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When I forgot to do something I'm supposed to do. Twice.
Either cause I'm focused on doing what else I'm supposed to and forgot. Or something else happened

Then later on I get in alot of trouble, I don't want to say I forgot cause it feels like I'm making myself dumb. Even tho Its not like I forgot everytime when my parents tell me something to do I do it right away when I have nothing else to do.

And after that. I'd start hating myself thinking I'm fucking stupid or idk. And I might not even forgive myself for it.
I've already said that the pandemic and quarantine effected me alot.. I've became more lazy.. I'd always want to be on my room and alone.. and I've gotten enough stress from online school. And I've had not talked to any new ppl mostly bc of some experiences I've had when I was younger and I've met ppl, I was a like a stupid annoying little kid. I'd always want to be involved in some ppls things sometimes and all that. And it's either that ppl think I'm just weird or idk. Or some rather unfortunate events I've had with some ppl I've met that I was too young to understand.

(Another unfortunate event, and I'm not said about it. Got bitten by one of my pet bunnies and my finger is like fucked up... It looked like I'd got stabbed on my finger but I'm fine..)

Link of reference sheet pin.it/3LLquFb

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When I forgot to do something I'm supposed to do. Twice.
Either cause I'm focused on doing what else I'm supposed to and forgot. Or something else happened

Then later on I get in alot of trouble, I don't want to say I forgot cause it feels like I'm making myself dumb. Even tho Its not like I forgot everytime when my parents tell me something to do I do it right away when I have nothing else to do.

And after that. I'd start hating myself thinking I'm fucking stupid or idk. And I might not even forgive myself for it.
I've already said that the pandemic and quarantine effected me alot.. I've became more lazy.. I'd always want to be on my room and alone.. and I've gotten enough stress from online school. And I've had not talked to any new ppl mostly bc of some experiences I've had when I was younger and I've met ppl, I was a like a stupid annoying little kid. I'd always want to be involved in some ppls things sometimes and all that. And it's either that ppl think I'm just weird or idk. Or some rather unfortunate events I've had with some ppl I've met that I was too young to understand.

(Another unfortunate event, and I'm not said about it. Got bitten by one of my pet bunnies and my finger is like fucked up... It looked like I'd got stabbed on my finger but I'm fine..)

Link of reference sheet pin.it/3LLquFb