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... I still want you here with me.

Dear Mattbutt.
I love you, so much. This picture may look sad, but it's not when you see what I have to say.
At night, while I am laying in bed trying to sleep, or just had a bad dream, I cry, wishing you where there like you always are, whipping away my tears, kissing my forehead, or just kissing me to make me stop crying. Hugging me so tight I can't breath, or just petting me telling me everything is going to be alright. I hate being apart from you so much. I hug my cat as if it was you, purring in my ear like you do, till I tell you to stop because it hurts my sensitive ears. his picture is what I am at night, when I think of how much I love you, and how I can't lose you ever. It's how much I want you at every moment even if I can't. Without you my life would be an utter pitness of darkness. If I'm at school without you my laughed are fake, they are not real, because I can't have true laughter when I am lonely or worried.
Pretty much, this is my way of saying, I want the est of my life with you, I wouldn't have it any other way, so I guess you could say this is my speech now.

So Matt, what do you say, Marry me? It may be early in our lives, but without you I don't know what I would do, and I am completely serious on this question. Be my man.

Description
... I still want you here with me.

Dear Mattbutt.
I love you, so much. This picture may look sad, but it's not when you see what I have to say.
At night, while I am laying in bed trying to sleep, or just had a bad dream, I cry, wishing you where there like you always are, whipping away my tears, kissing my forehead, or just kissing me to make me stop crying. Hugging me so tight I can't breath, or just petting me telling me everything is going to be alright. I hate being apart from you so much. I hug my cat as if it was you, purring in my ear like you do, till I tell you to stop because it hurts my sensitive ears. his picture is what I am at night, when I think of how much I love you, and how I can't lose you ever. It's how much I want you at every moment even if I can't. Without you my life would be an utter pitness of darkness. If I'm at school without you my laughed are fake, they are not real, because I can't have true laughter when I am lonely or worried.
Pretty much, this is my way of saying, I want the est of my life with you, I wouldn't have it any other way, so I guess you could say this is my speech now.

So Matt, what do you say, Marry me? It may be early in our lives, but without you I don't know what I would do, and I am completely serious on this question. Be my man.