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“Why waste my anger on you when the fault is mine? I should have anticipated another betrayal from you, one more mad grasp at some kind of childish ideal. But I seem to be a victim of my own wishes where you are concerned.” His expression hardened. “What have you come here for, Alina?”

I answered him honestly. “I wanted to see you.”

I caught the briefest glimpse of surprise before his face shuttered again. “There are two thrones on that dais. You could see me any time you liked.” - Leigh Bardugo, Ruin and Rising.

It's been a tough month... my dear kitty passed away and my whole world collapsed. I guess I'm not used to that feeling, to the feeling of lossing someone you love deeply. Those feelings carried me away from my own world, it's like I don't know what to do or to expect anymore... and I don't know how to changed them. It's really difficult... However there were moments when I needed to keep my mind distracted, bring it peace... the only thing I found "relaxing" was painting. But I didn't have the spirit to draw anything at all. My hands were a mess and I hasn't able to draw anything properly, it was just a messy thing or my attemps to draw something related with my cat Eris, which was not a good idea since I couldn't stop crying. I just wanted to PAINT, to let my hands flow... That's why I decided to use a reference from pinterest (which is what I've been doing this month) And then this idea came...

Reference used: www.pinterest.es/pin/465981892…

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“Why waste my anger on you when the fault is mine? I should have anticipated another betrayal from you, one more mad grasp at some kind of childish ideal. But I seem to be a victim of my own wishes where you are concerned.” His expression hardened. “What have you come here for, Alina?”

I answered him honestly. “I wanted to see you.”

I caught the briefest glimpse of surprise before his face shuttered again. “There are two thrones on that dais. You could see me any time you liked.” - Leigh Bardugo, Ruin and Rising.

It's been a tough month... my dear kitty passed away and my whole world collapsed. I guess I'm not used to that feeling, to the feeling of lossing someone you love deeply. Those feelings carried me away from my own world, it's like I don't know what to do or to expect anymore... and I don't know how to changed them. It's really difficult... However there were moments when I needed to keep my mind distracted, bring it peace... the only thing I found "relaxing" was painting. But I didn't have the spirit to draw anything at all. My hands were a mess and I hasn't able to draw anything properly, it was just a messy thing or my attemps to draw something related with my cat Eris, which was not a good idea since I couldn't stop crying. I just wanted to PAINT, to let my hands flow... That's why I decided to use a reference from pinterest (which is what I've been doing this month) And then this idea came...

Reference used: www.pinterest.es/pin/465981892…