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Boku ga umaku utaenai toki mo
Issho ni ite kureta...
Soba no ite hagemashitekureta

I wish that at the time when, I can't sing well
You'd be with me...
To stay by my side and cheer me up.
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Estonia was once again fiddling with his own personal artist that he created on his computer. Her name? ________.

He had built her on his computer to be his own personal artist, someone who could sing to him, someone who would develop feelings much like a human.

And you had. Looking from the monitor once more, you saw Estonia's beautiful face staring back at you with a smile on his face and his green eyes shone with excitement behind his glasses of his new invention. You.

Obviously, you loved to sing, but you weren't the greatest. But even so, Estonia was always there, always smiling and urging you to do better,"It's okay _______, try again!" He would say with a smile that could light a city.

He installed new programs onto you and tried to improve your singing. But nothing worked. Soon, he started to regret making you up in the first place.
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Singing was once so much fun for me
But now, why is it that
I am not feeling anything anymore?
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Again, you tried to sing, tried to please Estonia from the computer you were trapped in. But the words you use to sing, the words that would usually bring joy to Estonia made him almost a zombie now.

He never spoke to you unless it was to say that you were a worthless program or wondering why he ever made you in the first place. He must've forgotten that you had feelings and it hurt to hear such things.

You practiced ever single day until your body gave way, trying to see his beautiful smile brighten your day up once more...but nothing changed in his reaction.

Eventually, he just stopped using you. He never opened your program and you never got to even see him again.

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I want to sing...
I still want to sing!

Utaitai...
Mada utaitai!
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You spent the rest...the last of your days in complete solitude, trying to remember all the others that held the same fate as you before. He was going to make a new program; a better program.

You wanted to sing! You wanted to see him smile! But he wouldn't even let you have the chance to do such a thing. What have you done wrong? Why was he suffering? Because of you?

Desperately, you cried out to him,"I became somewhat of a bad child it seems...Master, please...by your hand...Please...end it all...Because I do not want to see you suffer anymore..."

Nothing. All you could do was sing, but every time you sung a note, you felt yourself fading faster and faster. "Let me sing you one last farewell song...my love..."

After Im born I finally realize I exist to imitate humans VOCALOID fated to sing forever even if a song has already existed a programmed toy accepts it just fine gnawing on a leek, looking up at the sky shedding tears noticing that even all that is fading the whole character depending on singing with an unreliable basis the place I came from already destroyed when everyone forgets me Ill have no heart or such thing left in me Vocaloid at the verge of insanity whose world has ended.

You wailed in terrible pain as you felt your program getting moved. The pain came from where you were going. You had feelings. You felt pain. This pain was enveloping you until it became completely unbearable. And like that, it was gone.

You feel your memories fading away fast. Estonia's beautiful smile fading from your memory bank quickly,"E-Estonia-San!!!" You cried out in vain as tears poured down your face,"Don't-!"

But you couldn't even finish before you were plummeted into complete darkness...the trash bin. Everything was gone. The memories. The music. Your soul and life. All gone. The only thing left was your voice.

You saw his mouse going up to the 'delete all' button and you squeeze in the last words of your lifespan,"Thank you..." You watched the mouse graze over the button and scroll off a bit, only for it to quickly return,"...and..." You can hear the mouse click as you uttered the last words,"Goodbye..."

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As if his hand had it's own mind, he clicked 'delete all' and she was gone,"Sorry ________..." Error messages filled the screen and the last thing she ever said to him was in a message that popped up.

An irreversible error has occurred. An irreversible error-

And like that...she was gone forever.

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Airgato...
Shoshite...
Sayonara...

---Shinkoku na eraa ga hassei shimasta---
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