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Normaly I don't post personal art. I mean really personal but this time is different than those other times.
Since this is not for the eyes but for the soul please no critic or hate.

My familiar situations isn't the best and since I had some very important appointments last week, I didn't rteally joined family life. My liitle sister and me had some conversation and she told me how angry and sad my mother was. I decided to say sorry for my behaivor. But... you can see what happened.
this was only the start of everything.

It's not the first time I got problems with my family but this time. Something in this moment make it so intesive. This small conversation hurt so much and it still does.

I'm crying. I'm crying writing these word, crying when I cleaned the living room when I cooked today and while I took a walk with my dogs. It's silent, only tears, but they don't stop.

I think I could forgive it, but I will never forget.

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I'm not here to gain any pity, also this will be the only emotional thing, there won't be a journal or anthing. I don't feel like telling you more of my problems because I know everyone has their own problems.

I know I will be fine in maybe one week. There will be nothing left than a scar and as long as you do not thouch it, it won't hurt.

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(21.12.2011) EDIT: Thank you guys for so many nice words.
You really helped me out and I feel way better now. The situation cold down and I can handle it again.
I'm sorry that I didn't replyed to everyone but I have to say, feeling is gone, and I'm really happy about not feeling it anymore. So sorry for not answering but I just don't want to think about this anymore
Thank you ~

Description
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Normaly I don't post personal art. I mean really personal but this time is different than those other times.
Since this is not for the eyes but for the soul please no critic or hate.

My familiar situations isn't the best and since I had some very important appointments last week, I didn't rteally joined family life. My liitle sister and me had some conversation and she told me how angry and sad my mother was. I decided to say sorry for my behaivor. But... you can see what happened.
this was only the start of everything.

It's not the first time I got problems with my family but this time. Something in this moment make it so intesive. This small conversation hurt so much and it still does.

I'm crying. I'm crying writing these word, crying when I cleaned the living room when I cooked today and while I took a walk with my dogs. It's silent, only tears, but they don't stop.

I think I could forgive it, but I will never forget.

...
...
...

I'm not here to gain any pity, also this will be the only emotional thing, there won't be a journal or anthing. I don't feel like telling you more of my problems because I know everyone has their own problems.

I know I will be fine in maybe one week. There will be nothing left than a scar and as long as you do not thouch it, it won't hurt.

....
...
...

(21.12.2011) EDIT: Thank you guys for so many nice words.
You really helped me out and I feel way better now. The situation cold down and I can handle it again.
I'm sorry that I didn't replyed to everyone but I have to say, feeling is gone, and I'm really happy about not feeling it anymore. So sorry for not answering but I just don't want to think about this anymore
Thank you ~