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Suffocation

I fight to find my way out
The simple thunder of the day
Beating against my brain
Can’t I make it?
What did I do to deserve this?

Tell me that it won’t always be this hard
To attempt to finish what I start

Glass walls are my boundaries at every turn
After everything I’ve been through
I’ve still got so much left to learn

And I thought I had the advantage
Because from tragedy rises strength
But I’m still left, still battling just the same

As every other face, and every other name
Finds their way to make it, and I’m left shamed
I thought I was special, I’m just a mess
A wreck of the best kind, that’s what’s on my mind
Trying every day just to breathe
All this suffocation, in trying to find me

I wish on the stars
From my satin lined bed sheets
It’s raining, but there’s sunshine
Hard to believe
But California weather never made any sense to me

Tell me that it won’t always be this hard
To attempt to finish what I start

I’m invisible walking down the halls
Seeing fresh faces with competitive graces
How can you make it in this scene?
When all you want it just to be seen-

As every other face, and every other name
Finds their way to make it, and I’m left shamed
I thought I was special, I’m just a mess
A wreck of the best kind, that’s what’s on my mind
Trying every day just to breathe
All this suffocation, in trying to find me

Lonely days that slip away
To music that courses through my veins
Telling me to hold my head up
I’ll make it through
It’s gonna be a hard day
But I’ll be okay

Tell me it won’t always be this hard
To attempt to finish what I start
Trying every day just to breathe
All this suffocation, in trying to find me

Description
Suffocation

I fight to find my way out
The simple thunder of the day
Beating against my brain
Can’t I make it?
What did I do to deserve this?

Tell me that it won’t always be this hard
To attempt to finish what I start

Glass walls are my boundaries at every turn
After everything I’ve been through
I’ve still got so much left to learn

And I thought I had the advantage
Because from tragedy rises strength
But I’m still left, still battling just the same

As every other face, and every other name
Finds their way to make it, and I’m left shamed
I thought I was special, I’m just a mess
A wreck of the best kind, that’s what’s on my mind
Trying every day just to breathe
All this suffocation, in trying to find me

I wish on the stars
From my satin lined bed sheets
It’s raining, but there’s sunshine
Hard to believe
But California weather never made any sense to me

Tell me that it won’t always be this hard
To attempt to finish what I start

I’m invisible walking down the halls
Seeing fresh faces with competitive graces
How can you make it in this scene?
When all you want it just to be seen-

As every other face, and every other name
Finds their way to make it, and I’m left shamed
I thought I was special, I’m just a mess
A wreck of the best kind, that’s what’s on my mind
Trying every day just to breathe
All this suffocation, in trying to find me

Lonely days that slip away
To music that courses through my veins
Telling me to hold my head up
I’ll make it through
It’s gonna be a hard day
But I’ll be okay

Tell me it won’t always be this hard
To attempt to finish what I start
Trying every day just to breathe
All this suffocation, in trying to find me