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#depersonalization #dissociation #poetry
Published: 2015-06-12 23:22:36 +0000 UTC; Views: 791; Favourites: 7; Downloads: 0
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Description when i'm alone in a room i forget i exist
i knock over a bucket of tea lights
and am surprised when it makes a sound
spilling out all over the hardwood
my coworker asks if i am okay
i say yes
he asks if i am sure

i walk back to the train
and hover non-corporeal
like the time i got sunstroke
how everything went cold
and i wanted to sleep on the sidewalk
a softer version of that

it's startling when friends say my name
when my footsteps make a sound
when automatic doors
open

i am relearning how to be a person
and i learn slowly
through endless
repetitions

i buy a package of french fries
and eat them on the train home
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Comments: 3

SelinaBelial [2015-11-19 05:06:48 +0000 UTC]

You're a phenomenal writer.. a different kind of special.
You can doubt yourself all the time but you are compelled to impact and inspire.

So thank you.

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missingnumbers In reply to SelinaBelial [2015-11-19 22:58:37 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much, this meant a lot to hear

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SelinaBelial In reply to missingnumbers [2015-11-21 00:08:38 +0000 UTC]

Youre welcome

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