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They’ve all left, the clock strikes 2 am
Up talking with another fake friend
I wonder when this chaos will all end

He said I had a pretty smile, so I fell
Head over heels, but that never ends well
I wonder how I let myself, fall under his spell

Can’t they see the slash marks on my wrist?
Don’t they know how near the end for me is?
You can take a gun and make believe
That it will be the thing you need

But I’ve got pills, and I’ve got bruises
Give me your bullshit, and I’ll see through it
I’m closer than you’ll ever be
To the beginning of eternity

I’ve never heard a siren scream so loud
As that night, full of grayish clouds
I wonder what I’d say, if talking were allowed

The friends who said they’d always be there
Didn’t really ever seem to care
Never showed up at the hospital, didn’t dare

Guess they didn’t see the slash marks on my wrists
They didn’t get how truly near the end for me is
He took a gun and made believe
That it would be the thing he’d need
(It was all for show
But I’m the only one who’ll ever know)

I’ve got pills, and I’ve got bruises
Give me your bullshit, and I’ll see through it
I’m closer than you’ll ever be
To the beginning of eternity

Lay closely, listen to my heartbeat die
Let a tear fall, do you wonder why?
How did I end up here, you never saw it coming
I gave you every warning sign
I swear I gave you every warning sign

Description
They’ve all left, the clock strikes 2 am
Up talking with another fake friend
I wonder when this chaos will all end

He said I had a pretty smile, so I fell
Head over heels, but that never ends well
I wonder how I let myself, fall under his spell

Can’t they see the slash marks on my wrist?
Don’t they know how near the end for me is?
You can take a gun and make believe
That it will be the thing you need

But I’ve got pills, and I’ve got bruises
Give me your bullshit, and I’ll see through it
I’m closer than you’ll ever be
To the beginning of eternity

I’ve never heard a siren scream so loud
As that night, full of grayish clouds
I wonder what I’d say, if talking were allowed

The friends who said they’d always be there
Didn’t really ever seem to care
Never showed up at the hospital, didn’t dare

Guess they didn’t see the slash marks on my wrists
They didn’t get how truly near the end for me is
He took a gun and made believe
That it would be the thing he’d need
(It was all for show
But I’m the only one who’ll ever know)

I’ve got pills, and I’ve got bruises
Give me your bullshit, and I’ll see through it
I’m closer than you’ll ever be
To the beginning of eternity

Lay closely, listen to my heartbeat die
Let a tear fall, do you wonder why?
How did I end up here, you never saw it coming
I gave you every warning sign
I swear I gave you every warning sign