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mistsofavalon4ever — selfdestruction
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Published: 2010-04-16 02:05:32 +0000 UTC; Views: 336; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 2
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I am so tiredof promising and lying about what I say to myself.
I wore my shorts today,
they fit well
but it never seems to be enough.
I feel I don't deserve to be loved
yet I can't help wanting it.
I am tired of living
in a dysfunctional house
with broken heaters and
broken hearts
and I am tired of
being on the path of selfdestruction
and having no one even
try to
pull me back
I am tired of people snapping
when I haven't done anything
to deserve it and
only paying
attention to me
when I don't
want them to.
saying they don't care and then
trying to steal my secrets.
what is that if not
proof that you do?
but sometimes I
don't even want
you to care anymore
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Comments: 12
This is terribly bleak and I feel your pain. What a harrowing little rant!
However, these four lines I LOVE above the rest:
"saying they don't care and then
trying to steal my secrets.
what is that if not
proof that you do?"
I wish I had written that. Gold!
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Yeah, that actually happened to me exactly. Someone told my mom something that was untrue, and then claimed to not care about me
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I don't understand dishonesty like that. I just don't!
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Sometimes it all gets too much. Well written and emotive
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Well, I'm sad that you do but happy for your empathy, if that makes sense
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