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Published: 2008-09-13 22:44:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 547; Favourites: 22; Downloads: 9
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I just wish I could die sometimes....don't take any of this personal, please, or say "Hey, why leave me? Don't you care?" I DO. HONESTLY. I love you ALL. Every single one of you. Just...there have been so many times now...I've been tempted to just go and end it all. I swear. I drew this yesterday and for some reason didn't have the nerve to post it until now....so whatever. Please, nobody yell at me for this, or tell me not to be so emo...cause the fact is this. YES I AM depressed. SO depressed that I MAY come across as an emo...whether that be true or not. But it doesn't matter...anyways, PLEASE don't be mad at me, people...I really REALLY needed to vent.Related content
Comments: 23
RL-182 [2008-09-16 13:46:12 +0000 UTC]
I'm not mad at you...we all need to vent sometimes. it helps...it really does...
Although now that I think about it...I haven't had an emo spell in a long while...I wonder when my next one is due?
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MewIchigoZoey In reply to RL-182 [2008-09-17 04:23:06 +0000 UTC]
I'm glad you're not mad...
Haha, who knows? XDDD
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RL-182 In reply to MewIchigoZoey [2008-09-17 14:30:38 +0000 UTC]
I couldn't be mad...not if venting is what you need to do...that's natural.
Oh wait...I know when the next one is due...when I'm struggling to pass next quarter...ugh...college.
BIGGEST PAIN EVER!
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MewIchigoZoey In reply to SweetBeriiChu [2008-09-15 02:24:04 +0000 UTC]
Oh, I'm fine now x3 Thanks for your concern though, Berii~chan! >w<
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SweetBeriiChu In reply to MewIchigoZoey [2008-09-15 02:29:39 +0000 UTC]
Kyahuuu! >w< Thats great!
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Kathrynthehedgehog [2008-09-14 18:24:10 +0000 UTC]
Pooor thing ... I really do understand how you feel, but just as long as you don't commit suicide, I will stay by your side and help you when you need it... I dont' want to see you all sad and lonely, I don't to see your feelings hurt, I want to se you bright and cheerful and appreciativing hat god gives you in your life, I want you to be happy!
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bunnyluv2 [2008-09-14 18:19:13 +0000 UTC]
i know what it's like to be depressed cause i have been for quite awhile. however i got help and now i'm on antidepressant. i suggest you go get help too before this depression of yours gets out of your control because it can, and it most likely will. in my experience depression doesn't go away by itself because it is a mental problem that needs to be addressed as such.
i hope you feel better though. life sucks but just keep pulling through okay? i have wanted to kill myself too but now i realize that death does not get rid of the pain you feel. it simply dumps all that pain on everyone you love and everyone who loves you. God is always there even when he is silent just like how the sun is still there when you can't see it. please get help and feel better soon.
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Mohegan567 [2008-09-14 12:14:32 +0000 UTC]
I'm very sorry to hear that. I've been through rough times too when my grandpa died. But I know you wouldn't do anything stupid to yourself. The thing that makes me always cheer up is knowing that happy times will come again as well. I believe, and so does my family, that there are solutions to every problem. Sometimes you just have to wait for it. And if you feel sad please remember the people that love you. That is something worth living for, don't you agree?
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inufull09 [2008-09-14 06:34:04 +0000 UTC]
sorry if i sound nosey and we all have these days like last night i thought about it i even took my sword to my throught but instead of killing myself i took the sword away and put it up and thought about the happy times and about my friends here including u
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inufull09 [2008-09-14 06:29:36 +0000 UTC]
emo/suisidal or not i still like u and if u dont mind me asken y are u depressed?
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Tails230 [2008-09-14 05:40:08 +0000 UTC]
I've had depression when I as in high school.
I'm glad that you know you have friends that you can depend on and I hope you will never forget it. *hug* I hope you will feel better soon.
By the by, nice drawing.
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Blue-Java-Finch [2008-09-14 02:18:12 +0000 UTC]
I'm facing something more serious than those comments like "Hey, why leave me? Don't you care?" if I don't finish my art trades and requests.
Please feel better soon. I've felt ignored just like those people too, but please feel better, you're not a bad person, I am, and I always was.
I'm also feeling so bored these days...
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Luigirocks84 [2008-09-14 01:10:35 +0000 UTC]
Please get better, I don't want to see anyone depressed, I fell victim to that a long time ago!!
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NanoPoi [2008-09-14 00:23:37 +0000 UTC]
I suffer from depression, I tried to slit my wrist with a bookmark because my friend was being mean to me. Then everytime I got pissed off at my friends because they were ignoring me, I tried to jump of the 3rd story of my house.
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Argent-Ookami [2008-09-14 00:01:21 +0000 UTC]
I was a suicidal person once, I still have depression and see a mental health officer, but seeing this actually... it brings back so many memories. I can feel your hurt, not in the sense that I am going through what causes you to feel this way, but in the sense of feeling like this. I actually think I gave up my Christianity in those years. 2 people in my life have died, one had comitted suicide (and when I saw my own and many others reaction, I think that held me back alot) and I was homeless for 4 weeks, having to leave all of my friends. They aren't exactly like what you've been through but either way, I'm here for you... Please if you ever actually CONSIDER doing anything from these feelings, I know it's hard but you should tell someone. This was good, you've told people in a way. These bad times, they pass. Because God gave us rain, which is essential to life on Earth, just as a little bit of rain is essential to our lives. Because, that little bit of rain is worth that little bit of sunshine or the rainbow afterward, right?
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crazy-vulpix [2008-09-13 22:53:26 +0000 UTC]
Oh man I totally understand where you're coming from. I have those days too...where it's just like, you want it all to end and be free from your pain...and life just isn't worth living....but then I remember all the people who do care, and think better of myself. I hope you feel the same too, that people do care, and it's a good reason to keep going on.
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MewIchigoZoey In reply to crazy-vulpix [2008-09-13 23:08:12 +0000 UTC]
Yeah...it's because of those people, and because of God...only that...that I'm still living right now...I feel like I can't sink any lower...can't get any more depressed...but I have to keep moving...even if it hurts...
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crazy-vulpix In reply to MewIchigoZoey [2008-09-13 23:12:38 +0000 UTC]
I relate to you so much right now...even if it doesn't seem like it...there's those things people don't know about me too...
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MewIchigoZoey In reply to crazy-vulpix [2008-09-13 23:36:20 +0000 UTC]
Really? It's nice to know some people can understand...
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crazy-vulpix In reply to MewIchigoZoey [2008-09-14 00:37:51 +0000 UTC]
Ah yes...it is...and I do. I too think it is nice that there are others who feel the same as well, and truely understand.
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Lightsaga [2008-09-13 22:48:47 +0000 UTC]
as long as you don't really kill yourself, I don't care, I will stay by your side always even if your depressed, in fact, Im happy that you let your feelings out~ instead of holding them,
apart from all the meaning... the picture is awesome 0.o;;
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MewIchigoZoey In reply to Lightsaga [2008-09-13 22:59:13 +0000 UTC]
I won't...but....*sigh* I was tempted yesterday...when I drew this...I drew it to keep myself busy until PraiseStock...Gosh, I feel horrible...what an awful example I'm setting for the world of Christianity...what a hypocrite X___X Thanks...
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