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From the first girl I ever loved.
The only girl I think I could ever really love.
I don't bother trying to explain it anymore, because I myself don't want to hear it.
This woman made me question myself, my being.
She changed me, she inspired me to change.
She knew me when I hid my face and still held me.

I'm going to be bold and say I'll always love her.
I will.
I cherish reading her words, pretending she does too.

We didn't work.
We won't work.
(She tells herself.)

I am a crybaby who prays to rot alone.

Description
From the first girl I ever loved.
The only girl I think I could ever really love.
I don't bother trying to explain it anymore, because I myself don't want to hear it.
This woman made me question myself, my being.
She changed me, she inspired me to change.
She knew me when I hid my face and still held me.

I'm going to be bold and say I'll always love her.
I will.
I cherish reading her words, pretending she does too.

We didn't work.
We won't work.
(She tells herself.)

I am a crybaby who prays to rot alone.