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moldygrape — Can't i dream?
Published: 2005-01-02 09:13:39 +0000 UTC; Views: 168; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 17
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Description He and I are finally alone. The house is empty and silent, the rich colors of the setting sun  bleed through the windows, giving his room a relaxed, almost drunken mood. HIM plays softly from his speakers as he searches his floor for a clean shirt. Once he finds one, he pulls the dirtied one up over his head and tosses it aside. He turns his back to me and looks out the window as he puts the fresh pink shirt on. Sighing, he turned back toward me and takes my hand.
“Come closer, Sarah-bear…” he whispers, lightly pulling me to him. I obey, of course, and rise from my spot on his bed. In less than a minute, he has his arms wrapped around me in a warm embrace. One hand is lightly stroking my hair, the other around my stomach, tickling it softly.
“Julian…please, you know I hate that…” I said, trying to hide a grin. I push his hand away playfully and hold his face in my hands, squishing his cheeks together. He laughs and spit drools down his lips and onto my thumb. I wink and lick it off.
His face falls from a horny grin to a serious frown.
                For a moment I’m confused. I can feel the stab of rejection growing.
“What’s on your mind?” I ask cautiously.
“Do you love me…?” he asks, “Answer me honestly.”
For a moment I am shocked. I feel my head begin to spin from panic.
“Julian,” I begin, “I love you more than life itself. I’d do anything for you, and only you alone. I love you more than I can put into words…” I let the sentence fade. I can’t explain my love for him. “Do you believe me when I say it?”
He stands silent for a moment. I can hear my blood shooting through my veins. If he doesn’t believe me, I know I’m stuck. So completely done for. I’m sure my heart would fail right then and there.
“I don’t know what I’m thinking…” he says. He stumbles for a moment, trying to find the words. One tear falls down his soft, pale face. His eyes are slightly bloodshot; I can tell he doesn’t want to cry like this. In front of me.
Without thinking I quickly move closer to him and slip my arms around his waist. I feel him relax at my touch almost immediately.  Slowly I kiss the tears from his cheeks and pull him closer to me.
“I love you, Julian. I want to be with you forever and a day.” I whisper into his ear. I rest my forehead against his, softly singing the lyrics from "Heaven Tonight" to him. I look in his eyes the entire time, making sure he knows I mean every word.
Finally he lets go. All his pain and loneliness begin pouring out of him at that very moment. I feel my heart melt through my veins with each tear he weeps.
Soon his sobs turn to sniffles, his sniffles to normal breathing. I lightly touch my lips to his, not daring to make it a forceful kiss. Slowly, I nibble on his lower lip and allow my tongue to get to know his. His mouth is warm and sweet; the nourishment I’ve been searching for all these years.
Before I get too out of control, he stops and takes my hands in his. He blushes and grins.
The beginning of forever has begun.
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Comments: 23

urlilpixie [2005-01-14 04:16:40 +0000 UTC]

merf. you have much sweeter daydreams than I do...mine are sekks sekks and more sekks.

I'd say good job...but it's...a day dream. so more of a good job on revealing it.

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neverclear In reply to urlilpixie [2005-06-20 04:13:37 +0000 UTC]

seriously. Sex sex sex. lol

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cha-no-ki [2005-01-09 00:58:25 +0000 UTC]

it's beautiful. ;;

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Rowena-afar [2005-01-07 02:43:09 +0000 UTC]

a lovely daydream..one I have had too...no not with Julian may your dreams come true...well done

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moldygrape In reply to Rowena-afar [2005-01-07 02:47:23 +0000 UTC]

LOL, oh come on, julian is quite a lovely piece of manmeat, wouldn't you say?

thank you rowen. you too, luv.

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Rowena-afar In reply to moldygrape [2005-01-07 02:51:21 +0000 UTC]

yes he is...I saw his pics..... you lucky girl ...hehehehehehehe

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Soul-Of-Fire [2005-01-04 04:41:57 +0000 UTC]

That's fuckin' gorgeous....
Keep it real.
~Sha~

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moldygrape In reply to Soul-Of-Fire [2005-01-04 04:49:55 +0000 UTC]

tankyas

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SporkEmAll [2005-01-04 02:37:40 +0000 UTC]

beautiful day dream. dont we all wish they were real?

anyway, lovely piece. very well written

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ThatGuyOnTheStreet [2005-01-03 03:55:46 +0000 UTC]

Hm, well that's sweet.

Doesn't seem like a daydream.
Gives me butterflies.

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mutexvoice [2005-01-02 23:57:38 +0000 UTC]

that's....intersting prose.... lovely carmen...

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Cristaelfmaiden [2005-01-02 20:03:23 +0000 UTC]

You are an awesome writer. You should check out
[link]
... I think you'd like it.

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LocusDesperatus [2005-01-02 17:24:10 +0000 UTC]

I love how this is where I buckle down..

get serious,

and say, as serious as possible..

I LOVE YOU! .......Your writing...it really does inspire me. I write shtuff like this too, I never post any of it and end up throwing it away 'cause it's crap. But...when I read something like this I'm somehow inspired. AWESOOOOOOOOOME.

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moldygrape In reply to LocusDesperatus [2005-01-02 22:13:40 +0000 UTC]

shabang!! i love you as well, dearie

mwahaha oO..

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LocusDesperatus In reply to moldygrape [2005-01-03 12:58:39 +0000 UTC]

SHUHBAM!!! I feel loved...AND I got called dearie!! Maybe today won't be so bad after all!!!

mm...cake...

mm..rabbits making baby rabbits.

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moldygrape In reply to LocusDesperatus [2005-01-03 14:27:04 +0000 UTC]

mmm, violence...

mmm, poking...

*gnaws on your arm*

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LocusDesperatus In reply to moldygrape [2005-01-04 00:09:18 +0000 UTC]

*is turned on by the gnawing..orgasms*

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Lostling [2005-01-02 16:00:06 +0000 UTC]

Wow. You know. At least your day dreams make sence XD Mine are all like "AhaHahAHaha WE CONFUSED YOU BIATCH" And I'm like ..... "Counting Bodies like sheep to the rhythm of the war Drums?"

X.x;;;;;;

I actually like the written nesssss....

Jeremy...

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punkgoddess In reply to Lostling [2005-01-03 00:42:34 +0000 UTC]

....you know that's sad.

the bodies...and the drums....

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makennasboyjeff [2005-01-02 15:39:45 +0000 UTC]

.....that is...omg its soo crazy its just like my situation right now...that is the one thing i hate ....dreams about someone you love....because when you wake you will know everything is still the same....they are gone and you are by your self.....any way did you use my (forever and a day)? that was funny!

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Kat-Rocha [2005-01-02 09:15:53 +0000 UTC]

You dream about dancing in a changing room at Hot Topic?

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moldygrape In reply to Kat-Rocha [2005-01-02 09:18:08 +0000 UTC]

oh yes

....forget to read the written piece BELOW the picture, dearie?

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Kat-Rocha In reply to moldygrape [2005-01-02 09:20:36 +0000 UTC]

No I didn't, I just didn't want to. Much more fun this way.

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