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Dear boy of my Dreams,

You'll never recieve this letter. I know. But I have many confessions to make. I've lied to you. I know you trust me to a point where you think I'm incapable of lying to you. But I guess am not as selfless as you think my love is. I've cheated on you. It was sometime in April' 09 that I started seeing someone else. I did keep him distant but I was fooled by him as well. But my love never even got the pint of it. I have lied to you about my present; my life events. According to me keeping the truth from you is equalent of lying and the truth would hurt you, more than it hurts me, it would keep you in pain through out life, which made me decide that what you dont know wouldnt hurt you. I've made up a wall between you and I, the wall through which I can see you but you wouldnt ever see me. This guilt would eat me. I left abruptly so we didnt even have a chance to say we'd still be friends nor a goodbye. Am doing what I feel is right. Right at the moment, right results for the future.

You'd think i'll be happily married, lead a normal life, but in reality all I'll do is stalk you, without you knowing it. I'll make you think I've moved on and you're the least thing on my mind, although I'm losing sleep, I get teary at slightest of things and jealous when I see the rest of them happy and together. Somehow I was confident we'd always be together, that no bad things happen to good people. I was wrong. So wrong. We did split. It wasnt bitter. But life after and without you is. I have so much to talk about. I am surrounded by problems with no apparent solutions in sight.

I want you to move on. Get along and forget I happened to you. Good luck.

Love
the self proclaimed Princess of the boy of my dreams.
xoxo

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Dear boy of my Dreams,

You'll never recieve this letter. I know. But I have many confessions to make. I've lied to you. I know you trust me to a point where you think I'm incapable of lying to you. But I guess am not as selfless as you think my love is. I've cheated on you. It was sometime in April' 09 that I started seeing someone else. I did keep him distant but I was fooled by him as well. But my love never even got the pint of it. I have lied to you about my present; my life events. According to me keeping the truth from you is equalent of lying and the truth would hurt you, more than it hurts me, it would keep you in pain through out life, which made me decide that what you dont know wouldnt hurt you. I've made up a wall between you and I, the wall through which I can see you but you wouldnt ever see me. This guilt would eat me. I left abruptly so we didnt even have a chance to say we'd still be friends nor a goodbye. Am doing what I feel is right. Right at the moment, right results for the future.

You'd think i'll be happily married, lead a normal life, but in reality all I'll do is stalk you, without you knowing it. I'll make you think I've moved on and you're the least thing on my mind, although I'm losing sleep, I get teary at slightest of things and jealous when I see the rest of them happy and together. Somehow I was confident we'd always be together, that no bad things happen to good people. I was wrong. So wrong. We did split. It wasnt bitter. But life after and without you is. I have so much to talk about. I am surrounded by problems with no apparent solutions in sight.

I want you to move on. Get along and forget I happened to you. Good luck.

Love
the self proclaimed Princess of the boy of my dreams.
xoxo