades my thoughts, but still
I'll be with you yet, no matter what, even if by pure will

I shall never use IT, force unessacery, it be
And still i wait, to find who's best for me
Stupid, was i, to believe, stupid i say, my friend
But don't worry, for we shall still meet in the end

The blackness, the blackness, holds all my fear
The darkness, the darkness, swallows you dear
The coldness, the coldness, makes it hard to hear
And still, i live on, in this life, feeble, and meer

But still, why must i wait?
For that unimaginable date
Waiting still for you dear
Something never to happen, i fear